It was because of this sentence…
“What’s wrong?” Fu Siye saw that her hand was trembling and instinctively reached out to hold it.
But Shangguan Yu pushed him away. “Don’t touch me!”
Fu Siye was frightened again because his Shangguan Yu would never treat him this way!
Just as he was in a daze…
Shivering, Shangguan Yu took out a box of cigarettes from her pocket and lit one up.
Fu Siye was shocked again!
“You… you… When did you learn to smoke?!” His obedient and gentle wife actually… smoked!
After taking a few deep breaths of nicotine, Shangguan Yu finally calmed down and said lightly, “I just learned it not long ago.”
“Why did you learn to smoke?!”
“When you’re in so much pain that you can’t live, you have to find an exit. If I can’t suck on this, should I suck on something else instead?” Shangguan Yu said with a smile.
Shangguan Yu had no family to worry about. Apart from Fu Siye, she had no other purpose in life. There was no meaning in living. When she was in so much pain that she wanted to die, she naturally thought of suicide. However, she had promised her grandfather that she would live on well. She couldn’t go back on her words. She had to let herself live. Hence, she had to walk out.
Fu Siye looked at her being like this and his heart suddenly felt like it was being pinched hard by something, making him unable to breathe. Was the pain that his words had caused her so much? It actually made her…
He instinctively wanted to explain, “I…”
“When I said I was pregnant, I was really pregnant. Because of what you said, I suffered a huge blow. When I was returning to my room, I tripped on the stairs and fell. Then, I had a miscarriage. I called you to ask for help, but you said that I would only make you more annoyed. I climbed up and called 120. I went to open the door. The carpet in the living room and the carpet on the stairs were all covered in blood.
“I got someone to change the carpet later. I don’t know if you noticed,” Shangguan Yu said lightly as if she was talking about someone else.
Fu Siye was so shocked that he forgot what he wanted to say.
She…
She was really… really pregnant…
She’d called him to ask him to save her… It was actually true… It was true…
He couldn’t think about it, couldn’t think about what she had said. He couldn’t think about how she had collapsed in a pool of blood and had to crawl away to seek help…
He couldn’t imagine how scared and…
He couldn’t think about it.
He really couldn’t think about it.
But he couldn’t help but think about it.
“I… I didn’t know… I thought…” He didn’t want to make excuses, but he didn’t know. He really didn’t know that she had faced such a situation when she was on the phone. If he had known, he would have definitely rushed to her side immediately.
“I know. You didn’t know. You thought I was playing tricks. And why did you think that? It was all my fault. I did things before that made you not believe me. It’s also my fault. It’s all my fault!” Everything was her fault. From the moment she loved him, it was her fault.
Losing the child was entirely her fault.
Everything was her fault.
“Xiao Yu…”
“Siye, these past few days, I’ve had the urge to die a hundred times every day. I don’t want to live in such pain anymore. I really can’t continue with you. So, please, I beg you. No matter what, divorce me and let me have a way out, alright?”