Chapter Fourteen
"Of course it is," I said. I looked around and grabbed the first-aid kit, then started stomping toward the indicated guest bedroom. "I swear swear, this stupid stupid town. Why does every hideous supernatural thing that happens happen town. Why does every hideous supernatural thing that happens happen here here? I'm gone for a few months and augh augh. Be right back. Grrssll frrrsl rassle mrrrfl."
There was a light switch in the bedroom and it worked. The lightbulb stayed on and everything. I scowled up at it suspiciously. Normally when I'm in a snit like this, lightbulbs don't survive eye contact, much less my Yosemite Sam impersonation. Evidently, the svartalves had worked out a fix for technological grumpy-wizard syndrome.
And the room... well.
It reminded me of home.
My apartment had been tiny. You could have fit it into Molly's main room half a dozen times, easy. My old place was almost the same size as her guest bedroom. She'd furnished it with secondhand furniture, like my place had been. There was a small fireplace, with a couple of easy chairs and a comfortable-looking couch. There were scuffed-up old bookshelves, cheap and sturdy, lining the walls, and they contained what was probably meant to be the beginning of a replacement for my old paperback fiction library. Over toward where my bedroom used to be was a bed, though it was a full rather than a twin. A counter stood where my kitchen counter had been, more or less, and there was a small fridge and what looked like an electric griddle on it.
I looked around. It wasn't home, but... it was in the right zip code. And it was maybe the single sweetest thing anyone had ever done for me.
For just a second, I remembered the scent of my old apartment, wood smoke and pine cleaner and a little bit of musty dampness that was inevitable in a basement, and if I squinted my eyes up really tight, I could almost pretend I was there again. That I was home.
But they'd burned down my home. I had repaid them for it, with interest, but I still felt oddly hollow in my guts when I thought about how I would never see it again. I missed Mister, my cat. I missed my dog. I missed the familiarity of having a place that I knew, that was a shelter. I missed my life.
I'd been away from home for what felt like a very long time.
There was a closet by the bed, with a narrow dresser on two sides. It was full of clothes. Nothing fancy. T-shirts. Old jeans. Some new underwear and socks, still in their plastic packaging. Some shorts, some sweatpants. Several pairs of used sneakers the size of small canoes, and some hiking boots that were a tolerable fit. I went for the boots. My feet are not for the faint of sole, ah, ha, ha.
I ditched the tux, cleaned up and covered the injuries on my legs, and got dressed in clothes that felt familiar and comfortable for the first time since I'd taken a bullet in the chest.
I came out of the bedroom holding the bloodied clothes, and glanced at Molly. She pointed a finger at the fire. I nodded my thanks, remembered to take the bejeweled cuff links out of the pockets of the pants, and tossed what was left into the fire. Blood that had already been soaked up by cloth wouldn't be easy to use against me, even if someone had broken in and taken it somehow, but it's one of those things best not left to chance.
"Okay," I said, settling down on the arm of a chair. "The island. Who else knows about it?"
"Lea," Molly said. "Presumably she told Mab. I assumed word would get to you."
"Mab," I said, "is apparently the sort of mom who thinks you need to find things out for yourself."
"Those are real?"
I grunted. "Have you had any contact with Demonreach?"
"The spirit itself?" Molly shook her head. "It... tolerates my presence, but it isn't anything like cordial or friendly. I think it knows I'm connected to you."
"Yeah," I said. "I'm sure it does. If it wanted you off the island, you'd be gone." I shook my head several times. "Let me think."
Molly did. She went into the kitchen, to the fridge. She came out with a couple of cans of Coca-Cola, popped them both open, and handed me one. We tapped the cans together gently and drank. I closed my eyes and tried to order my thoughts. Molly waited.
"Okay," I said. "Who else knows?"
"No one," she said.
"You didn't tell the Council?"
Molly grimaced at the mention of the White Council of Wizards. "How would I do that, exactly? Given that according to them, I'm a wanted fugitive, and that no one there would blink twice if I was executed on sight."
"Plenty of them would blink twice," I said quietly. "Why do you think you're still walking around?"
Molly frowned and eyed me. "What do you mean?"
"I mean that Lea's clearly taught you a lot, Molly, and it's obvious that your skills have matured a lot in the past year. But there are people there with decades' decades' worth of years like the one you've had. Maybe even centuries. If they really wanted you found and dead, you'd be found and dead. Period." worth of years like the one you've had. Maybe even centuries. If they really wanted you found and dead, you'd be found and dead. Period."
"Then how come I'm not?" Molly asked.
"Because there are people on the Council who wouldn't like it," I said. "My g- Ebenezar can take anyone else on the Council on any given day, if he gets mad at them. That's probably enough-but Ramirez likes you, too. And since he'd be the guy who would, theoretically, be in charge of capturing you, anyone else who did it would be walking all over his turf. He's young, too, but he's earned respect. And most of the young guns in the Wardens would probably side with him in an argument." I sighed. "Look, the White Council has always been a gigantic mound of assorted jerks. But they're not inhuman."
