“Xiao Xi…… . . ” Jing Yi looks at her . He notices there’s no hint of her previous love toward him .
He once again holds her cold hand .
“It’s my fault… . ”
Wen Ren Xi just cuts him off: “Let’s get in . ”
“Xiao Xi?” Jing Yi frowns .
Wen Ren Xi says calmly once more: “Get in . ”
Jing Yi lets her go and goes to the other side . He takes out his cigarette and smokes it .
The cigarette can calms him down .
He doesn’t have any intention to get in .
Wen Ren Xi folds her arms and waits till he is done with his cigarette . She speaks up: “You don’t want to divorce?”
Jing Yi looks at her and says nothing . His intention is clear .
“Okay, then I’ll go home now . ” Wen Ren Xi just turns her body to leave .
Jing Yi doesn’t understand her . A while ago, she wanted a divorce, now she just gives up . He grabs her wrist: “These days, I miss you . ”
Wen Ren Xi stops walking and Jing Yi looks at her back of head: “In the past you were by my side . No matter when I turned my head, I can see you are smiling at me . I thought that you will never leave me . I have ignored your feeling . I want to give up the past and start again wholeheartedly with you . ”
Last time he said that he wanted to be with her and said something else: “I still have her in my heart . If you don’t mind, we can try . ”
This time, he says: “I want to give up the past and start again wholeheartedly with you . ”
It’s a great progress .
Wen Ren Xi turns her head and smiles at him . “It’s okay if you don’t want to finalize the divorce . I have asked the divorce lawyer . As long as we are separated for two years, the court will judge that we are divorced . ”
“Except…” Wen Ren Xi shows her bare teeth: “You are like your Da Ge, you use the power to pressure others . ”
Jing Yi’s hold tighten .
“Let me go, I have a lot of things to do . ”
Wen Ren Xi then goes to look for taxi .
Jing Yi takes his car and follows him .
Wen Ren Xi goes to a store that is in renovation .
After around forty minutes, she comes out again . She notices Jing Yi, but she goes to the roadside to take a taxi again .
“Where do you want to go, I’ll send you over . ” Jing Yi asks .
Wen Ren Xi’s smile fades: “You don’t want to divorce, is it because you love me?”
Jing Yi is startled .
Wen Ren Xi smiles again . “So don’t follow me again . ”
Then Wen Ren Xi notices an empty taxi, she raises her hand to call it . Jing Yi holds that hand . “If I love you, could we start over?”
“No . ” Wen Ren Xi says: “because I don’t love you anymore . ”
She says it so calmly .
“On August 15 that day, my birthday, we agreed a day before that we will have dinner together . Since the afternoon 2 p . m . , I started to buy the ingredients, cook it till 6 p . m . I managed to cook and put all your favorite dishes on the table . You said that you’ll go home around 06:30 . I waited from six to seven o’clock . When it’s eight o’clock, I called you, your phone was off . I kept on waiting from eight to nine, ten o’clock…”
“The food was cold . I reheated it again and again . Finally 10:30, I could reach you . I asked you why aren’t you home, you said to me . You were in a business trip . You just got off the plane . Then I told you to have a good rest in the hotel . You just said: Okay, I also need to rest . ”
“You completely forgot about my birthday . You completely forgot my appointment . You don’t know that I waited for you for a long time . That day I just sat there for a night . I suddenly felt tired so tired than those twenty years of waiting . ”
“You don’t love me, I comforted myself . It’s okay, I should just be satisfied to be able to marry you, what am I wishing to have more?”
“On September 23, you accompanied me to stroll around . I got into the dressing room to try a dress . The time I came out you disappeared . I called you but you didn’t answer it . I looked for you to all those several ten floors . Finally I found you in the basement, you were smoking and daydreaming . I asked you about it . You told me that you saw Su Mei, you chased for her till the parking lot and lost her . ”
“That time I looked at you . I really wanted to ask you . Why didn’t you turn your head and look for me, do you completely forget about me?”
That day Wen Ren Xi’s belly was so in pain . The reason was she was running to fast and worried . She was too tired . The next day it’s turned worst . When she went to the restroom, she noticed a blood mark on her panties . She thought she was in period so she went to the hospital .
With a checkup, she found out that she is pregnant . It’s already two months .
She was so emotional that she cried . She forgot about Jing Yi’s carelessness . When she came home, she just stayed on the bed, she didn’t dare to walk too much . She really wanted to tell him immediately about it . Tell him that he will be a Papa . But she controlled herself, she wanted to wait till the day of the wedding to give him a surprise .
But…
“During the wedding day, you abandoned me again and went with a woman that looks like Su Mei, just because she looks like Su Mei . She turns to be more important than me . ”
Wen Ren Xi was aware that the time Jing Yi left with the ambulance, she had a great sense of jealousy . She even had thought to let that woman just die .
She was shocked by her own thought . That time she just realized that she cannot do it, she cannot pretend to not care if Jing Yi still has someone in his heart .
Jing Yi has loved Su Mei for so many years . This lifetime it might persists . How can she keep on being disappointed and jealous . She is afraid that she will be a mean and crazy woman just because of jealousy .
Wen Ren Xi doesn’t want to change herself to be that way, she doesn’t hope that her kid will have that kind of mother .
It’s better for them to be divorced . She wants to leave an impression as a great and kind woman for Jing Yi . She wants to be a great Mama too .
Afterwards, Jing Yi kept on delaying the wedding an hour to two hour . It somehow made her even more determined about her choice .
She went to her friend’s place and stayed there for few days . She just wanted to calm herself down and made a firm choice before she appeared in front of JIng Yi .
“Jing Yi, I already said that time I’d just wait till 08 p . m . You didn’t come on time, I’ll not marry you . It’s not a joke, it’s also not my way to let emotion affects my decision . This disappointment has consequences, I think we are not suitable for each other . ”
That day Jing Yi doesn’t go with Wen Ren Xi to handle their divorce . He just stands there in front of the renovated store .
He never knows that he has neglected Wen Ren Xi too many times .
Jing family members get the news that Wen Ren Xi wants to a divorce with Jing Yi .
Old Madame Jing and Jing Yi come to meet Wen Ren Xi, but Wen Ren Xi doesn’t want to let the divorce go . At last Old Madame Jing asked Jing family three sisters (Jing Fen Fen, Jing Xian Xian, Jing Suo Suo) and Ye Qing Xin to go over and persuade Wen Ren Xi .