Chapter 818: Side Story, Lu zhichen’s past life (13)
Translator: 549690339
Xing Jiu ‘an actually didn’t feel very safe.
The sense of security she had was all brought by her master. She could only be willful if everyone was good to her. If no one was good to her, she would just be an ordinary little girl.
In fact, she was not very strong.
Some things might not be cured in a lifetime and would become a nightmare for a lifetime.
Later on, she became friends with the wolf and walked around the world. She was arrogant and flamboyant, and she made a name for herself at a young age.
But at the same time, she was also a very ordinary little girl.
She needed others to be good to her.
Or perhaps, Xing Jiu ‘an needed someone to give her a sense of security.
It was laughable. Many people thought that such a powerful little girl was omnipotent.
However, she was only 21 years old when she died. It was her 21st birthday.
...She was still so young.
He didn’t have to do this. If it was really like what martial uncle said, Xing Jiu ‘an could have controlled his actions when he chose to break off with the sect.
In other words, if she wanted to break off relations with her sect, she would not be rejected by that inexplicable power.
It was such a terrible thing. It was as if it was meant to make Xing Jiu ‘an die alone. It was to make her lose everything. Then, she would lose everything that she once had. This girl, who didn’t feel very secure, would be in despair and collapse. She would be squeezed out of everything.
The worse Xing Jiu ‘an’s life was, the more successful the exchange of lives would be.
However, since the exchange of lives was successful, why did everyone love her after Xing Jiu ‘an’s death?
Especially the Huo family. Shouldn’t they be nice to Huo Chulan?
How did it become a broken family now?
This was another mystery.
However, no one wanted to crack it now.
They were just thinking that if they had found out about it earlier, or if they didn’t believe that Xing Jiu ‘an would break up with the sect, they would have cared more about her and paid more attention to her life. Would it have led to the current situation?
However, this thought was instantly shattered.
Xing Jiu ‘an was very powerful and very sensitive.
She would find out if someone was secretly paying attention to her.
Since she didn’t want the people of her sect to be in danger because of her, then she definitely wouldn’t let the people of her sect show concern.
She was clearly a girl who did not feel very secure, but she was very firm in some things.
She didn’t want anything to happen to her family because of her. No matter what the consequences were, it wouldn’t change her decision. She was taught by her master, and her senior brothers and sisters took care of her since she was a child. They spoiled her into a willful and delicate bag.
No matter how disobedient a little girl was, she would still make her own choice in the face of such a matter.
Moreover, Xing Jiu ‘an was not a disobedient little girl.
She was a … Well – behaved little devil.
So, she made the choice that she thought was right.
However, she didn’t know that after everything had passed, she would forget all the struggles she had in the past and would want to get back what she had lost.
However, it was too late for her.
In the end, it was her death that made everyone suffer.
Because the Warlock and his son were both dead, he didn’t know where to start investigating. For a moment, he felt helpless.
Mr. Huo and Huo Qianyuan only just found out that the little girl did not like them, nor did she expect them to like her.
Come to think of it, it seemed to be the case.
How could a young lady who had received so many good things fall in love with them instantly because of family ties? no matter how much she ignored them and did not treat them well, she was still so persistent and overly paranoid …
It turned out that there were other reasons.
They didn’t feel disappointed. Instead, they felt lucky.
Fortunately, the little girl at that time did not actually like them.
Otherwise, she would be even sadder.
Lu zhichen did not know how he had left this place.
The little girl had no impression of him.
This was very normal.
His grandfather had told him that the little girl had fallen off the cliff when he had left and had forgotten about him.
Even if the two of them were to meet again, he would only have an impression of the little girl. The little girl would not know him at all.
Of course, she would not remember him.
Lu zhichen suddenly felt a little sad.
Why didn’t he look for her in the beginning?
Even if he felt some inexplicable disgust towards Huo Chulan when he saw her, so what?
He still liked young girls.
But now, no matter how regretful he was, no matter how much pain he was in, he was powerless.
He had finally lost her completely.
Lu zhichen returned home and went back to his room without a word.
Others were still looking for the reason, and he also wanted to follow them to find out. He also wanted to know if he could find the answer.
However, he suddenly gave up helplessly.
It wasn’t that he didn’t want to go, but it seemed like he didn’t dare to.
He had to admit that he had retreated.
The image of the little girl when she was young would always appear in his mind. She would hug his leg and call him brother obediently.
Those were his … Happiest moments.
The next day, Lu zhichen still went over.
He still couldn’t find the answer. Elder Xing’s hair turned white, and his face looked even older. His uncle – Master didn’t look good either, as if … He was in pain.
This was still a mystery.
Lu zhichen stopped looking and went to the manor. The guards looked at him for a long time before letting him in.
He slowly walked in front of the little girl’s tombstone. The photo was of the little girl smiling happily. Her eyes were delicate and willful, and she looked carefree …
Lu zhichen squatted down and gently touched Xing Jiu ‘an’s face.
He had found her too late, so he had not seen the proud past of the little girl.
He had come too late, so he had missed so much of her.
There was a lot of regret, but there was nothing he could do.
Lu zhichen knelt down and said in a low and hoarse voice,”jiuan, I’m sorry.”
“I’m late. ”
When he found out that Xing Jiu ‘an was dead, he also had the thought of not wanting to live anymore.
However, he still had his parents, his grandfather, and the Lu family. He could not be so irresponsible.
“Jiu ‘an, walk slowly. If you can, wait for me. In my next life, I’ll pursue you at all costs.”
In this life, he still missed it.
Lu zhichen didn’t leave with Xing Jiu ‘an, but his energy seemed to have left with Xing Jiu’ an.
Ever since Xing Jiu ‘an had left, he could only go home, work, and visit Xing Jiu’ an.
Lu zhichen had never married in his life and there had never been any rumors about him. However, everyone knew that the 9th master of the Lu family had the love of his life.
No one knew who it was, but the 9th master of the Lu family had a red string on his hand. It was said that he had worn it when he was young, and once he wore it, he would wear it for life.
In the end, Lu zhichen did not live to be forty years old. He died in the winter, and he could finally go and find that girl.