Collapsed God 10
For Xie Xi, a rational and emotional human, this movie was definitely a persuasion movie. If a couple saw it, they would probably doubt love and it would speed up the breakup.
Yet this book, the 'Love Guide' sold really well. Then Jiang Xie's guide was based on this social form?
Xie Xi thought this and wanted to ask for an exit.
Jiang Xie explained, "If two pure rational people watch this movie, they can have fun watching it.
Xie Xi, "…" Oh, the fragrant bed play really made people spray blood.
Jiang Xie continued, "If it is a rational and emotional, watching the movie can sober up the emotional person and they can pull out early."
Just like the boss of the movie. If he had recognized reality earlier, he wouldn't have fallen deeper and reincarnate after just 50 years.
Xie Xi always felt that Jiang Xie was talking about himself.
Jiang Xie kept talking, "If two pure emotional people watch this movie, they will cherish each other more and not approach an emotional person because of curiosity."
Two emotional people were the most stable form of marriage in present society. They walked together because of love and this was a stronger bond than any legal provision.
Maybe they would change their minds and break up but at least they would deeply love each other when together.
It wasn't like an emotional and a rational. One gave everything while the other knew nothing.
The emotional boss in the movie had a friend and his words to the emotional person was interesting. 'Falling in love with a rational is like falling in love with a machine.'
Wasn't it a fantasy to expect a machine to respond to people's feelings?
Jiang Xie spoke these words and Xie Xi understood.
Indeed, such a tragic film wouldn't affect the rational people while acting as an important reminder to the emotional people.
It was true that the reminder wasn't necessarily useful but there was a certain chance they would be pulled back from the brink.
There were still doubts in Xie Xi's heart.
Was the content of this movie the summary of his relationship with Jiang Xie? Was this about what happened to them previously?
The movie was vague about the identities of the protagonist but there were too many clues to find.
The rational person was a young general. Xie Xi had enlisted at the age of 13 and made great achievements in the army.
The emotional boss had a high position of power and later participated in the general election. Jiang Xie was also a former president.
It was a pity that the 'new arrival' Xie Xi didn't have any memories at all and had no way to judge.
He also couldn't ask what happened between them. If he asked, wouldn't he be even more of a slag, a slag with no limits?
Xie Xi.. couldn't ask! Even if he didn't ask, his heart was full of ups and downs. If this was really the story of their previous relationship, what was Jiang Xie's mood at this moment?
Xie Xi put himself in this position and his heart was cold.
Jiang Xie's mood wasn't bad. It seemed that Xie Xi asking this question was already a great improvement. His lips curved and he asked Xie Xi, "What do you feel after seeing it?"
Xie Xi was stunned. He felt too much and was afraid of scaring this emotional gentleman.
Jiang Xie thought he had too little feelings and specifically reminded him, "Talk about feelings apart from the bed play."
Xie Xi filled with 10,000 words was speechless. Who and what? Was this the wrong script and the wrong lines were spoken?
Jiang Xie thought Xie Xi couldn't think of anything and his smile lightened. "It's fine. f you don't want to say it then forget it. Don't force yourself."
Xie Xi didn't dare let him continue to think and righteously spoke, "I think the emotional person in the movie should tell the rational."
Jiang Xie stared at him. "Tell what?"
"Tell his real gender and the words he wants to say the most."
Jiang Xie smiled. "Is it I love you?"
He was clearly talking about the movie but his gentle expression and low voice made it seem like he was confessing to Xie Xi.
Xie Xi tightened his lips to resist the tingling caused by this voice.
"Yes…" Xie Xi calmed himself. "If you don't say anything then how can the other person know?"
Jiang Xie opened his mouth. "It's useless."
"How do you know it will be useless?"
"You are a rational which is why you can say such words."
Rational people would only do events with a high probability of certainty and they wouldn't take risks.
Xie Xi wasn't timid. "It is because it will be useful."
Jiang Xie told him, "This is your judgment from a rational point of view. From an emotional point of view, it makes no sense."
Love and love were obvious. Speaking out would only put pressure on the rational subordinate.
The rational wouldn't break up and would continue to cooperate with the emotional like a lover.
It was always like this. It was only after knowing love that you could understand how humble it made people.
Jiang Xie didn't want to place shackles on him. He didn't want to deceive himself or make Xie Xi unhappy. Even if Xie Xi didn't love Jiang Xie, Jiang Xie wanted him to live happily. Letting go was something that was easier to do.
