Hey, peeps! It’s been quite a long time. Since I finish the first arc of my only R-15 series, I decided to work on my R-18 series along side. And wow, after the long ass chapters of Erica, this chapter was so easy to translate lol. So, here is the next chapter!
TL: clover
ED: clover
Nee-chan seemed to be on good terms with her boyfriend.
Regrettably, Nee-chan became a bit more beautiful since she started dating her current boyfriend.
To advance further with her boyfriend, she started to care about fashion she wasn't interested in, and changed her hairstyle a little.
—I wanted Nee-chan to neither clean up nor polish herself.
I didn't want Nee-chan to be taken out by another man.
Therefore, although I wanted to pick clothes for Nee-chan, I had patience.
When thinking that she dressed up for another man, to be honest, I only felt regret.
"Nee-chan has recently become more fashionable, aren't you?"
"Oh, you noticed? He told me that clothes like this would suit me."
Nee-chan who wore a miniskirt turned around and showed it off.
It was frustrating, but certainly cute.
But, I didn't understand at all. That boyfriend's eyes were bad.
"It's pretty like that. But I think that clothes with slightly bright, fluffy atmosphere are more suitable for Nee-chan."
"Is that so? Well, but it's because Yuuto said he likes these clothes."
Die, boyfriend.
In the first place, miniskirts would only lure erotic gazes.
You were going to cautiously stroke the thighs, or insert your hands from the miniskirt, you were going to stroke strange places, weren't you?
Die, boyfriend.
It was too enviable.
Even though I had only touched her in my delusions.
"Nee-chan is doing good with your boyfriend."
"Well, it's fun to be with him. On the next consecutive holiday, we will go on a trip."
Crack, and my pencil lead broke.
"—A trip."
"Yeah, I'm going out for a bit to Yokohama to play."
"I see….Have fun."
I shed tears of blood while putting an eraser on my notebook.
I was abandoning the thoughts about her trip since it was too much for me.
Today, Nee-chan was traveling with her boyfriend.
I knew that Nee-chan bought a new underwear for this day.
I exhaled a sigh.
"Ah—-I feel irritated, that boyfriend. Hurry up and break up soon……"
After Nee-chan left the house from the entrance, I was alone.
This was not the first time that Nee-chan went out and stayed over.
Nee-chan's boyfriend seemed to live by himself, and sometimes she stayed at her boyfriend's house.
Really, so irritating.
Nee-chan who cooked dinner for me went to another man's house and cooked for the other guy.
And then, after that, he would bring Nee-chan to bed and they would do it.
Just thinking of Nee-chan being held by another man made me sick.
When I returned to my room, I launched my laptop and played the AV.
It was my favorite actress that I had seen dozens of times already.
I was truly indebted to this actress who closely resembled Nee-chan.
—Haah, Nee-chan.
I enjoyed the AV without being disturbed by anyone, I exhaled.
I really envious of her boyfriend.
Even though I imagined Nee-chan's limbs, I could only masturbate.
It might be easier to hold other women, but I couldn't feel that much about other women.
Perhaps, it might be because I was a virgin.
An unpleasant imagination came up to my mind, it seemed that it would really be like this for the rest of my life.
"I wish I could be with Nee-chan."
The number of times when I had delusions about Nee-chan couldn't be counted any longer.
We were living together.
There was no mistake in observation, and it was hard for me to suppress the impulse during the day when she looked erotic by the thin clothes where her body lines could be seen.
I wanted to touch Nee-chan.
I wanted to take Nee-chan's clothes off, I wanted to make her feel like panting.
I was impressed by myself that I continued to endure my feelings that had painted me with annoyance for so many years.
Well, it could be said that I simply didn't have the courage to take action.
I was scared of breaking my family, even though I was thinking of Nee-chan so much.
Besides, if.
If Nee-chan accepted me, I wondered if I could make her happy.
We were siblings but not connected by blood.
It was possible that marriage could be carried out by law.
There was no obstacle.
However, the world would surely see us with strange eyes.
I didn't know what they would say, if an older sister and her younger brother were lovers and got married.
If she had such relationship with me, Nee-chan would not be able to bear the burden.
Besides, Nee-chan loved me as a younger brother.
Nee-chan was the most pleased that her family had increased.
If I revealed my feelings, I would trample on Nee-chan's feelings.
"As expected—-I couldn't do it."
Even though I think about it over and over, I reached the same conclusion.
I liked being Nee-chan's brother the best.
Even for anyone, that was the best choice. —-However.
If I could be Nee-chan's boyfriend.
If I could have sex with Nee-chan.
Just for that - maybe I could throw away everything.
"That's right, I wonder how long I can be her brother?"
The feelings accumulated for many years had reached the limit and couldn't go on any longer.
With one trigger, my reason could be broken easily.
I wanted Nee-chan.
I didn't care about her boyfriend, I wanted her to see me.
Let her be conscious of me as a man and accepted me.
"—Nee-chan."
Imagining Nee-chan's limb, again I let my fingers crawled on my own cock.
My equilibrium of such a dangerous situation was easily crushed by Nee-chan one day.
"—Anyway, Soutarou. Can you cooperate with me?"
Nee-chan, who was drunk on liquor and was drinking sake, had asked for my cooperation to become a toro.
Because she was a lean tuna, her boyfriend had been cheating on her and they broke up.
She would make him regret it as long as I was willing to cooperate with her to make her good at sex.
I had been told such a ridiculous proposal, I thought.
Looking over Nee-chan, I gulped audibly.
Her proposal warned me that I shouldn't accept it.
Nee-chan was just saddened by the shock of a broken heart.
While acting as her little brother and refused Nee-chan's proposal, I thought about it.
Perhaps this was a chance.
It was my chance to touch Nee-chan.
A chance to release the desire that I had been enduring for years.
I felt like going beyond the line of siblings, my voice of reason was shoved deep to the bottom of my head.
Nee-chan didn't like me that way.
This was about Nee-chan. There was no reason to think deeply about this proposal.
Just being purely a proposal that she wanted to become a toro somehow.
—However.
If I accepted this proposal, I could touch Nee-chan without losing my position as her younger brother.
"If Nee-chan wants it so bad, I will cooperate. —Don't regret it."
My dark desire raised a voice of delight.
Nee-chan grinned innocently, saying that she would like me to take care of her without showing that she noticed my desire at all.