"2007, May 14th, sunny . When she went shopping with her friend, she mentioned liking one of the necklaces on display . She didn't buy it . After they left, I went to look at the necklace; the price was startling . I went to waiter at a night club . The bouquet of perfume at the place was heavy, and many women kept wandering around me . Disgusting, stomach upset often . "
"2007, June 15th, cloudy . The exam was over, need to stay for another year . Got the salary from the nightclub . Just enough to buy the necklace . Finally, don't need to return to that place anymore . One month of vomiting caused me to drop 8 kilos . "
"2007, June 28th, sunny . I placed the necklace quietly in her bag . That afternoon, I saw her wear the necklace when she went to the bathroom . Really happy . "
"2007, August 21st, sunny . Mother met with an old friend . The friend promised to look after me when she's recuperating in the hospital . Actually, I don't need anyone to look after me, but when I found out the friend's name was Song Menghwa, I agreed immediately because Song Menghwa's daughter is Song Qingchun . "
"2007, September 23rd, cloudy . It has been twenty days since I moved in with the Song family . She doesn't seem to like me . She likes Qin Yinan . "
"2007, November 23rd, sunny . One month to Christmas, she has started preparing gifts for Qin Yinan . Since I want to spend more time with her, I agreed to accompany her to go gift-shopping . Got jealous and angered because she wouldn't stop talking about Qin Yinan . Left her at the mall and went home . Too guilty to fall asleep at night . "
"2007, November 23rd, sunny . One month to Christmas, she has started preparing gifts for Qin Yinan . Since I want to spend more time with her, I agreed to accompany her to go gift-shopping . Got jealous and angered because she wouldn't stop talking about Qin Yinan . Left her at the mall and went home . Too guilty to fall asleep at night . "
"2007 December 14th, light snow . She stopped talking to me a long time ago . She even refused to look me in the eye . I wish to apologize to her, but she won't give me the chance because she harrumphs and walks away whenever she sees me . "
"2007 December 25th . Christmas . She went to find Qin Yinan . Both of Qin Yinan's parents were not home . Received her call at midnight saying she lost her wallet and was stranded at the airport . Heard the tears in her voice . Hurried to fetch her, that was the best day of my life since I moved in with the Song family . "
"2008 January 5th . Mood getting better because we're getting closer . "
"2008 January 5th . Mood getting better because we're getting closer . "
"2008 May 7th . First time I've felt the rush to kill . Be it Tang Nuan or the ruffians at the nightclub, no one is allowed to bully the love of my life!"
"2008 May 23rd . My birthday . Invited her to have dinner with me . "
"2008 May 24th . She stood me up last night . I got drunk and raped her… Failed to find her even though I've been looking for her whole day already…"
"2008 May 25th . I sold all my stuff and my gaming account . Collecting all the money I had, I bought a diamond ring . If she shows herself, I will propose to her immediately . I know that she will be resistant, but I will give her all the time she needs and try my best to get her to say yes . "
"2008 May 24th . She stood me up last night . I got drunk and raped her… Failed to find her even though I've been looking for her whole day already…"
"2008 May 25th . I sold all my stuff and my gaming account . Collecting all the money I had, I bought a diamond ring . If she shows herself, I will propose to her immediately . I know that she will be resistant, but I will give her all the time she needs and try my best to get her to say yes . "
Song Qingchun's fingers that held the diary started to shake . So, after that nightmarish night, he bought a ring and planned to propose to her .
"2008 May 27th . The most unforgettable day of my life . The most despairing day of my life . I stumbled upon a secret that completely shattered my dream . "
2007, May 14th, sunny . When she went shopping with her friend, she mentioned liking one of the necklaces on display . She didnt buy it . After they left, I went to look at the necklace; the price was startling . I went to waiter at a night club . The bouquet of perfume at the place was heavy, and many women kept wandering around me . Disgusting, stomach upset often . 2007, June 15th, cloudy . The exam was over, need to stay for another year . Got the salary from the nightclub . Just enough to buy the necklace . Finally, dont need to return to that place anymore . One month of vomiting caused me to drop 8 kilos . 2007, June 28th, sunny . I placed the necklace quietly in her bag . That afternoon, I saw her wear the necklace when she went to the bathroom . Really happy . 2007, August 21st, sunny . Mother met with an old friend . The friend promised to look after me when shes recuperating in the hospital . Actually, I dont need anyone to look after me, but when I found out the friends name was Song Menghwa, I agreed immediately because Song Menghwas daughter is Song Qingchun . 2007, September 23rd, cloudy . It has been twenty days since I moved in with the Song family . She doesnt seem to like me . She likes Qin Yinan . 2007, November 23rd, sunny . One month to Christmas, she has started preparing gifts for Qin Yinan . Since I want to spend more time with her, I agreed to accompany her to go gift-shopping . Got jealous and angered because she wouldnt stop talking about Qin Yinan . Left her at the mall and went home . Too guilty to fall asleep at night . 2007 December 14th, light snow . She stopped talking to me a long time ago . She even refused to look me in the eye . I wish to apologize to her, but she wont give me the chance because she harrumphs and walks away whenever she sees me . 2007 December 25th . Christmas . She went to find Qin Yinan . Both of Qin Yinans parents were not home . Received her call at midnight saying she lost her wallet and was stranded at the airport . Heard the tears in her voice . Hurried to fetch her, that was the best day of my life since I moved in with the Song family . 2008 January 5th . Mood getting better because were getting closer . 2008 May 7th . First time Ive felt the rush to kill . Be it Tang Nuan or the ruffians at the nightclub, no one is allowed to bully the love of my life! 2008 May 23rd . My birthday . Invited her to have dinner with me . 2008 May 24th . She stood me up last night . I got drunk and raped her… Failed to find her even though Ive been looking for her whole day already… 2008 May 25th . I sold all my stuff and my gaming account . Collecting all the money I had, I bought a diamond ring . If she shows herself, I will propose to her immediately . I know that she will be resistant, but I will give her all the time she needs and try my best to get her to say yes . Song Qingchuns fingers that held the diary started to shake . So, after that nightmarish night, he bought a ring and planned to propose to her . 2008 May 27th . The most unforgettable day of my life . The most despairing day of my life . I stumbled upon a secret that completely shattered my dream .