Chapter 38 part 2
Aside from you helping me, what else is there to do?! I was roaring in my heart, but didn’t expect that those words would slip out of my mouth again: “Of course, you need to help me!”
The air was silent. I and Chu Kong’s warm breath formed white mist in the cold air. We stared at each other for a while and finally I looked away. I slapped my mouth a few times.
Shouldn’t have say it, ah! Why can’t I control it?!
Can it be……my eyes fell on the jar of wine in Chu Kong’s hand.
Chu Kong suddenly trembled. He put the jar on the wooden table. The wine spilled out. With “gululu” sound it rolled down the five store house.
I looked up at Chu Kong and saw that he walked a few steps back with a sun-like transparent red face.
“Help, help?”
I didn’t know what kind of images he formed in his mind. His voice was really hoarse.
His shy appearance, made my ears feel hot. I touched my face to calm myself down.
“Don’t first think so deep. Maybe this wine has something else.”
I don’t know if Chu Kong has heard those words. I only saw him stood up quickly with his back to me. I heard him took a few deep breaths and then he said really quickly: “Let’s go back first. If there’s really no other way…….you go roll in the snow.”
Hearing his words, I felt that the focus isn’t on what Zihui put in the wine anymore. I looked at his back for a while, then the words in my heart blurted out again: “I say Chu Kong, Do you really like me?”
Chu Kong’s back stiffened. He was silent for a long time before he said: “Otherwise……you go roll a few more laps in the snow. I’ll guard you. I won’t let others look at you……”
I saw my own clenched fists clench and release several times. A bunch of silent fires flared in my heart. I tried to hold and hold it back. After hearing those words from Chu Kong, they broke out. I stood up and walked to the front of Chu Kong.
Chu Kong looked up at the stars and didn’t look at me. I reached out and grabbed his collar.
“Chu Kong, let’s lie down and talk, alright?”
Chu Kong looked stunned for a moment. My hand put more force and my foot tripped his foot. Of course, Chu Kong didn’t guard against me and stumbled straight onto the wooden platform with a “zhi ya” sound. Obediently he lay on the platform. I sat on his belly, tugging at his collar and condescending stared at him.
“No!”
Chu Kong’s face was so red that blood is almost coming out. His stared in the distance and said sternly: “Even if the drug is really strong, you need to hold it.”
While he is saying that, he struggled to get up. I grabbed his forehead with one hand and pressed him down, letting his head be glued on the wooden platform. This time, I may have caused him pain. He frowned. His right hand grabbed the hand that was holding his collar. My heart hurted. I blurted out: “I like you.”
This sentence made Chu Kong go in shock. He stared at me with big eyes.
The dark sky is filled with stars as if to not let me find my own shadow.
I also didn’t speak and didn’t know what to say next, but the troubled thoughts in my heart leaked out: “Although you are violent and don’t understand how to be gentle. Occasionally, you will also want to beat me. You look a little childish. Your temper is not calm and your mind isn’t so good. Also you totally don’t understand a woman’s mind. When you’re angry you don’t know how to give in. Your moods are really hard to grasp…….”
Chu Kong’s eyes that were originally stunned, changed with my words.
“But.”
I want to shut my mouth, but those words seemed to have opened a certain door in my brain that can’t be closed. So…….I just spoke honestly.
I think Chu Kong is proud guy. He can’t say it, then I’ll say it. He doesn’t dare to be straightforward, so I can only be brave……then, forcing him to open his mouth, forcing him to say it.
“But! I still want you! We’ve already kissed, already hugged and at one point we even touched each other’s body! Today, you want to obey, you have to obey. You don’t want to obey, you still have to obey!”
I grabbed his collar and fiercely pulled at it.
“Say it! Say you like me! Hurry and honestly admit it!”
After saying all the storms in my heart, I looked at the dazed Chu Kong. Suddenly helplessly thought: obviously I came to hear his words from his heart, but he hasn’t even spit one word out and I’ve already said so much myself, really…….putting the cart before the horse.
“You, get up.”
I didn’t know how long we were silent; suddenly Chu Kong said those words.
I didn’t loosen: “You admit first!”
“I say for you to get up first,” Chu Kong shouted angrily.
I am also angry: “You admit it, I’ll naturally get up!”
“Really a thing that doesn’t know when she’ll die or live!”
His words hardly left, I suddenly felt my body being dumped. After spinning, my back was against the cool wooden platform. My eyes were full of Chu Kong’s face and the stars in the sky. I saw his hot red ear. I felt his hot breath on my face and heard him say through gritted teeth: “Xiao Xiang Zi, remember this well. You forced me!”
My lips felt warm. A wet slippery stuff got into my mouth. In this moment, this kiss with a unique strength of a man, almost completely drained the breath out of my life.
This thing……actually dared to say, I forced him? In all this hot and crazy thoughts, one thought made me a little calmer.
Those ten copper coins, I really bet them wrong!
Comment:
Raised my hand in this chapter for XXZ.