Lu Zhanbei didn’t say anything . He just held the person in his arms tighter .
Both of them quietly embraced each other like that . Not knowing how much time had passed, Lin Wanwan finally let him go .
At this point in time, she no longer had tears in her eyes . Both her eyes were red, and she looked down .
Lu Zhanbei took two steps back and quietly stood behind her . He observed her every move .
She just stood rooted to the ground and watched as people came and left one after another .
When the sun sank, Luo Han and An Qiao left as well .
The entrance of the cemetery, which was originally full of people, gradually recovered its desolate state . In the end, there was only one person left in the big cemetery .
Si Han was like a statue . He stood upright in front of Lin Xiao’s monument .
That hardened back view made Lin Wanwan feel a sense of silent depression .
She slowly bit her lips . A trace of rare helplessness was revealed on her face .
Lu Zhanbei looked at the pained look in her eyes . He took a deep breath and patted her shoulder in encouragement .
“Go . ”
Lin Wanwan nodded and sprinted ahead .
A few minutes later, she stood behind Si Han, panting . She walked toward him step by step .
Through the dim light in the cemetery, Lin Wanwan saw Si Han’s profile .
It was just that one moment, and she was stunned .
Si Han, who was wearing a black suit, was staring fixedly at Lin Xiao’s photo on the monument . The usual liveliness on his handsome face was long gone .
Thin stubble grew on his smooth chin . His beautiful eyes were bloodshot .
His thin lips formed a straight line, and it was so pale that there wasn’t any color in them .
He looked like he lost his soul, and he stood there with an empty shell .
Lin Wanwan felt a sharp pain in her heart . Once again, she became a good-for-nothing as her eyes became red .
“Si Dada…”
It was as if Si Han didn’t hear her voice as he didn’t move at all .
“It’s late . Why are you not going back yet?”
Lin Wanwan heaved a sigh of relief . She squeezed out a smile that was even uglier than her crying .
However, the hand she stretched out had not yet touched Si Han’s sleeve when he opened his mouth indifferently .
“Don’t touch me . Leave me alone . ”
“But…” How could she not worry and just leave him here alone like that?
“Leave quickly!” Si Han was practically roaring out these words .
Feeling his rejection, Lin Wanwan rubbed her lips lightly . She knew that he didn’t want to be disturbed by anyone right now .
“Ok . Then I’ll…”
Lin Wanwan hesitated to turn around . Before she took another step, she could not help but turn her head back . She saw Si Han’s body sway, as if he could not hold on any longer . He then knelt down on one knee .
He held the monument with one hand . Fresh blood seeped out from his mouth, and a few drops landed on Lin Xiao’s photograph .
He didn’t bother to wipe himself . Instead, he wiped off the blood stains on the photo the first instant .
Looking at the photo, which gradually turned clean now, his eyes were scarlet red but a smile curved up slightly from the corner of his lips .
“Sorry… Sorry for dirtying your photo . Sorry for not protecting you well . Sorry for not accompanying you until the end . ”
As he whispered to himself, the curvature of his smile became deeper . However, his eyes were full of disgust and hatred for himself .
“Xiaoxiao, I’m really sorry…”
He was clearly smiling, but the fragile helplessness that was revealed from his heart made Lin Wanwan’s heart ache .
As her body trembled and her pupils shrank, she could no longer suppress the pain in her heart . She rushed toward Si Han and hugged his waist from behind . The tears that she had tolerated for a long time burst out .
“Si Han, I have something to tell you!”
What hesitation? What misgivings? She threw them all to the back of her mind .
She didn’t want to see her best friend in pain, didn’t want him to take her death to heart .
“I’m not dead! I’m still alive!”