Xie Xi couldn't speak for a moment. From the perspective of normal humans, communication was the most important thing among lovers. However, this combination of emotional and rational…um… the barrier was too deep and they couldn't communicate.
Jiang Xie saw Xie Xi frowning and told him, "Let's go back to the presidential palace."
Xie Xi, "?"
Jiang Xie clenched his hands. "I thought the world couldn't be saved but now… "He looked at Xie Xi and a sea of stars seemed to ripple in his grey eyes. "Perhaps there is a bit of hope."
Words poured into this throat but Xie Xi didn't dare ask.
'This world? Am I your world?'
It was really romantic and decisive. It was like a flying goose struggling in a deep well. As long as it could see a ray of light, it would yearn for a clear sky.
On the way back, Xie Xi asked Jiang Xie, "Why are there emotional and rational people?"
In fact, this question couldn't be answered. It was like asking an Earth person why there were men and women. The person asking would probably be treated as a fool.
Jiang Xie was in a good mood and his lips slowly curved upwards. "You can only ask the Creator."
Xie Xi stared at him. "The Creator?"
Jiang Xie asked him, "Do you think there is a Creator in this world?"
Xie Xi liked this topic and replied with a question. "Is there?"
Jiang Xie firmly stated, "There is."
"Where is he?"
"The world created by him will collapse. He probably doesn't want to see it."
Xie Xi felt a chill roll down his back and he almost sucked in his breath. How did he feel that this soul knew a lot? Did Jiang Xie know this was a created world? Did he think that the person who created this world gave up on it? Or was there another secret?
Unfortunately, Xie Xi couldn't contact the main Jiang Xie and his doubts could only be suppressed.
In the former quasi-worlds, the souls didn't have any doubts about their worlds. Perhaps the souls felt they were abandoned after a soul was pulled out of this world, collapsing it? Was that why the souls set up such a pessimistic and desperate background?
It was highly likely.
It was true that every soul liked to engage in some dog blood but this was generally due to the slag intersecting with other souls.
In front of this Jiang Xie, there was no third-party and no green hat. It was just the purest despair. Despair for a rational, despair for an emotional and distrust and resistance to the whole world.
Xie Xi thought this and his heart was a mess from pain. All the people who went to Central were abandoned and Jiang Xie was no exception.
Xie Xi didn't know what Jiang Xie had experienced previously but he understood the taste of abandonment.
Confusion, helplessness, uneasiness and fright. This was an abyss that no one could be strong enough to face alone.
Xie Xi had been pulled out of the abyss by Jiang Xie. If Jiang Xie gave up on him, he would be pushed back into the abyss…
In an instant, darkness wrapped around his spirit and Xie Xi almost lost the ability to think.
"Xiao Xie, Xiao Xie!" A nervous voice entered Xie Xi's ears. It was the familiar sound of Jiang Xie's voice.
Xie Xi felt the darkness rolling away like a tired. He seemed to be rescued from drowning and his spirit and body were weak and exhausted.
"Professor…" Xie Xi tried to open his eyes to look at this person.
Jiang Xie's heart was tugged. Xie Xi hadn't called him by this name for a long time.
The 60 years spent in Dream Come True was the truth that Xie Xi would most like to believe.
For him, Professor Jiang was the first salvation of his life.
Jiang Xie held his hand and spoke. "What happened? What's the matter?"
Xie Xi slowly calmed down. Then he was startled as he saw Jiang Xie in front of him. "You… where is this?"
He found that he was in a blank space…
Wasn't he in the aircraft with Mr. Jiang? How did he appear here all of a sudden?
The Jiang Xie in front of him was obviously the main one. What was going on? Xie Xi glanced at Jiang Xie with confusion. "Aren't we in the quasi-world?"
Jiang Xie saw his normal appearance and felt relieved. "This is the white space and it can last up to three minutes."
Xie Xi was surprised. "White space?"
Jiang Xie explained, "In a collapsed world, there might be unpredictable dangers. Thus, I added a mark to your system. As long as you are in danger, you will be dragged into this white space."
Xie Xi's heart warmed. "I have the fatal injuries immunity."
Jiang Xie shook his head. "That is physical. You aren't immune to mental damage."
Xie Xi hadn't known this.
Jiang Xie asked him, "Aren't you in the Capital Star? What happened?"
Time was very tight and Xie Xi didn't dare delay. He hurriedly told Jiang Xie the things regarding him and the soul before mentioning his last thoughts.
