She started to lose her hope slowly, then later on be desperate so she couldn't bear another man's seduction, so she had an extramarital affair…..
That time she just wanted to retaliate Song Ming Xuan, she just wanted to see whether Song Ming Xuan cares about her or not.
That time she just thought that later on when Bai Zhi Rui was born, she would be Song family kid, she would be Song Ming Xuan's daughter, but then she felt afraid. How could Song family be deceived?
Although after He Jin's death, Song Ming Xuan didn't care about anything, but he is not a fool. Madame Song also is a shrewd woman. Sooner or later her lie would be known and that time she would be in miserable situation. Thinking about this, she felt afraid so she didn't dare to continue her thinking.
When she was about to abort the child, yet she discovered the kid was already three months old. If she did with force then it wouldn't be good for her health, so she had no choice but to deliver the baby. Luckily that time she was in a cold war with Song Ming Xuan so she bluntly said that she wanted to go abroad for a moment. She would go to her auntie's place and gave birth.
But despite her effort to hide it, it still being known by Song family. Song Ming Xuan came to Canada when she just delivered the baby and asked someone to bring the kid home. She said to him that the kid was dead.
Perhaps Song Ming Xuan didn't care about her so he just believed her.
There is a birthmark in Bai Zhi Rui's body. In her elbow there was a small red leaf mark. That year when she met her and saw the mark, she secretly took her hair and checked it, she just knows she is really her kid.
After confirming Bai Zhi Rui's identity, she looked at how she and Song Ting Yu be together, so she just wants them to be together, let Bai Zhi Rui married into the Song family and let her live happily.
She owed her, so she could just compensate her this way.
Originally she thought it progressed it good way, but she didn't expect that in the half way, there was Su Ran. Then under the intervention of Madame Song, unexpectedly Su Ran married into Song family and robbed Bai Zhi Rui's position.
So toward Su Ran, how could she not hate her?
But today, even Song Ting Yu knows about his true identity, knows that she is not his biological mother. He knows about He Jin, she doesn't feel peaceful.
She feels that soon there would be no place for her in Song family.
How could she help Bai Zhi Rui, and kick Su Ran out?
She took her phone, and dialed a number. It was answered. Then Bai Zhi Rui on the other side answered: "Auntie, what happened?
"Zhi Rui…" Chen Jing also didn't know why at this moment she called Bai Zhi Rui. Wouldn't it too emotional to just tell her everything.
She felt she was incompatible inside the Song family, it was only Bai Zhi Rui that is related to her.
So in panic situation, she called her.
This moment she started to calm down. She just shook her head: "No, Nothing… I just want to ask you. How are you recently?"
Bai Zhi Rui held the phone, and she started to smile ridiculously: "About how my condition. Auntie could more or less see it in the newspaper or news?"
"Zhi Rui, sorry…"
Of course Bai Zhi Rui knew for what reason she apologized, but she pretended to not understand it, she pretended to be surprise: "Why does Auntie apologize to me? Did you do something wrong toward me? Auntie, recently I keep on thinking about what would my parents, who abandoned me, look like? Tell me, if someday I see them, would they apologize to me?"
Bai Zhi Rui 's words let Chen Jing suddenly stiffed. Her heart felt the pressure that she couldn't breath again.
This time Bai Zhi Rui's inner heart could feel the extreme torment that she laughed coldly and hung up.
She just threw the phone in the dressing table.
The time she answered Chen Jing's call, she was preparing to apply her lipstick.
She styled herself in delicate makeup. Her skin was white so she used orange series of color.
It was the instruction from Ms Chen.
She said that Chief Hua, that perverted man, didn't like a woman with heavy makeup. He likes to see a pitiful woman.
He always like Bai Zhi Rui, he likes her delicate appearance.
She agreed to have dinner with Chief Hua that old man, but after the dinner, she clearly knows what would happen.
No one could help her, she needs to depend on herself.
No one knows how miserable she felt now.
She held her hands tightly, her eyes turned red.
This time Ms Chen opened the door and came over: "Let me see."
She examined Bai Zhi Rui's appearance, and felt satisfied. She patted her shoulder: "Change your clothes and let's go."
Bai Zhi Rui stayed silent for a while in front of the dressing table.
Ms Chen held her hands: "Zhi Rui, don't you think too much. What is this? Success is the first priority. You also don't want your everything become nothing right?"
"Be good, let's go to change your clothes. We should set off now. Don't let Chief Hua wait too long. He doesn't like to wait."
Bai Zhi Rui changed her clothes. Ms Chen held her hands to get on the car. They set off to the restaurant.
After the driver stopped the car, once again Ms Chen instructed her: "Zhi Rui, remember. Don't you give a blank face in front Chief Hua. All is for your future…."
"I know." Bai Zhi Rui smoked. Then she died it out and threw it.
Naturally Chief Hua reserved a room. Moreover, Bai Zhi Rui and Ms Chen just noticed the rooms and restaurants was all booked by him.
There was several other people, it was not really a date. It just a dinner gathering.
The time Ms Chen brought Bai Zhi Rui, she kept on holding Bai Zhi Rui's hand to express encouragement. Then open the door.
The moment the door opened, Bai Zhi Rui's face turned to a smile.