But Song Ting Yu didn't love her, but if he didn't love and just stayed beside her because he was feeling guilty, that kind of man is more cruel.
But Song Ting Yu did the contrary thing. Because he doesn't love her and he wants to be faithful and be together to a woman, so he broke up with her.
But Bai Zhi Rui didn't accept that these five years of her companion and sacrifice for him would result in this kind of situation. She started to keep on tangled him, longing for a chance to turn to the past.
But when someone doesn't love you, it means he wouldn't love. She wouldn't be able to snatch Song Ting Yu back to her side again.
So for this little assistant, she thought she also didn't know clearly what was going on between them. But she felt Bai Zhi Rui let him go since he doesn't love her. Even she does more thing, she couldn't change anything. So why should be persistent struggle?
Looking at how Song Ting Yu looked at Su Ran, it was full of love and pampering, and also desire to own, every woman would envy her.
"He wants to be dedicated to Su Ran. Then me? How about me?" Bai Zhi Rui pointed at herself, she asked herself coldly.
"But, Ms Bai…." The little assistant swallowed her saliva: "You already broke up with Song Ting Yu…. Moreover, I felt you should give up…."
"So, you feel that I deserve it? Because I don't willing to let go. Now what are happening to me is because I deserved it?" This moment Bai Zhi Rui's eyes turned to be so scary.
The little assistant had never seen that side of her. She was afraid of the glaring eyes of Bai Zhi Rui. She retreated: "Ms Bai, I don't mean that way. I just think…. You should let go of the past so you could live better life…."
"I'm Bai Zhi Rui wouldn't easily be bullied by anyone!"
Bai Zhi Rui said then, she returned to her room. The little assistant was startled and just stood there. This moment she was shivering, because of Bai Zhi Rui, she was too scary….
Actually sometimes a woman who is envy and full hatred, is too scary…
Bai Zhi Rui returned her room, and Ms Chen was waiting for her. Now noticing how she was returned alone: "Where were you? I heard that Su Ran also was staying on the hospital, did you look for her?"
Ms Chen worried that Bai Zhi Rui would be emotional, and looked for Su Ran to make a scene.
"Do I look like a stupid person?"
Bai Zhi Rui sat down on the chair.
No matter how angry she was, she wouldn't make a scene with Su Ran because this matter had impacted her badly.
"Do you have cigarette?" Bai Zhi Rui extended her hand to Ms Chen.
"In your condition now, it's better for you to not smoke." Ms Chen knows that sometimes Bai Zhi Rui smoked, but it was not a habit. She would just smoke if she was anxious or perhaps in the bad mood.
Ms Chen is life-long smoker, so she always has cigarettes with her all the time.
"Give me one." Bai Zhi Rui said.
Ms Chen was helpless, she just took one and passed to her: "Don't you smoke too much."
Bai Zhi Rui lighted it up, and put it inside her mouth.
Since she entered the entertainment circle, Ms Chen always be on her side as her manager so they are in quite good relationship.
She was also indeed considerate of Bai Zhi Rui: "Now with Su Ran experienced that accident, I see Song Ting Yu couldn't be depend it on. He definitely would choose Su Ran. This accident would let him to be have a lingering fear as he is afraid that it would happen again. I think he definitely would announce your guys break up…"
"So?" Bai Zhi Rui asked.
"I see that he is already persistent to not spend any efforts for you, so for this matter we should hold an active position, if he announce the break up first, that time it would influence you negatively. If not you just announce it first personally, just said that you already choose to break up with him. This perhaps would stop everyone to say anything more. If not, this matter would be worst and worst. That time it would be hard to sort it out…"
Bai Zhi Rui entered a deep consideration, she said: "I already put this hard effort to want him to stay by my side, now you want me to announce that I broke up with him?"
"It's just a delaying tactics, we need to stabilize the situation for temporary, then we could discuss more in the future…" Ms Chen patted her shoulder: "Listen to me. I know you are not willing. But in this world, there is a lot of man, there is a lot of man would fall head over heels for you. Why should you hang on for him? He has showed clearly that he wouldn't return to your side. Then what would you do? If you really want to continue to stand firm in entertainment circle, we could look for another, it doesn't need to be Song Ting Yu…."
Bai Zhi Rui just stayed silent, she already lost her understanding of what her original motivation to connect with Song Ting Yu was. Perhaps it just for her career, but afterwards she really has feeling for him.
She really loves Song Ting Yu, there is no doubt in int. But she really understands that now she didn't want to let him go, mostly because she was unwilling to lose.
She didn't willing that her man for five years, should be gave up and be with another woman.
She didn't willing to let her long-term sacrifice couldn't let her enter the Song family.
"I would issue a statement in the Wei Bo, said that you already broke up to Song Ting Yu." Ms Chen patted her shoulder: "Zhi Rui, it is not only Song Ting Yu that could help you be successful!"
What Ms Chen is true, it was not only Song Ting Yu that could help her. But except him, she didn't want anyone.
In the top floor of Song company.
After Tang Zi Chu finished to give reports about work, he stood on the ground. He wanted to stay something but hesitate.
Song Ting Yu raised his head to look at him, then said calmly: "If you have something to say, then say it."
"It's like this, Chief Song." Tang Zi Chu said slowly: "This afternoon, Ms Bai's team already issued a statement."
"What statement is it?"
"It's regarding the news about you guys break up…." Tang Zi Chu said, "The content of the statement stated that Ms Bai dumps you…"
Song Ting Yu looked at him: "Just let her be. Supposedly she wants to path a way for herself. If it has benefit to her, then just let her do it….."