Jiang Xie was a bit startled. "You…"
Xie Xi was a bit embarrassed. "I just… I just thought about it. If you… if…"
'If you leave me'. He couldn't say these words and he didn't dare say it.
How could Jiang Xie not understand? His heart trembled and he hugged this person, the strength of his hug showing that his emotions were out of control. "Don't worry about it."
Xie Xi was embarrassed. He didn't expect this and perhaps he was infected by the despair of the souls.
Jiang Xie quickly kissed his forehead. "I will always be there."
The corners of Xie Xi's mouth raised and he gently hugged back. "Yes."
Jiang Xie was blown up by the sweet words.
Xie Xi had calmed down and now had time to think. "This white space is prohibited, right? Will it hurt you?"
Jiang Xie, "…" He looked at the sky and whistled.
Xie Xi knew him too well. "Is it serious?"
Jiang Xie knew he couldn't hide it and coaxed him. "In any case, there is God Yan."
Old Jiang actually called out God Yan, showing how injured he was from this!
Xie Xi felt distressed and angry. He was angrier at himself. "That… you will always be here! I believe it!"
"Rest assured, I will surely be wherever you are."
Xie Xi didn't listen to these words of love. "Don't hide anything from me in the future. Be sure to tell me everything!" He was always running around behind Xie Xi's back.
Jiang Xie gave a low laugh. "Good. My communication records, my bank card passwords, my private money… I will hand them all over to you."
Still poor!
Jiang Xie was overjoyed and kissed him. "I've never felt so good about being alive before."
Xie Xi frowned. "Don't say anything like that."
"really, for the first time in my life, I feel like I have to live well."
There was a child who needed him, who loved him and would be distressed thinking about his departure…
Jiang Xie wanted to live well, guard him well and stay with him forever. He would seriously protect this strong and fragile little rose.
The three minutes would come to an end soon. The two people exchanged a lot of information and Xie Xi stabilized his mood.
As they parted, Jiang Xie said, "What if Little Jiang returns when you bring Big Jiang back to the presidential palace?"
Xie Xi, "!" His just steady heart once again fell!
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Collapsed God 11
Xie Xi naturally didn't forget Little Jiang. The youth had gone to work outside for the country. If Xie Xi forgot then he would really be a slag!
He thought of the word 'slag' and instinctively felt guilty. He had no right to talk about scum men or women…
Xie Xi obviously only talked about love once and it was truly unforgettable but… he inexplicably became a veteran of love.
Xie Xi comforted himself. Who didn't stumble a bit on the road of love? He was fine. The roadblocks were all his people. Um, he didn't comfort himself at all!
The white space closed down and Jiang Xie disappeared from in front of him.
Xie Xi's heart was empty and the call of another Jiang Xie entered his ears. "Xiao Xie?"
The empty heart was filled. Xie Xi opened his eyes to see the anxious Jiang Xie.
Jiang Xie saw him wake up and sighed with relief, but his eyebrows were still close together "How did you suddenly faint?"
Xie Xi couldn't explain and could only say, "Perhaps I've been missing too much sleep recently."
Jiang Xie felt distressed. "You are the leader of the United States. If you are too tired then there will be a big mess."
Xie Xi frowned and spoke softly, "That's why I wanted to invite you."
There was a small complaint in his words. It was as if Jiang Xie walked away and left Xie Xi with a large amount of work, making him depressed.
If Xie Xi was an emotional person then Jiang Xie almost thought this person was acting petulant.
But how was that possible? A rational person's favourite thing was to work. If they could concentrate on work without being disturbed then their pleasure would soar to 90%.
Only an emotional person would want to rest and would think that too much work was cumbersome.
Jiang Xie was facing a crisis but Xie Xi only needed him to come back.
Xie Xi couldn't help smiling inwardly. An emotional person was really far from a rational person. It was because a rational person didn't need to do anything. The emotional person's rich imagination would confuse themselves.
Just like at this moment. Jiang Xie felt that Xie Xi was dependent on him and needed him.
Yes, Jiang Xie was surely needed. There were too few people in the United States with SSS-grade physiques. Dependence was impossible. Only an emotional person would understand this type of feeling.
Jiang Xie controlled his own fantasies and told Xie Xi, "Sleep, I will wake you up."
Xie Xi was indeed dizzy. He lowered the chair, lay down on it and said, "Then I will sleep for a while." For this Dawn Restaurant, Xie Xi had flown across half the world. Flying back would take half an hour and this was enough to sleep.
Jiang Xie placed his coat on Xie Xi. "Go to sleep."
