Chapter 21
Bei Er Duo found the Missing You Everyday"'s lyric on the computer.
This song for those who frequently heard it repeatedly and detailed, this song could be the hope for young people. It is song for pursuing bright days and encouragement, it also could be the song for lovers to mutually express one's feeling.
"Then I would start." Bei Er Duo cleared her throat and looked at Ye Shu Wei, who was leaning on the sofa. "Are you ready?"
"I don't have to prepare anything." He said.
Bei Er Duo was silent, and she pressed her mouse, but there was no sound came out.
Probably after half minute, Ye Shu Wei asked: "What is the problem?"
"No problem." Bei Er Duo looked at the screen, like she was in the KTV. She pretended to be surrounded with a lot of people, and sang it naturally.
"When I stand for a long time in the front of the window and look for your disappearing figure, every time my heart beat, could you hear it…"
"You could see our two hearts. If only you are willing to go forward, missing you everyday. Everyday I ask myself, when could I tell you that I miss you everyday. Everyday I keep my heart, and leave the best for you."
"Give my best part of my heart for you."
……
She completely focused on singing it, she sang it without any music. But her voice was so smooth clear and melodious. He clearly enjoyued the song.
Her voice in the final song was somewhat sweet, it made the bitterness taste of the tea inside his mouth to disappear.
When she was done, he asked to sing it one more time.
The time she sang for the second time, he got up from the sofa and directly went to her side.
She was embarrassed and at a complete loss, she broke off the song, and raised her head to looked at his approach: "What are you doing?"
He lowered his eyes and swept past the scattered and smashed sunshine, then showed an amber color. He answered her properly: "I look at the lyric to see whether you sing it correctly or not."
Bei Er Duo didnb't know whether to believe him or not.
He leant over. One of his palm propped up on her little desk, and looked at the screen seriously. And at random said: "There was a long period of time, my father was in bad health condition, he needed to stay at home to recover. Every night, my mother would personally feed him. After the dinner, she would sing this song for him, he was very happy to hear it."
"Is your father well now?"
"He still be like that, it's coming and going. Because he is old, so it's naturally unable to recover well.
Bei Er Duo recalled Yu Sheng's words. Ye Shu Wei's father spent thirty years of his life alone before encountered Ye Shu Wei's mother. His mother is the second-wife of his father, but they love each other.
"My father is already seventy nine years old, he is twenty years older than my mother." He spoke about it bluntly, it's very calm.
"But they seem to be love each other very much."
'Right, they never be in fight from the start of the marriage until know. The moment when he said something in loud voice could be counted by our ten fingers. She also rarely proposed any request to him." Ye Shu Wei said: "Now when he is getting older and older, he tends to be more clinger toward him. The time she went out to buy something, he would keep on looking his watch to measure the time she would be back. If she doesn't return in two hours, he would be depressed."
"It's too loving, I admire it a lot." Bei Er Duo sighed with deep emotion.
"Admire? I think all the marriages would be that way.
"No. They are too rare. My parents are divorce. The time they were together, it was not warm. My mother has a short-temper, she frequently complained about this or that. Although Papa always smiles when heard it. Yet I could see the pressure in hie eyes," Bei Er Duo said, "It just only those who loves each other very much that could spend life happily and beautifully for years."
Ye Shu Wei was silent for a while, then asked with light voice: "Until which part have you sang it?"
Bei Er Duo turned her head and looked at the screen: "Let's start from the first one. I couldn't sing and get the feeling of it if I start at the middle.
She started to sing it again from the start. It was until the part of "Missing you everyday. I ask myself everyday, when could I tell you about it." Because she was lacking in confidence, her voice turned to be slightly weak. She stared fixedly at the screen, sh didn't even dare to glance at him for a while.
After the song done, she looked face to face to him. In his eyes there was no stunning, praise, and recognition, it just a very warm expression.
Warm and soft, yet it was very direct.
His gaze penetrated to her heart, let her to feel the soft and close feeling inside her heart.