"Except sometimes," Molly said, her voice bitter.
"Humanity matters," I said. "You're still here, aren't you?"
"No thanks to them," she said.
"If they hadn't shown up at Chichen Itza, none of us would have made it out."
Molly frowned at that. "That wasn't the White Council."
True, technically. That had been the Grey Council. But since the Grey Council was mostly made up of members of the White Council working together in secret, it still counted, in my mind. Sort of.
"Those guys," I said, "are what the Council should be. And might be. And when we needed help the most, they were there there." I sipped some more Coke. "I know the world seems dark and ugly sometimes. But there are still good things in it. And good people. And some of them are on the Council. They haven't been in contact with you because they can't be-but believe me, they've been shielding you from getting in even more trouble than you've already had."
"You assume," she said stubbornly.
I sighed. "Kid, you're going to be dealing with the Council your whole life. And that could be for three or four hundred years. I'm not saying you shouldn't get in their faces when they're in the wrong. But you might want to consider the idea that burning your bridges behind you could prove to be a very bad policy a century or two from now."
Molly looked like she wanted to disagree with me-but she looked pensive, too. She drank some more of her Coke, frowning.
Damn. Why couldn't I have figured out that particular piece of advice to give to myself when I was her age? It might have made my life a whole lot simpler.
"Back to the island," I said. "How sure are you about the level of energy involved?"
She considered her answer. "I was at Chichen Itza," she said. "It's all pretty blurry, but I remember a lot of fragments really well. One of the things I remember is the tension that had built up under the main ziggurat. Do you remember?"
I did, though it had been pretty far down on my list of priorities at the time. The Red King had ordered dozens, maybe hundreds of human sacrifices to build up a charge for the spell he was going to use to wipe me and everyone connected to me by blood from the face of the earth. That energy had been humming inside the very stones of the city. Go to a large power station sometime, and stand near the capacitors. The air is full of the same kind of silently vibrating potential.
"I remember," I said.
"It's like that. Maybe more. Maybe less. But it's really, really big big. It's scaring the animals away."
"What time is it?" I asked.
Molly checked a tall old grandfather clock, ticking steadily away in a corner. "Three fifteen."
"Ten minutes to the marina. An hour and change to the island and back. Call it an hour for a service call." I shook my head and snorted. "If we leave right now, that puts us back here in town right around sunrise, wouldn't you say?"
"More or less," she agreed.
"Mab," I said, in the same tone I reserved for curse words.
"What?"
"That's why the lockdown," I said. Then clarified. "Mab closed the border with Faerie until dawn."
Molly was no dummy. I could see the wheels turning as she figured it out. "She's giving you time to deal with it unmolested."
"Relatively unmolested," I corrected her. "I'm starting to think that Mab mainly helps those who help themselves. Okay. Once Maeve gets to start moving pieces in and out of Faerie in the morning, things are going to get busy, fast. Also, I don't want to be working with the magical equivalent of a reactor core the next time Hook and his band of minipsychos catch up with me. So."
Molly nodded. "So we go to the island first?"
"We go to the island now now."
Molly had the apartment building's security call us a cab on the theory that it would be slightly less noticeable than the monster car now in the parking lot. They took her orders as if she were some kind of visiting dignitary. Whatever she'd done for the svartalves, they had taken it very, very seriously. I left Toot sleeping off the fight, with some junk food left out where he would find it when he woke up. Bob was in a cloth messenger bag I had slung over one shoulder, still buttoned up tight. Molly glanced at the bag, then at me, but she didn't ask any questions.
I felt like wincing. Molly hadn't ever exactly been shy about pushing the boundaries of my authority in our relationship as teacher and apprentice. Her time with my faerie godmother, the Leanansidhe, Mab's girl Friday, was starting to show. Lea had firm and unyielding opinions about boundaries. People who pushed them got turned into dogs-or something dogs ate.
The marina was one of several in the city. Lake Michigan provided an ideal venue for all kinds of boating, sailing, and shipping, and there was a nautical community firmly established all around the shores of the Great Lake. I'm not really part of it. I say "wall" instead of "bulkhead," and I'm not quite sure if port is left, or if it's something best left until after dinner. I get the terms wrong a lot. I don't care.
Marinas are parking lots for boats. Lots of walkways were built on piers or were floating pontoon bridgestyle in long, straight rows. Boats were parked in individual lots much like in any automobile parking lot. Most of the boats showed signs of being prepared for winter-November can be a dangerous time for pleasure boating on Lake Michigan, and most people pack it in right around Halloween. Windows and hatches were covered, doors closed, and there were very few lights on in the marina.
Which was good, because I was breaking and entering again.
I'd had a key to the marina's locks at one time, but I'd lost track of it when I got shot, drowned, died, got revived into a coma, haunted my friends for a while, and then woke up in Mab's bed.
