Published at 22nd of January 2020 09:45:20 AM
“P, Princess!”
Running away from the voices calling me from behind, I just ran without thinking . Drank some cold air and cooled my head . My cheeks were so hot that I didn’t know if the weather got hotter or if it was just me .
“Why did he have to make me so mad?”
This was so annoying .
As soon as I thought I ran enough, I just sat down on the ground . My hands were already covering my face .
Why did I do that? Why did I say something about not having a mother? Ah, damn it . Shit! I just said whatever that came out of my mouth, but it wasn’t good .
Darn, how would I face Serira from now on?
Oh, I was going crazy .
I suddenly wanted to see my mother . Now she was quite old, so she was not the same as before, but I still wanted to see my Korean mom . I felt so upset . I knew their position, but was it okay to use such a phrase already? It looked like I had really turned into a child after being coddled all this time . My mind must be regressing in age to suit my body…Oh, stupid, why did I say that all sudden? Serira’s face stiffened when I said that . How could I go back?
“Should I just die?”
If I die, then I wouldn’t have to worry about all this . Should I really die? Today I first realized that embarrassment drove a suicidal impulse . I was so embarrassed that I wanted to die .
After a bit of self-blaming, I stood up . Anyway, where was this place? I didn’t know where it was, but since I didn’t go outside the garden, I was definitely somewhere around the garden . This garden truly was bigger than I know .
“They must be worried by now . . ”
That’s the only thing I could think of at the moment . No matter how much security they raised inside the palace, I was obviously still the only princess in this country; thus, the threat of having assassins after me were relatively high . Of course, nothing else was directly targeting me except the first assassination attempt I had received .
I was not the kind of person who could walk around like this…
Still, I didn’t have the courage to go back by myself now . I would rather die than go back now . How could I get back to them when I made that mess? After all, all I could do was to walk around .
Should I go back towards where that blue-haired lady was?
Or maybe towards the winter tree . At that moment, I could see a little boy from a distance .
“What are you doing over there, you idiot?”
He shrugged his shoulder over my voice . I could have just ignored it, but he was so close to me; it was as if he was seeking my attention, so I just went closer to him . Graecito crouched for a moment and soon looked up as if he had made a big decision .
“I’m not an idiot!”
“Then what are you?”
“I’m Graecito!”
Did I ever say I didn’t know he’s Graecito?
Shrugging his shoulders, I went to the side where Graecito was sitting and sat on a space with a little distance from hi, . It’s embarrassing to sit too close .
“Fine, bunny . ”
“I said Graecito!”
“Alright, rabbit . ”
Graecito’s efforts to imprint his name were in vain, for I had no intention of calling him with his real name . Why would I call you something so pretty when he’s not even cute? Well, I guessed he was a bit cute since he acted like a child . He couldn’t even answer my questions straight when he was even bigger than me . How could this be Serira’s son? Tsk tsk . He didn’t look like Serira for sure .
I felt pity for him rather than hating him because he’s just a child, but Grecito suddenly looked at me with little an apologetic eyes .
He knew he did wrong, didn’t he? However, I didn’t intend to forgive him immediately, so I pretended not to know him and turned my head away . I knew it’s harder for him to talk to me if I did this, but I didn’t want to forgive him easily! If he couldn’t stand this much coldness, how could he live in this harsh world?
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