If in this moment she said to her, "Actually it seems that I have a bit of feeling toward you….. would it be an exceptionally good chance?"
Today the sun was very warm, his expression was showing contentment. He seemed to be in a good mood so the chance of her being rejected should be lower a bit than usual.
During her thinking, she thought what would his reply be.
"Bei Er Duo, do I hear it wrongly? You dare to confess to me?" It was the first possibility.
"O, actually from the start I notice your fond of me, but it's a pity. I don't have any feeling toward you." It was the second possibility.
"Do you need my reminder? We are just a partner in this act. It's no good to be immersed deeply in this thing. I hope you could stop it, don't you fantasize about the impossible thing." It was the third possibility.
"Bei Er Duo, I also like you." This was the fourth possibility.
……….
From these four possibility, it appeared that the last one would have the lowest chance to happen.
Then should she try? Just see it as a gambling act.
"Bei Er Duo…." Certain man suddenly spoke out.
Bei Er Duo collected her thought, then pretended to be calm: "Em, what is it?"
"There's something on your eyelashes." He watched for a while, then his long finger stretched forward and brushed her eyelashes, and brushed the dust away.
Bei Er Duo didn't have any response. Her mood was turned into a white vast and obscure one. Ye Shu Wei in front of her became vague, faint, seemed to be far yet close too. She never experienced it, her brain was crashing.
"I will go to the restroom." She suddenly stood up, and passed him. She went to the restroom.
Bei Er Duo tried to recover from her state of mind, Ye Shu Wei already sat down relaxingly. He skimmed over her history, and logged into her WeiBo. Luckily he noticed a familiar and intimate username —— Shu Wei's Ear
He looked at the words, and didn't shift from it for a long time.
It was her that change it?
Is it showing her wish?
When he was in lost.
Bei Er Duo wore her slipper and returned. She looked at how serious he was looking at her computer. She came over quickly, and with alertness said: "Ye Shu Wei, what are you doing?"
"I'm looking at your WeiBo."
"Why you see it without my permission?" Bei Er Duo was embarrassed. Wouldn't he see her new username?
"Since this is related to our collaboration, then I have right to check your opinion in WeiBo." Ye Shu Wei's tone sounded that he was in a good mood. He asked: "Did you choose this username by yourself?"
Bei Er Duo denied it: "No, it is from one of the netizen's advise. They think it's good."
"Really, they ask and you just change it."
"Em, anyway changing the username wouldn't affect our life. If they could be happy for it, then just do it?
Ye Shu Wei's tone turned to be insipid: "So actually just before that."
Unexpectedly it was no her own action.
"Right, if not… you think I would change my username to that one. It's too corny." Bei Er Duo forced a laugh, and pretended to be natural. She extended her hand to pat his shoulder: "Do you want to eat any fruits. There is a watermelon inside the fridge."
"Up to you."
"Then I would cut it for you."
After a second, there's a bell door sound.
Bei Er Duo was silent. OMG! That could be the Empress Xu Zhen Fen.
If Xu Zhen Fen looked that there is this huge monster inside her house, she would definitely be furious then ….. It's too horrible to think about it.
"Ye Shu Wei, it's my Mama. Hurry up hide." Bei Er Duo thought about the sole way of avoiding the disaster to happen. This moment she need to temporarily look for a place for this one hundred ninety meter of Ye Shu Wei.
"Hide?" Ye Shu Wei said slowly, "Where should I hide?"
"If not inside my wardrobe?"
"Is your wardrobe have enough space?"
"…. Seems to insufficient, you are too big, I couldn't hide you." Bei Er Duo was somewhat worried, started to carelessly made suggestions. "If not I would cause you hard time for a while, how about you hide for a while under my bed?"
"Under your bed?" Ye Shu Wei seemed to hear it wrongly, he just stared at her, and quickly rejected the idea. "Impossible."
"……"
"Bei Er Duo, it turns out in your eyes, I am the one that is shameful."