Xie Xi couldn't help smiling as he grabbed the clothes and closed his eyes to sleep.
Jiang Xie unscrupulously stared at him and satisfied the yearning of many years.
Why was there such a big difference between rational and emotional? They were clearly both people with the same type of appearance. Then how could the insides be so different?
Xie Xi lay on his side facing Jiang Xie. His dark hair was scattered over his white skin, the contrast making his complexion whiter and more delicate.
His eyelashes were long, his nose was high and his tender lips were gently curved. His expression was like resting on his lover's lap, satisfying and comfortable.
Why was this person a rational who didn't understand feelings? Whenever Jiang Xie saw Xie Xi, he didn't believe in life. He believed in this illusory fate.
In this life, there was always an existence that needed to be yielded to. It was just that they didn't meet before.
Back at the presidential palace, Xie Xi was full of energy.
The main Jiang Xie had reminded him but Xie Xi had no other method. If he didn't take Big Jiang back to the palace then where could he take this person?
It wasn't a problem for such a distinguished former president to live in the presidential palace.
In addition, how could Jiang Xie feel if he came back but the two people didn't live together?
Xie Xi had to coax this person back. How could they not get along with each other?
Although getting along with this person was a bit…
Xie Xi felt that his slag male vocabulary was becoming richer!
The moment Jiang Xie walked into the presidential palace, he was greeted with countless shocked eyes and greetings in shaky voices.
Li Su saw Jiang Xie and was surprised and happy. "Mr. Jiang!"
Jiang Xie smiled at him. "You are really persevering." He sent a message three times a day, divided into the early, middle and late sections. In addition, he knew that Xie Xi's frequency band wouldn't be banned.
Li Su cautiously shook the pot. "It was Mr. President's instructions."
Xie Xi, "…" Okay, the blame was put on him.
Jiang Xie smiled. "You can maintain this job in the future."
Li Su replied, "Since Mr. Jiang is back, I don't have to send it anymore."
In order to show his sincerity, he didn't dare set up an automatic message. He carefully wrote each other, his rational brain struggling with different words to call back the former president who 'ran away from home.'
Once Jiang Xie returned, the burden on Xie Xi sharply plummeted. Many jobs he couldn't handle were given to Jiang Xie.
There was this rule over the years. Once the term of a former president was over, they could continue to work in the cabinet as long as they hadn't entered the reincarnation cycle.
Of course, some of the main decision-making tasks still had to be approved by the president. However, they were the current president's mentor and could share many things.
It was true that rational people were passionate about work and took pleasure in it.
It was because of their rationality that they knew what they could do and didn't make a big deal out of happiness.
Thus, the coordination and cooperation between Jiang Xie and Xie Xi were particularly efficient. They had a tacit understanding that emotional people would find hard to understand.
If it wasn't for the upcoming destruction of the universe, Xie Xi really wanted to push all work to Jiang Xie and be free.
In any case, this guy did a good job and his efficiency was great. Why shouldn't he take over?
From the point of loving work, Xie Xi definitely wasn't a rational.
He didn't like work at all. He liked to be bored before finding something to play.
Of course, he had to pretend. After all, he was a real rational person in this world's setting.
In the white space, Jiang Xie had left him with a sentence. 'Remember, you must let them believe your gender.'
Time was hasty and they exchanged too many things, so Xie Xi didn't have time to ask about this last sentence.
Why should he maintain that he was a rational person?
Originally, Xie Xi wanted to 'become' emotional and learn how to love, letting Big Jiang feel peace of mind.
But now…
Xie Xi didn't know the reason but he firmly believed in Jiang Xie's words and remembered to act.
The busy time passed quickly. After half a month, the entire presidential palace and the cabinet wanted to shout, 'Mr. Jiang is really great!'
It wasn't that the president wasn't capable. It was that two presidents doubled their efficiency and things were too comfortable. In this critical moment, such a boost was really reassuring!
Due to all the work, Xie Xi didn't have time to communicate privately with Big Jiang.
He had taken the opportunity to check the background of the emotional and rational tragedy movie.
The thing that complicated Xie Xi's mood was that the writer of the movie and the author of the Love Guide were the same person.
The pen name was J, which was the first letter of Jiang.
Xie Xi was too lazy to scold at Jiang Xie. It was either X or J with this person. Xie Xi felt sorry. If his name had a few more words then he could have more than one initial!
If the screenwriter of this movie was Jiang Xie, did it mean that this was a real summary of their previous relationship?
