It seemed that even though he could get close to her heart, there was always a smokescreen blocking him, making it impossible for him to get near it .
“I… I’m alright,” Wang Juhuai said, looking at Xia Qingwei . Then he suddenly blurted, “I’m divorced . ”
He really wanted to let her know it .
Xia Qingwei paused, her head blank . She forgot what she was originally planning on doing, and her whole body was stiff .
“It’s been ten years,” Wang Juhuai said .
“Why?” Xia Qingwei instinctively asked .
“Because I accidentally found out about the situation at that time . She’s close friends with my younger sister-in-law, and there was a time when the two of them were chatting and I heard them,” Wang Juhuai said .
Xia Qingwei trembled a bit, not wanting to hear any more .
She helplessly patted her legs . “It’s already late . You…”
“At that time, I did not do anything to let you down,” Wang Juhuai quickly said .
Xia Qingwei smiled uneasily . “There’s no meaning in saying these things now . I—”
Wang Juhuai grabbed her wrist . “I need to tell you this . Before this, I thought that you had gotten married and did not want to disturb your married life . Since you already had a family, why should I go add trouble for you? So even if I went back to the country, I did not dare to go see you, and I did not even dare to secretly look at you from afar . ”
“It is because of that that I did not know you’ve been divorced for over ten years . I’ve also been divorced for ten years . The two of us have been single for so long . I don’t know if you thought about me during these last twenty or so years, but I’m thinking about you all the time . I’ve never forgotten you . ”
Wang Juhuai breathed in, his voice a bit stifled .
Xia Qingwei trembled .
“At that time, the thing that you saw, you were tricked, and I was also tricked . She drugged me to make me sleep, and I was on the bed, not knowing what was going on . She sat on my body like that and pretended that she and I were…” Wang Juhuai did not know the situation at that time but still felt that it was disgusting . “That was what you saw . And when I woke up, both she and I were not wearing clothes and there was a pool of blood on the bed . I know that she had schemed to do this to me, but I could not get over it . I had yet to even touch you, but I touched another woman . I felt that I was dirty . ”
“That medicine made me hallucinate, causing me to not be able to differentiate dreams from reality . ”
“But I would not be together with her either,” Wang Juhuai said . “I never thought of marrying her . ”
“Don’t say anything more,” Xia Qingwei said as she cried .
If he continued to speak, she would regret it . She would regret and hate it her whole life .
She did not want to hear any more .
“I want to say it . I can’t let you have a misunderstanding about me . ” Wang Juhuai saw that Xia Qingwei was crying, and he felt extremely bad, but he still needed to say it out loud . “I bought medicine for her, the kind for after the deed, and I saw her take it . But after two months, she came to find me and said she was pregnant, that she had forced herself to puke it out . ”
“Hahahaha!” Wang Juhuai laughed bitterly . “You thought that I betrayed you, and I also thought that I betrayed you . You are unable to forgive me, and I’m also unable to forgive myself . She looked for my parents and insisted on keeping the child . So we got married . Giving in in that situation was the worst thing I ever did . ”
“Guess what happened next? After that, there was an accident, and the child was lost . But later on, I found out that there was no sleeping together with at all, no child . I was tricked by all the lies . ”
“Stop speaking!” The more Xia Qingwei learned of the truth, the more pain she felt .
They had missed each other for over twenty years . How could she stand it?
She had even married another man and gave birth to a child for another man .
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