"It's not that you are shameful, but because you are a man. If it's a man, then my Mama would be angry."
The bell kept on ringing if she didn't open the door soon, Xu Zhen Fen would call her and interrogated her. She would ask her to come back early. She would stay downstairs or wait for her nearby. So she couldn't hide from her.
Besides Ye Shu Wei's car was downstairs, Xu Zhen Fen definitely already recognized it. Lying would be unwise.
Bei Er Duo took a deep breath and started to be calm. She mad a decision: "I would open the door."
Before she opened the door, Ye Shu Wei said something leisurely: "How do you plan to introduce me?"
Bei Er Duo's temple started to ache.
"I would tell her truthfully that you just my fake boyfriend."
Her voice was dark, "Because my Ma couldn't be deceived easily, it would be a disastrous to lie to her."
Bei Er Duo answered the intercom.
"I am the periodically the cleaner that clean the corridor, please help me to open the door."
……
It's not Xu Zhen Fen, it was a false alarm.
Bei Er Duo started to relax.
Lucky, lucky.
She helped the auntie to open the door, then she turned her body: "It's not my Ma, it's a false alarm."
"False alarm? It's really scared me." Ye Shu Wei's voice was very calm. He recalled Bei Er Duo's every words, "Bei Er Duo, I really don't expect that I almost hide under your bed."
"….."
Bei Er Duo was embarrassed, because her method of thinking indeed was very stupid. He was not a suitcase that could be fold and placed under the bed. He is one hundred ninety meter man with long arms and legs, hiding him under the bed would be noticeable by Xu Zhen Fen.
"Come here." Ye Shu Wei said.
Bei Er Duo came over, and with guilt she looked at him: "Sorry, before I was too worried. You don't know my mother. She is very scary. Since little she keeps on teaching me to not let man get inside my room until I graduated from university. She still instructs me to not any opposite sex to be inside one room.
"Are you afraid that I would do something to you?"
"Supposedly she thinks about it. She feels that man is a bit full of bad intention, so needs to be precautious."
"What I am asking, whether you are afraid of not."
"Me? Why should I afraid? It's not my first day I know you, I know clearly your behavior." Bei Er Duo smiled, "Moreover, we don't have that kind of relationship. It just you cook for me and I sing for you."
"Really, your thinking is quite clear." Ye Shu Wei looked at her, and couldn't help to say it.
She changed her username for the netizen's satisfaction. She is willing to agree for him to enter because trusting his character. She was willing to sing for him for a food. All of her actions basically because of conditions. There was no action of her seemed to be meet his expectatin.
She still said that he was her fake boyfriend.
It seemed that she didn't have great interest on him.
This reality made him to be disatisfied, but it just a flash of feeling, very quickly he concluded that toward him, she definitely be interested even to the extent of being fascinated by hime. But it just a matter of time, he should be more clever, and appropriately guide her let her grasped this love.
More haste and less speed, in relationship and feeling aspects, she was like a white paper. He shouldn't be too rash that it surprised her.
But, it was clearly that she was innocent and "overestimated" his character. He came over to cook for her, how could she not thinking of other idea?
It just now it's not suitable to do anything.
"Ye Shu Wei, what are you thinking of?" Bei Er Duo noticed his expression to be quiet, in fact like thinking something big matters.
"Nothing." Ye Shu Wei expressed vaguely.
"Then I would go and cut some watermelons."
"No need, I don't want to eat it now."
"Why?"
"Because my mood suddenly turn bad."
"……."
Okay, originally she wanted to seize the opportunity to confess to him, she didn't expect this to happen. By looking at his face, it would be bad for her to confess right now.
"Don't you want me to be happier?" He mentioned it seriously: "What if you sing again."
"What are you want to hear?"
"For this time it's up to you, just sing the one that could make me feel better."
"……"
This man, why every time he would be this vague? Let her couldn't help to have wrong impression.
It's actually cute and hateful.