(My life. Hell's bells.) Anyway, I didn't have a key or any time to spare, so when I got to the locked gate to the marina, I abused my cool new superstrength and forced the chain-link gate open in a low squeal of bending metal. It took me about three seconds.
"Cool," Molly murmured from behind me. "Wait. Did you do the car, too?" Molly murmured from behind me. "Wait. Did you do the car, too?"
I grunted, a little out of breath from the effort.
"Holy cow," Molly said. "You're like Spider-Man strong."
"Nah," I panted. "Spider-Man can press ten tons. I can do sets with four hundred kilos."
"Kilos," Molly said.
"I inherited the last guy's weight set," I said. "It's this fancy European thing. Not sure exactly how heavy that is in English."
"In England they use kilos," Molly said wryly. "But it would also be around sixty or sixty-five stone."
I stopped and looked at her.
She smiled sweetly at me.
I sighed and kept on walking out to the boat.
It's called the Water Beetle Water Beetle. It could be the stunt double for the boat of the crusty old fisherman in Jaws Jaws, except that it had been freshly painted and refinished and it looked a little too nice. I stopped on the dock in front of it.
There. I'd been standing right there, looking out toward the parking lot when it happened. My chest didn't actually feel a pang of agony, but the memory of it was so sharp and clear that I might as well have reexperienced it-it hadn't hurt at the time, not until I'd been in the water for a while, but it had been pure fire once Mab and Demonreach had succeeded in keeping my soul and body knit together.
And to think, I'd had to call in a solid to get the guy to come shoot me. It seemed like kind of a waste, at this point. I'd been sure that if I had managed to win the day, thanks to my deal with Mab, that I would be a monster in need of a good putting down. I'd scheduled my own assassin, and Molly had used her unique talents to help me forget that it was coming. Once the day had been safely saved, the plan had been to circumvent the evolution of monster-Harry by way of high-powered rifle.
Except I'd survived. Next, I guess, came the monster-Harry part.
I had it on good authority that it didn't have to end with me going all nutty and villainous-assuming an archangel was trustworthy, which I didn't. I also had it on good authority that it would end like that anyway. So at the end of the day, I really didn't know what was going to happen to me in the future.
Heh. Why should I be any different?
The Water Beetle Water Beetle was definitely not battened down for winter, not yet. She was a sturdy, tough little craft-not fast, but not afraid of much of anything nature would throw at her, either. Her gangplank was down, and "batten" and "gangplank" are about the only boat words I'm comfortable with. I moved up it without hesitation, even in the shadowy dimness of late night on the marina. I was familiar with the boat. I'd visited the island on it on multiple occasions. was definitely not battened down for winter, not yet. She was a sturdy, tough little craft-not fast, but not afraid of much of anything nature would throw at her, either. Her gangplank was down, and "batten" and "gangplank" are about the only boat words I'm comfortable with. I moved up it without hesitation, even in the shadowy dimness of late night on the marina. I was familiar with the boat. I'd visited the island on it on multiple occasions.
I went aboard and up onto the roof of the wheelhouse, where the driver's position was. I flicked on a couple of tired old bulbs and checked the gauges. Fuel, oil, good. She had more than enough for the trip out to the island and back. The key wasn't in the ignition-it would be in the small safe down in the boat's cabin, but I knew the combination.
"We're good," I called softly. "Come on."
Molly came up the gangplank while I went down into the cabin.
I got no warning whatsoever, no sound, no visible motion, nothing. One second I was going down the stairs, and the next my face and chest were being crushed against the wall and something extremely sharp was pressing against my neck, just beneath my right ear. Cool, iron-strong fingers were spread over my whole head, pressing it to the wall. The message was clear-if I struggled or made any sound, something pointy would go into my brain.
I froze. It seemed smart. If my attacker wanted me dead, I wouldn't still be able to reason that he could already have killed me.
"Hello, precious," murmured a man's very soft voice. "I think you're on the wrong boat."
I sagged suddenly in relief. "Stars and stones," I breathed. "Thomas, you scared the hell out of me."
The power of the cold fingers against my head did not falter in the slightest, but there was a short, stunned silence. Then the pressure against my skull became furious. "Do you think this is funny?" my half brother said, his voice becoming louder, fairly boiling with anger. "Do you think I am amused by this kind of prank?"
"Thomas," I said. "It's me me."
"Sure it is," Thomas snarled, the pressure against me surging for a second. "Harry Dresden is dead dead."
I thought my eyeballs were trying to squeeze their way out of their sockets. "Glurk!"
"Now," he growled. "I'm going to give you exactly three seconds to start telling me the truth, or I swear to God they will never find enough pieces of you to identify the body."
He meant it, Hell's bells. He was furious. If I were the kind of guy who ever got scared by anything, ever, which of course I am not, I would have been feeling extremely nervous at that moment.
"Mab!" I ground out. "Dammit, Thomas, you lunatic. It was Mab!"
"Mab sent you?" Thomas demanded.
"Mab saved saved me!" I rasped. "Hell's bells, man, it's me!" I rasped. "Hell's bells, man, it's me me!"