Chapter 30
Chapter 30
Suddenly, I was awakened my movements near me .
I thought I’m supposed to be alone in my room, but I immediately remembered that I slept in the same room with Sasakursan last night .
I can’t believe I forgot that for a second, even though I just woke up .
Well, is it possible that everything that happened yesterday was just a dream or a delusion?
Anyways .
Since I slept in the same room as Sasakursan yesterday, those movements must be her . I’ve only regained my full consciousness just now, so I haven’t opened my eyes yet .
If she’s in the middle of changing clothes, then I’d rather not .
I have a feeling that because I’m her lover, I think it’s okay, but I resisted the temptation with my strong will .
……No, I just talked with ji and B-ji about how I was a wimp yesterday, so should I just look at her with all my might?
Shouldn’t I look?
I should look .
Okay!
“Hmm… hyaa! Ah… yeah, speaking of which, I did trouble Shinjou-kun yesterday . ”
However, it looks like Sasakursan had also just woken up . I heard a surprised voice from her who got up next to me .
I guess she noticed me sleeping next to her .
Fortunately, she seemed to have remembered the situation immediately, so I didn’t fly away like in a manga .
I missed the timing to get up, so I decided to continue pretending to be asleep .
“Why are we… well, even so, I slept well . I wonder if it doesn’t bother me if I sleep next to you?”
Unfortunately, I am only pretending to be asleep, and I was so nervous yesterday that I could not sleep without taking the potion .
Or rather, it seems that she found something unnatural in our situation . What could it be?
Well, aside from that, I think now’s the right time to open my eyes . But when I was just about to do so and get up, I felt something soft and small touching my cheek .
This is… Sasakursan’s fingertip .
Oh, I’ve seen this before in a manga!
The heroine wakes up next to the sleeping hero and gives him a gentle kiss . It’s the sweet and sour morning wake-up scene!
So maybe the next thing I’ll feel is on my lips–
“Gueh”
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“You were awake after all . ”
However, reality is not that sweet . I couldn’t help but leak my voice when she pushed her finger into my cheek .
It looks like my fake sleeping was obvious .
“Nnn, good morning?”
“Yeah, good morning . It seems you slept well yesterday . ”
I felt a bit stingy when I greeted her in an attempt to hide my earlier behavior .
Looking down to check my physical condition, I saw that I looked fine . It looks like I have slept well just as Sasakursan said .
I couldn’t fall asleep easily, but it will be like this if I went to bed .
It looks like I had enough sleeping time after finishing what I was working on yesterday .
Then, while sitting on the futon, we stared at each other for a while .
Sasakursan is still little sleepy and her hair is messy, but this scene creates a feeling of life and a sense that we are really living together .
And above all .
The pajamas on her chest were slightly turned up and her beautiful bare skin was showing!
This is good . Very good! What a wonderful sight in the morning .
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“”…………””
Even so… Since a while ago, we have not moved and have remained silent .
It’s not intended, but I’m kind of embarrassed and speechless .
I guess Sasakursan feels the same because she’s averting her eyes from me since a while ago .
Is this influenced by being lovers?
Well, it may be the natural reaction because it’s only been a few days since we became lovers and now we’re living together, and it’s not like we can completely open up to each other just by sleeping together for a night .
According to the books I read in the past, after all, the accumulation of time spent together and conversation is important in a relationship .
No matter how long we stay together, if we don’t talk to each other, we would not grow closer . And even if we talk to each other, if we do not convey our true feelings to each other, we would not understand each other and thus we would still not grow closer .
Conversation should not be to lie in order to please the other party or to claim that you are good friends even though you’ve never talked to each other that much before . It is not about exchanging words but about communicating feelings .
Well, it is also human beings who sometimes leave even after communicating and understanding each other’s feelings, so I guess it’s scary for everyone to share their true feelings .
Right .
How complicated is a person’s mind?
“Um… if you keep staring at me like that, I’d feel uncomfortable…”
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“Ah, sorry . I didn’t mean to . ”
It seems that Sasakursan’s strange behavior was because I was licking her with my eyes from top to bottom without blinking, so I stopped .
But for some reason, Sasakursan’s behavior became suspicious again when I decided to stare at her while blinking moderately .
What a beautiful movement it is to tie her hair shyly and to curl it with her fingertips .
Rather than staring, I was fascinated .
No, but this is not good .
Each and every one of Sasakursan’s little gestures and facial expressions shake my heart and raise the temperature of the blood flowing in my body . My excessively beating heart sends it all over my body .
If left as it is, there is a possibility that my blood vessels will rupture .
In a sense, this situation might be what I desire, but that gruesome end is something I don’t wish to happen, so I still need to change this situation .
“I have something to ask you . ”
“What’s the matter?”
Sasakursan listened to me, who broke the silence, with a smile on her lips .
I felt my heart beating even harder with her reaction, as if she was really happy to have a conversation with me, so I opened my mouth to continue .