Chapter 634: Our Paths Didn't Cross (8)
Translator: Lonelytree Editor: Millman97
When she wanted to give Qin Yinan a Christmas surprise and went up north to find him, she had returned devastated . It was Su Zhinian who had gone to fetch her at the airport at midnight .
In the dreary third year of high school, gaming with him had been her only entertainment .
He was her teenage nightmare, and they had parted in the summer after a huge fight .
Several years later, when they met again, it was him who revived Song Empire from the clutches of death; it was him who saved her from the brink of death multiple times; it was him who saved her from the cage that was Qin Yinan; it was him who gave her the greatest care and the deepest pain .
This is a normal biological reaction; it has nothing to do with feelings…
But being aroused doesn't necessarily means that I will take you…
As these voices drilled into her mind, Song Qingchun stood there dazed and completely forgot to follow the melody of the song . The students who were playing in the band all turned to look at her, the back-up singers still humming to aid her .
However, the girl seemed to have retreated into her own world . She stood there unmoving, the many variations of his face appearing before her eyes… icy, gentle, cold, anxious, angry, condescending, cruel…
When I'm sober, I will not lay a finger on you…
To be honest, if not for your resemblance to Tingting, I wouldn't even have laid an eye on you .
His and her story had begun so beautiful .
His and her story had so many twists and turns in the middle .
So how come his and her story had such a bitter ending?
But if you're really that desperate for me to fill the void within you, that's fine, because I don't mind using you to fulfil my own fantasy…
Even if we sleep together, it doesn't mean that I'm interested in you; that's only because you look so much like her . You'll always only be her substitute…
She felt like her tears were coming, but her eyes were incredibly dry . The greatest pain, she realized then, was when you wanted to cry but the tears were already dry, because it was the heart that was weeping .
She slowly came to when the song almost reached the end . She heard the students around her singing the lyrics .
"I don't necessary need you back;
"Just that whenever I am watching the ocean alone,
"I am not the fatigued silhouette you see;
"I'm not the looking the way you would want to see me . "
"I'm not the looking the way you would want to see me . "
Song Qingchun's lips moved, and like a robot, she followed them mechanically .
"I don't necessary need you back;
"It's just that whenever I walk alone into the crowd,
"My independence is gone;
"Who will teach me to be courageous?"
Her courage to seek love traded for a loss of the man and a pain that could last for thousands of miles .
That love, she really did not know how to let it go even though she knew she had to because eventually she had to return to the crowd… alone .
That love, she really did not know how to let it go even though she knew she had to because eventually she had to return to the crowd… alone .
She did not really need him to return, but…
Song Qingchun, with her quivering lips, finished the song .
"My independence is gone;
"Who will teach me to be courageous?"
Then, the song ended . Song Qingchun passed the microphone to the female student who was standing nearby . Accepting the girl's thanks, she nodded gently with a "you're welcome" before turning to walk away .
She walked for some time before halting in her steps .
Before her was a stream of endless traffic, and there was cheer of happiness coming from the garden behind her .
Chapter 634: Our Paths Didnt Cross (8). Translator: Lonelytree Editor: Millman97 When she wanted to give Qin Yinan a Christmas surprise and went up north to find him, she had returned devastated . It was Su Zhinian who had gone to fetch her at the airport at midnight . In the dreary third year of high school, gaming with him had been her only entertainment . He was her teenage nightmare, and they had parted in the summer after a huge fight . Several years later, when they met again, it was him who revived Song Empire from the clutches of death; it was him who saved her from the brink of death multiple times; it was him who saved her from the cage that was Qin Yinan; it was him who gave her the greatest care and the deepest pain . This is a normal biological reaction; it has nothing to do with feelings… But being aroused doesnt necessarily means that I will take you… As these voices drilled into her mind, Song Qingchun stood there dazed and completely forgot to follow the melody of the song . The students who were playing in the band all turned to look at her, the back-up singers still humming to aid her . However, the girl seemed to have retreated into her own world . She stood there unmoving, the many variations of his face appearing before her eyes… icy, gentle, cold, anxious, angry, condescending, cruel… When Im sober, I will not lay a finger on you… To be honest, if not for your resemblance to Tingting, I wouldnt even have laid an eye on you . His and her story had begun so beautiful . His and her story had so many twists and turns in the middle . So how come his and her story had such a bitter ending? But if youre really that desperate for me to fill the void within you, thats fine, because I dont mind using you to fulfil my own fantasy… Even if we sleep together, it doesnt mean that Im interested in you; thats only because you look so much like her . Youll always only be her substitute… She felt like her tears were coming, but her eyes were incredibly dry . The greatest pain, she realized then, was when you wanted to cry but the tears were already dry, because it was the heart that was weeping . She slowly came to when the song almost reached the end . She heard the students around her singing the lyrics . I dont necessary need you back; Just that whenever I am watching the ocean alone, I am not the fatigued silhouette you see; Im not the looking the way you would want to see me . Song Qingchuns lips moved, and like a robot, she followed them mechanically . I dont necessary need you back; Its just that whenever I walk alone into the crowd, My independence is gone; Who will teach me to be courageous? Her courage to seek love traded for a loss of the man and a pain that could last for thousands of miles . That love, she really did not know how to let it go even though she knew she had to because eventually she had to return to the crowd… alone . She did not really need him to return, but… Song Qingchun, with her quivering lips, finished the song . My independence is gone; Who will teach me to be courageous? Then, the song ended . Song Qingchun passed the microphone to the female student who was standing nearby . Accepting the girls thanks, she nodded gently with a youre welcome before turning to walk away . She walked for some time before halting in her steps . Before her was a stream of endless traffic, and there was cheer of happiness coming from the garden behind her .