Quick Transmigration: I'm Almost Dead
v1c6 - Big Shot (6/20)
Translated by gudetokki.
Ch6 - I Cannot
Qin Feng had a first love. That boy was the class representative of the language class. It was he who dragged Qin Feng into the same-sex field and then walked away.
He left due to cancer. His time stopped at the age of 17 in the winter of that year and he'd lost his original appearance when he left.
Qin Feng hated the man. The love letter had long been torn up. Every word was engraved in the depth of his memory and could not be erased.
At this moment, hearing the content of the letter once again, his breathing was steady and his face was expressionless, but deep in his eyes was a very different bloodthirst.
"Who are you?"
"Zhou Yi."
Chen You’s neck was choked and he was lifted into mid-air. He had difficulty breathing, "Xiang... Xiang Xiang..."
Qin Feng’s voice was low and dangerous, "I’m asking who are you?"
Chen You was f**king going crazy and his face was turning purple, "Xiang Xiang ah... didn’t I say it... there’s nothing else... cough... I’m just two names..."
Qin Feng suddenly burst into laughter.
Chen You’s hair stood on end and the next moment he sunk into darkness.
Qin Feng loosened his grip and the man fell softly at his feet. He rubbed his fingers and the bottom of his eyes gushed forth with the thought of killing, brimming with hostility and hate.
For a long time, Qin Feng crouched down and pinched the young man’s jaw with two fingers.
Chen You was awakened by the pain and when he opened his eyes, he was still in the doghouse.
"Woken up?"
The voice that rang in his ears gave Chen You a start. He turned his head and saw the old pervert. The other party wore a gentle countenance with one claw pressing against his wound and exerting force with his fingernails.
Chen You’s forehead was sweating from the pain and his lips were trembling, motherf**ker, this game was upgraded till so difficult, the first level was already such a pit.
"Hurts hurts hurts... quickly let go..."
Qin Feng’s fingernails dug in and continued asking, "What did you read just now?"
"What... I didn’t read ah..." Chen You’s face was ashen, "I thought I was going to die, but then..."
Qin Feng said calmly, "Then what?"
"I don’t know what happened, a white light suddenly flashed through my mind, and then I found Second Master was in front of me..."
Chen You’s voice was extremely weak with a face of 'I’m totally innocent'.
He cursed in his heart. Except for the love letter, he knew nothing else. The cinnabar mole’s identity could not be used, otherwise, he could be seen through at any minute and the old pervert would shoot him into a hornet’s nest.
He could only let Qin Feng believed that the cinnabar mole entered his body to express his longing.
Sounded really retarded ah.
Furthermore, that might not necessarily save his life.
Chen You wanted to cry but no tears would come. He pretended to look panicked and helpless, "Second Master, what did I read?"
Qin Feng looked at him, it was unknown what he was thinking.
Chen You simply waited, but if one looked closely, the corner of his eyes kept twitching.
The first step was not to become dog excrements tonight and so far it looked like he had succeeded.
The second step was to get close to the old pervert and later found some ways to take away his evil thoughts value.
After an unknown period of time had passed, Chen You heard a voice, "Take him away."
He was dragged away like a snakeskin bag* by two muscular men and was powerless to resist.
*plastic woven bag.
--
Darkness fell on top of people’s heads and the sky above was dotted with stars.
Xia Hong was on his way back carrying Malatang* and beer. When walking on the steps, he heard a slight noise and his face changed, "What are you? Show yourself!"
*street food in hot spicy soup.
A piece of white cloth appeared in the darkness. Xia Hong’s heart leapt, asking, "Are you a human or a ghost?"
The white cloth spoke, "I’m a human now but soon will be a ghost."
Xia Hong recognized the voice. "Zhou Yi?"
"It’s me."
A while later, in a small room, the two young men were eating a bowl of Malatang and temporarily not talking.
Xia Hong had not recovered from his shock yet. He had not seen this person since that day. Gold was spreading that the other party had stepped on some dog-shit luck and followed Second Master Qin, able to eat delicious food and drink hard liquor* for a lifetime.
*to live well.
In the end ne...
"So, what the hell happened?"
Chen You let out a burp, "Are you drinking the soup?"
Xia Hong turned up his nose at it, he wouldn’t drink this chopsticks-washing water.
Chen You picked up the disposable bowl and gulped down the thick and spicy oily soup.
"Can I stay here for one night?"
Xia Hong held his arm, "You have to tell me what happened the past few days first."
Chen You replied, "It was just closing my eyes, then opening them."
Xia Hong didn’t understand, "What?"
"I passed out for three days." Chen You explained a bit more clearly, "I’d just woken up."
"I was thrown on the main street and had to walk to your place on two legs."
He took a breath in resentment, "Don’t hold back, just laugh if you want to laugh."
"It’s really a tragedy," Xia Hong’s shoulder was shaking as he laughed. "You didn’t get anything from Second Master Qin?"
"There is ah." Chen You pointed to the gauze wrapped around his body, "Isn’t this it."
Xia Hong laughed loudly, holding his stomach and cramping up with laughter.
"With regard to Second Master’s figure, face, job and status, there are plenty of people in the whole city who want to be bedded by him for nothing, you didn’t lose out."
Chen You spoke neither warmly nor coldly, "Have you seen his asset?"
Xia Hong choked on his saliva, "I haven’t." He blinked, "Is it big?"
Chen You dug his ears and leisurely boasted, "Very big."
"Holy shit!" Xia Hong immediately tossed a jealous face, "I see, the reason you come here is to show off."
Chen You gave him a supercilious look.
After the two finished chatting, the beer bottles were lying around the floor and it was late at night.
