"2015, November 25th . She collapsed by the roadside due to menstrual cramps . When she woke up the next morning, I heard her answer a phone call from Qin Yinan . I know she couldn't love me, but I was still angered by jealousy and chased her away . However, worried about her health, I rushed out to pull her back . I thought about it and decided to be selfish for once . I'll let her stay by my side for a hundred days, just a hundred days . I wish to collect the best memory for myself in these hundred days . "
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"2016, January 2nd . I can never be there for her happiness, but I'll always be there for her sadness . "
"2016, January 5th . I smiled because of her… I smiled . Staring at the smile on my face in the mirror, I was confounded for at least ten minutes . I haven't seen myself smile for years already . "
"2016, February 20th . Keep having nightmares, a bad feeling in my stomach . Will bring her to Ming Jing alley tonight . "
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"2016, June 10th . I've returned to Beijing . Surprised that I'm still alive, also surprised that I managed to run into her the first day I returned to Beijing . I'm sorry, Tingting, I can only pretend to not know you because I've already entertained my selfishness once; I cannot do it again . "
"2016, June 10th . I've returned to Beijing . Surprised that I'm still alive, also surprised that I managed to run into her the first day I returned to Beijing . I'm sorry, Tingting, I can only pretend to not know you because I've already entertained my selfishness once; I cannot do it again . "
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"2016, June 19th . She used my card to order a roomful of ladies . I vomited from the overall sense of disgust . Very angry, wanted to demand an explanation from her as I rushed downstairs . Saw that she has sprained her ankle . The anger left me completely, only felt pain in my heart . "
"2016, June 25th . The difference between lunar calendar and western calendar is a bit wide this year . This means that my birthday, which is normally in May, was delayed until the end of June . Today is the happiest day of my life because she confessed to me . Very happy, I can even hear the flowers blooming in the background . Very sad because I had to reject her . She has no idea, the person she is confessing to has loved her for a long time already…"
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"2016, September 25th . Heard the news of her getting married to Qin Yinan . Got drunk, and in my dream, I slept with her again . Woke up to realize it really did happen . I left her with a box of morning-after pills . That night she swallowed the pills right before my eyes . After she left, I stood dumbly at the front door until midnight . Then I went to the pharmacy to buy many boxes of morning-after pills . Munched on them like snacks . They taste very bitter . "
"2016, November 4th . She went to Japan, and I followed her . During the journey, she met many interesting events, but she didn't know that those were all specially arranged by me . "
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The memories of her trip to Japan flooded Song Qingchun's mind . Tears the size of peas slid down her cheeks . The lucky encounters that she experienced had nothing to with her luck but everything to do with Su Zhinian .
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The memories of her trip to Japan flooded Song Qingchun's mind . Tears the size of peas slid down her cheeks . The lucky encounters that she experienced had nothing to with her luck but everything to do with Su Zhinian .
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2016, December 30th, heavy snow . I drove her home . I believe this is the last time we shall see each other . I'll be leaving on the plane tomorrow, never to return . Goodbye, Tingting . Goodbye, the girl that I love, I wish you a life of happiness . "
2015, November 25th . She collapsed by the roadside due to menstrual cramps . When she woke up the next morning, I heard her answer a phone call from Qin Yinan . I know she couldnt love me, but I was still angered by jealousy and chased her away . However, worried about her health, I rushed out to pull her back . I thought about it and decided to be selfish for once . Ill let her stay by my side for a hundred days, just a hundred days . I wish to collect the best memory for myself in these hundred days . … 2016, January 2nd . I can never be there for her happiness, but Ill always be there for her sadness . 2016, January 5th . I smiled because of her… I smiled . Staring at the smile on my face in the mirror, I was confounded for at least ten minutes . I havent seen myself smile for years already . 2016, February 20th . Keep having nightmares, a bad feeling in my stomach . Will bring her to Ming Jing alley tonight . … 2016, June 10th . Ive returned to Beijing . Surprised that Im still alive, also surprised that I managed to run into her the first day I returned to Beijing . Im sorry, Tingting, I can only pretend to not know you because Ive already entertained my selfishness once; I cannot do it again . … 2016, June 19th . She used my card to order a roomful of ladies . I vomited from the overall sense of disgust . Very angry, wanted to demand an explanation from her as I rushed downstairs . Saw that she has sprained her ankle . The anger left me completely, only felt pain in my heart . 2016, June 25th . The difference between lunar calendar and western calendar is a bit wide this year . This means that my birthday, which is normally in May, was delayed until the end of June . Today is the happiest day of my life because she confessed to me . Very happy, I can even hear the flowers blooming in the background . Very sad because I had to reject her . She has no idea, the person she is confessing to has loved her for a long time already… … 2016, September 25th . Heard the news of her getting married to Qin Yinan . Got drunk, and in my dream, I slept with her again . Woke up to realize it really did happen . I left her with a box of morning-after pills . That night she swallowed the pills right before my eyes . After she left, I stood dumbly at the front door until midnight . Then I went to the pharmacy to buy many boxes of morning-after pills . Munched on them like snacks . They taste very bitter . 2016, November 4th . She went to Japan, and I followed her . During the journey, she met many interesting events, but she didnt know that those were all specially arranged by me . … The memories of her trip to Japan flooded Song Qingchuns mind . Tears the size of peas slid down her cheeks . The lucky encounters that she experienced had nothing to with her luck but everything to do with Su Zhinian . … 2016, December 30th, heavy snow . I drove her home . I believe this is the last time we shall see each other . Ill be leaving on the plane tomorrow, never to return . Goodbye, Tingting . Goodbye, the girl that I love, I wish you a life of happiness .