"2009, December 25th, Christmas . She cried for a long time because of Qin Yinan . She's the one shedding tears, but I'm the one suffering the pain . I really wish to comfort her, but I didn't dare get close . I'm afraid she would think I'm taking advantage of her . After a long period of contemplation, I came up with the perfect solution . I applied for a new number to message her, wishing her Merry Christmas . She didn't reply, but it's okay because I'm used to her ignoring me . "
"2010, October 8th . I've officially registered my company in Beijing . I chose this date because I first met her on October 8th . "
"2011, April 5th . Interviewing for a secretary . Don't really want one because used to doing everything alone . However, the workload is piling up, had to hire one . Many people came for the interview . Ended up choosing Cheng Qingchong for the simple reason that she came to the interview wearing a blue dress that Song Qingchun also has in her closet . "
"2012, March 6th . Qin Yinan left to join the military . She has been waiting for him to reply, but Qin Yinan was nowhere to be found . Her sadness affected me . I believe my love toward her has shattered my sanity . I've accepted the sinfulness of my life, so I acted like a crazy person and hacked into Qin Yinan's email address . I pretended to be Qin Yinan and replied her . After she received the reply, she was so happy, and I was happy for her . Even though there was a dull pain underneath that happiness, I'm used to it . It's okay . "
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"2013, April 8th . I've sent 99 emails to her in just a year . She doesn't know they came from me . She believes they came from Qin Yinan . Her love toward Qin Yinan must have deepened . Even though I feel sad, it's okay . Better that she falls in love with someone else than me . However, there is a little secret that no one knows . Those 99 emails have the same word count, 520, I love you . 99 emails, telling you I love you 99 times . "
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"2015, August 7th . Song Cheng died . Perhaps it was our blood relation, but when I heard this news, my heart skipped a beat . The next thing I thought about was her . When I saw her, it was as I expected, she was crying helplessly like a child . "
"2015, August 7th . Song Cheng died . Perhaps it was our blood relation, but when I heard this news, my heart skipped a beat . The next thing I thought about was her . When I saw her, it was as I expected, she was crying helplessly like a child . "
"2015, September 17th . Song Empire's stock market collapsed, and Song Menghwa was hospitalized . "
"2015, October 2nd . She came to see me, but I didn't meet her . "
"2015 . October 29th . Underestimated her persistence . She still hasn't given up even though I told her so many nasty things . "
"2015, October 2nd . She came to see me, but I didn't meet her . "
"2015 . October 29th . Underestimated her persistence . She still hasn't given up even though I told her so many nasty things . "
"2015 . November 2nd . She waited outside my company for a whole day . Actually, I really want to help her, but I didn't dare make the first move . I can only use those bad memories we shared to guilt her . I didn't dare to be good to her because I was afraid, afraid that once I start, I wouldn't know how to stop . I'm afraid my kindness will influence her, will drag her into the abyss of hell with me, so I could only harden my heart to be someone she hates to the core . "
"2015 . November 23rd . She's sticking to me even harder . I'm annoyed because I feel my conviction breaking . I wish to be closer to her, that's my biggest wish, but I'm afraid my selfishness will ruin her for life . "
2009, December 25th, Christmas . She cried for a long time because of Qin Yinan . Shes the one shedding tears, but Im the one suffering the pain . I really wish to comfort her, but I didnt dare get close . Im afraid she would think Im taking advantage of her . After a long period of contemplation, I came up with the perfect solution . I applied for a new number to message her, wishing her Merry Christmas . She didnt reply, but its okay because Im used to her ignoring me . 2010, October 8th . Ive officially registered my company in Beijing . I chose this date because I first met her on October 8th . 2011, April 5th . Interviewing for a secretary . Dont really want one because used to doing everything alone . However, the workload is piling up, had to hire one . Many people came for the interview . Ended up choosing Cheng Qingchong for the simple reason that she came to the interview wearing a blue dress that Song Qingchun also has in her closet . 2012, March 6th . Qin Yinan left to join the military . She has been waiting for him to reply, but Qin Yinan was nowhere to be found . Her sadness affected me . I believe my love toward her has shattered my sanity . Ive accepted the sinfulness of my life, so I acted like a crazy person and hacked into Qin Yinans email address . I pretended to be Qin Yinan and replied her . After she received the reply, she was so happy, and I was happy for her . Even though there was a dull pain underneath that happiness, Im used to it . Its okay . … 2013, April 8th . Ive sent 99 emails to her in just a year . She doesnt know they came from me . She believes they came from Qin Yinan . Her love toward Qin Yinan must have deepened . Even though I feel sad, its okay . Better that she falls in love with someone else than me . However, there is a little secret that no one knows . Those 99 emails have the same word count, 520, I love you . 99 emails, telling you I love you 99 times . … 2015, August 7th . Song Cheng died . Perhaps it was our blood relation, but when I heard this news, my heart skipped a beat . The next thing I thought about was her . When I saw her, it was as I expected, she was crying helplessly like a child . 2015, September 17th . Song Empires stock market collapsed, and Song Menghwa was hospitalized . 2015, October 2nd . She came to see me, but I didnt meet her . 2015 . October 29th . Underestimated her persistence . She still hasnt given up even though I told her so many nasty things . 2015 . November 2nd . She waited outside my company for a whole day . Actually, I really want to help her, but I didnt dare make the first move . I can only use those bad memories we shared to guilt her . I didnt dare to be good to her because I was afraid, afraid that once I start, I wouldnt know how to stop . Im afraid my kindness will influence her, will drag her into the abyss of hell with me, so I could only harden my heart to be someone she hates to the core . 2015 . November 23rd . Shes sticking to me even harder . Im annoyed because I feel my conviction breaking . I wish to be closer to her, thats my biggest wish, but Im afraid my selfishness will ruin her for life .