Xia Hong took a day off every month. Since he got drunk and energetic, his blood flew faster and his behind felt a little itchy. He had been f**ked all these years and had gone haywire. It was a rare quiet day, he couldn’t smell a man’s smell and thus started to act cheap first and regret later.
"Hey Zhou Yi, we haven’t tried it yet, do you want to try?"
Chen You scratched his feet, "Try what?"
Xia Hong saw him scratch his head after scratching his feet. It spoiled his appetite but he was really itchy. "Have s*x ah, we’re all old-timers, what are you still pretending to be pure for?"
Chen You scratched his hair into a mess, grinding out three words, "I-can-not."
"You cannot?" Xia Hong rolled his eyes, "That’s bullsh*t."
Chen You gave him a look, "You also cannot?"
Xia Hong turned red with anger, "Nonsense! I can still beep beep without you!"
He rummaged through a drawer and pulled out a big bag which was full and bulging. There were long shapes and round shapes; all were private collections.
"This bro will go back to his room to be self-sufficient, you can do whatever you want."
Chen You lay down on the sofa in the living room, folded his hands around himself to keep warm and soon fell asleep.
At 1am in the morning, there was a car engine sound outside and a beam of light flashed past the window.
Chen You dazedly spoke, "Little Hong, someone’s knocking at the door."
There was only the snores of a dead pig in the room.
Chen You sat up with a yawn, grumbling and swearing, "Who is it? This was the middle of the night, still not letting people sleep?"
The door was flung open and two people burst in.
Chen You was taken away by the same two muscular men again. First time raw, the second time should have ripened*.
*strangers at first meeting but soon friends / unfamiliar at first but you get used to it.
"You two, please be gentle, my arm is not a toy, it can’t rotate 360 degrees."
"..."
"It’s so late, Second Master hasn’t slept yet?"
"..."
"Say, can you let me go back to say something to my childhood friend, he will cry if he cannot see me."
Bang, the car door closed.
Chen You was stuffed into the car and brought back to the Qin residence.
For several days in a row, he was locked up in a room. There were servants who delivered food on time but he did not see Qin Feng.
Chen You’s skins were itchy. He removed the gauze from his arms and legs. What entered his sight were the deep and shallow bite scars, hickeys, bruises, and pinch marks; luckily not a mass of flesh and blood.
The wrap was so tight that Chen You thought he had lost all his skin, but his rear was no better than losing skin.
Originally there was already internal injury but he still ate Malatang and even finished the soup. The burning sensation ran up his tailbone like a firecracker made with the principle of a rocket, almost costing him his life.
Chen You rested his chin on his hand and began to carefully sort out Qin Feng’s information. He was the second son of the Qin family but the elder brother on top was a good-for-nothing loafer so he had long been in charge of the household.
Qin Feng held a huge influence in all three circles of the city’s government, business and police forces. He was neither black nor white, but gray, with countless paths available for him to take.
He was not married yet and his sexual orientation was not a secret. He had a fixed bed partner who was a carbon copy of the cinnabar mole. His name was Qiao Ming Yue, a pianist who had won awards internationally and was a celebrity in his circle.
*Ming Yue = Bright Moon.
This was not surprising, for a man like Qin Feng, it would be abnormal if he had no one by his side.
That Ming Yue who could firmly occupy the position under Qin Feng for so many years, proved that not only he had the face of the cinnabar mole but his piano playing also reached the acme of perfection.
Otherwise, Qin Feng would not like Ming Yue’s hands the most.
However, one of the information came as a shock to Chen You. The madman Qin was actually a vegetarian* and did not eat meat.
*literal meaning, he’s on a vegan diet.
He frowned. "444, what exactly is that gum?" When Qin Feng smelled it, he didn’t see loyalty, only the dog was left.
444, "Ding, it is just a chewing gum."
Chen You said, "In the future don’t give me that kind of crazy and ridiculous thing to use again."
444, "Ding, even if you want it there is no more."
Chen You scoffed, he was not that crazy to still want to experience being treated as Cha siu bao* and the feeling of being f**ked to death.
*BBQ pork bun.
On the fifth day of Chen You’s captivity, this body’s drug addiction recurred.
His eyes glazed over, needing a few slaps to the face to come around. He’d almost forgotten there was still this defect, "444, is drug addiction not only mental but also physical?"
444, "Ding, that’s the logic."
Chen You yawned, "Then what can I do? Don’t tell me besides completing the mission I also need to experience the process of detoxification?"
"Ding, it seems that way."
"F**k!"
Chen You became irritable and he smashed everything around him. His body felt like being bitten by tens of millions of ants. He didn’t know where it hurt, only that it was painful till he couldn’t breathe.
"I’m not playing this anymore... I’m abandoning this mission... I f**king give up..."
Chen You vigorously beat the door. He bit the tip of his tongue, "Help... Qin Feng... help me--"
The door suddenly opened and Chen You, who had not been standing firmly, fell over and tugged at the black trousers in front of him.
He raised his head while still grabbing hard, "Give me..."
The trousers were almost pulled down and blue veins were faintly showing on Qin Feng’s forehead.
Chen You hugged Qin Feng’s leg and climbed up. He was shivering and delirious, his two hands grabbing at random, "Quickly give me..."
Qin Feng raised his hand and the subordinate at the back came up with a syringe. "Want this?"
With snot and tears on his face and his eyes suffused with madness, Chen You shouted, "Want want want, I want, no, I don’t want! Take it away, take it away quick--"
He bit the back of his hand, knocked his head against the wall and when he fell to the ground there was a blood trail.
At this moment Chen You finally realized the reason Qin Feng locked him up was to wait for his drug addiction to break out and see if he would change into a dog or stay a human. No matter how, he had to overcome this to enter into Qin Feng’s circle.
Witnessing this scene, Qin Feng’s eyes gradually turned deep and dark, and his initial contempt subsequently disappeared.