Shangguan Yu looked at him. In the past, her eyes were filled with love. Now, they were filled with despair. He could no longer see any love for him there.
Her eyes made Fu Siye speechless.
All along, he had felt that no matter who in this world didn’t love him, Shangguan Yu would still stand there and do so. Her eyes were filled with love when she looked at him. As long as he smiled at her, she would be so happy that her eyes would be filled with light.
In the past, he didn’t need to search for the love and light that he could see at a glance. Now, no matter how carefully he searched, he couldn’t find a trace of love and light in her eyes.
This made him suddenly panic.
That panic instantly spread throughout his limbs and bones, making his hands tremble.
He didn’t know why he was so flustered.
However, he couldn’t control his panic.
He was speechless.
He couldn’t say a word.
He had never thought that Shangguan Yu would not love him.
A person who had loved him since she was young, who saw him as the sky and everything, who lived for him without any other goal or source of meaning, actually didn’t love him anymore…
And she was so determined to leave him.
He didn’t know how to react or what to say. His mind was blank.
He felt like his world had collapsed.
It had completely collapsed.
Someone who would have definitely loved him for the rest of her life. She was now someone who didn’t love him and was about to leave him…
He was no longer panicking.
What he felt was fear and pain…
This feeling was indescribable.
He could only stare at her in a daze.
He watched as her familiar face became distant, unfamiliar, and afraid…
Shangguan Yu waited for a long time, but Fu Siye did not respond. She did not know what he was thinking, and she did not want to guess what he was thinking.
“I’ll get Mr. Chu to look for you again. When are you going to sign and confirm the time? We’ll meet at the Civil Affairs Bureau. There’s nothing else to talk about between you and me other than our divorce. You don’t have to talk to me personally.” With that, she stood up.
She was tired and needed to rest.
Just as she was about to leave…
Fu Siye instinctively reached out to grab her. He couldn’t just watch her leave like this. Once she left, it would be as if she had left his life forever. From now on, she would never look at him with eyes full of love and would never belong to him again.
He would lose her forever.
“I’m sorry… I’m sorry, Xiao Yu… I’m sorry…” He’s sorry for saying those things. Sorry for not being by her side when she needed him and then saying those things. He’s sorry…
“Siye, you don’t have to apologize to me. You didn’t do anything wrong. It wasn’t your fault that you didn’t like me. It wasn’t your fault that you didn’t want the child I’d have given birth to, and what happened after wasn’t your fault either. Everything was my fault. I shouldn’t have liked you and shouldn’t have married you. All of this is my retribution. It’s a sin that I should bear. You really don’t have to feel sorry for me and feel guilty. What do you want to make up for?”
“It’s not that I don’t want a child from you. I just feel that we’re not yet ready to have a child. I…” Their previous relationship had made him feel that it wasn’t suitable for them to raise a child. Hence, he had never wanted a child.
“You don’t have to explain anything. No matter what your reason is, it’s not important now.”
Shangguan Yu said that it was not important, so Fu Siye did not know what else to say.