And that within your heart are deeps In which a nobler woman sleeps;
That not the maiden, but the wife Grasps the whole lesson of a life,
While such as you but sit and dream Along the surface of its stream.
And doubtless sometimes, all unsought, There comes upon your hour of thought,
Despite the struggles of your will, A sense of something absent still;
And then you cannot help but yearn To love and be beloved in turn,
As they are loved, and love, who live As love were all that life could give;
And in a transient clasp or kiss Crowd an eternity of bliss;
They who of every mortal joy Taste always twice, nor feel them cloy,
Or, if woes come, in Sorrow's hour Are strengthened by a double power.
II
Here ends my feeble sketch of what Might, but will never be your lot;
And I foresee how oft these rhymes Shall make you smile in after-times.
If I have read your nature right, It only waits a spark of light;
And when that comes, as come it must, It will not fall on arid dust,
Nor yet on that which breaks to flame In the first blush of maiden shame;
But on a heart which, even at rest, Is warmer than an April nest,
Where, settling soft, that spark shall creep About as gently as a sleep;
Still stealing on with pace so slow Yourself will scarcely feel the glow,
Till after many and many a day, Although no gleam its course betray,
It shall attain the inmost shrine, And wrap it in a fire divine!
I know not when or whence indeed Shall fall and burst the burning seed,
But oh! once kindled, it will blaze, I know, forever! By its rays
You will perceive, with subtler eyes, The meaning in the earth and skies,
Which, with their animated chain Of grass and flowers, and sun and rain,
Of green below, and blue above, Are but a type of married love.
You will perceive that in the breast The germs of many virtues rest,
Which, ere they feel a lover's breath, Lie in a temporary death;
And till the heart is wooed and won It is an earth without a sun.
III
But now, stand forth as sweet as life!
And let me paint you as a wife.
I note some changes in your face, And in your mien a graver grace;
Yet the calm forehead lightly bears Its weight of twice a score of years;
And that one love which on this earth Can wake the heart to all its worth,
And to their height can lift and bind The powers of soul, and sense, and mind,
Hath not allowed a charm to fade-- And the wife's lovelier than the maid.
An air of still, though bright repose Tells that a tender hand bestows
All that a generous manhood may To make your life one bridal day,
While the kind eyes betray no less, In their blue depths of tenderness,
That you have learned the truths which lie Behind that holy mystery,
Which, with its blisses and its woes, Nor man nor maiden ever knows.
If now, as to the eyes of one Whose glance not even thought can shun,
Your soul lay open to my view, I, looking all its nature through,
Could see no incompleted part, For the whole woman warms your heart.
I cannot tell how many dead You number in the cycles fled,
And you but look the more serene For all the griefs you may have seen,
As you had gathered from the dust The flowers of Peace, and Hope, and Trust.
Your smile is even sweeter now Than when it lit your maiden brow,