Xie Xi went to a movie review website and found a hot review with 100,000 comments speculated on the prototypes of the protagonists.
-Did a former president disguise as a rational?
-Can an emotional person really be a president?
-What an admirable emotional!
-If President Jiang pretended to be a rational then his partner… is it the present president?
-I'm afraid so. Sure enough, the more rational a person, the more of a slag they are.
-Don't say slag. It is natural behaviour for a rational.
-Yes, it is a natural slag ^_^.
This was followed by more comments.
From these lines, Xie Xi could speculate that he and Jiang Xie were once partners. It really did seem to be a summary of their past.
Xie Xi had no memories and couldn't ask Jiang Xie. Then he thought about a reliable person, Li Su!
Xie Xi called his secretary and asked about it. Secretary Li was worthy of being someone who followed him all this way and knew more than the gossip.
"It's great that Mr. Jiang came back. It is like we've returned to the days when he was with you and you worked for him!"
Secretary Li spoke in detail, "I was really shocked when you and Mr. Jiang were together. After all, you don't seem like a person who would find a partner. However, you are very reasonable. If you have a rational need then it is best to find a stable and suitable partner…"
Xie Xi frowned and became 100% certain. The former situation's summary was real and he was a slag, a slag with no heart.
Secretary Li paused before adding, "Although you have deleted your memories, you still have some impressions left and have a special preference for Mr. Jiang's face."
Xie Xi was stunned. "Deleted memories?"
"Do I need to arrange an eraser for you?" He thought that Xie Xi was going to delete his memories again.
Xie Xi shook his head. "No." He searched himself and found that rational people had such a setting.
Unwanted and unimportant memories that weren't needed could be deleted with one click, freeing up space to remember more important things.
Xie Xi, "……"
He could almost hear the sound of Jiang Xie's heart breaking.
After breaking up, Jiang Xi turned their past into a move and even wanted to enter the reincarnation cycle in his 50s. However, Xie Xi had long since deleted these memories as unwanted and unimportant.
He acted in an awkward and unfamiliar manner while watching the movie and Jiang Xie would've definitely realized that he had deleted his memories.
In fact, Xie Xi really didn't know! He couldn't explain it and didn't know how to get rid of the title of 'slag.'
Li Su knew Xie Xi's troubles but he was a pure rational and didn't know about heartbreak. "Since Mr. Jiang came back, shouldn't you make it clear to Young Master?"
Xie Xi had been worried about this and after hearing the words, he thought the secretary had a method. "Hrmm?"
This was Secretary Li's main worry. "Young Master is young and you will have to wait another three or four years if you want to be with him. Now that Mr. Jiang is back, you don't have to wait for the younger one to grow up."
Xie Xi, "???"
He thought he was enough of a slag. He never thought Old Li would be worse!
Li Su saw that his boss was silent and added, "Of course, this is all about Mr. President's intentions. If you discuss it with Mr. Jiang in advance, it isn't impossible for the three of you to be together…"
No wonder why emotional people said that rational people were scum! There was no sense of discipline.
Xie Xi couldn't listen anymore and stopped this person. "You don't have to worry about these things. I have some thoughts in my heart."
Secretary Li said these words for the president's consideration, not to gossip. Since Xie Xi said he had an idea, Li Su didn't ask anymore.
In any case, from the perspective of solving physiological problems, it was obvious that Mr. Jiang was more suitable. After all, the young master wasn't yet an adult. In times of crisis, it was normal for the president to relieve pressure.
Fortunately, Xie Xi didn't know what Old Li was thinking or his three views would be broken!
As it came closer to when Little Jiang was coming back, Xie Xi became more and more nervous.
What should he do? Before Little Jiang left, Xie Xi had promised him, "I will tell you when I come back." Xie Xi originally wanted to say a bunch of good words and lock in this person…
Now he had nothing to say. Little Jiang just had to see the big version of himself and would certainly 'understand.'
A substitute, shifting one's affection, seeing a person and missing the other person… Forgive Xie Xi's brain for being limited and he couldn't think of any more dog blood misunderstanding.
He looked at the impending time of death and Xie Xi intended to break the jar!
In any case, this wasn't the first time the boat had been overturned. There was nothing to fear! In times of crisis, lives were more important than falling in love.
Who knew that this morning, Big Jiang would unexpectedly say, "I will move out of here."
Xie Xi was shocked. "Huh?"
Jiang Xie's eyelids lowered and he asked, "Isn't your partner coming back?"
Xie Xi, "!"
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