Published at 22nd of January 2020 09:45:28 AM
There was something in my heart I didn’t know . It could be my mistake, though . Maybe it’s just a moment of disagreement . There must be some reason why Caitel did that to me .
One could describe this feeling as hope .
However, it broke apart as I greeted the morning .
He didn’t come to bed . I thought I’d see him when he came to bed .
When I checked the empty seat where his presence had disappeared, I feel uncomfortable . Even though I felt awkward thinking about him, I thought something would happen when I see him in person .
There’s no such thing though . My mood was falling apart once again . A short groan came out of my mouth . This felt a little different from the dirty mood I had yesterday . I felt really pathetic .
“Princess, you’re already awake!”
I wasn’t happy at all when Serira opened the door and appeared . I spent the day whining on Serira’s arm yesterday, but I couldn’t do that today too . No, my situation was something she couldn’t solve in the first place .
“Now, let’s take a bath . You have to look especially pretty today!”
Huh? Why?
As I leaned my head, Serira held my cheek with her hands .
“His Majesty will be going away for war . You have to see him off, don’t you?”
I didn’t want to . Did I have to go?
I curled my lips to tell her I didn’t want to, but I couldn’t make a proper sound because my cheek was caught up on her hand . What’s this?
Serira smiled . It seemedas if she was doing that on purpose .
What was she doing!?
“You have to go no matter what . Let’s go wash up . Shall we?”
I really didn’t want to!
However, my opinion was always ignored! Always and as always! Damn, everything would change if I could speak properly . What’s good about learning how to talk? Oh, there’s one . Only then would I become human . Yeah, well, that’s good for me, too . However, as it stands now, everything else was still the same!
“Now, Princess, brush your teeth, wash your face, too!”
“No! I don’t want to!”
If I did this, then I have to go see Caitel . I didn’t want to see him!
“Then I’ll do it for you . ”
I had no choice . Serira smiled and began to wash my face with her hands . Plus, she even brushed my teeth too . Oh, this made it hard for me to resist .
While I was frowning with embarrassment, I had already finished washing my face and brushing my teeth . Now, I had to go and see Caitel like this . Oh, no . I doidn’t like that thought . I really hated it .
Then should I run away like this? If I ran away and hide somewhere…
“Come on, Princess, it’s over . You’re clean . ”
At that moment, my heart melted away because Serira smiled brightly at me . Oh, no . I was screwed . Frankly speaking, I didn’t care what happened to anyone else, but Serira was different . If I ran away, she would definitely get in trouble, and maybe she’ll get punished .
Sure, Serira was my nanny and the one who oversaw everything about me…
Ugh, but I really hate it!
“Come on, it’s time for a delicious meal . You like this princess, don’t you?”
I had been making an ugly impression since a while ago, but Serira still touched my cheek and smiled .
What the hell’s so good, Mom?
Of course, the food was delivered to my room . I knew I would not have breakfast with Caitel, but I thought maybe I could see him during breakfast .
… Unfair . It’s so unfair .
He shouldn’t be nice to me in the first place if he would be like this! I felt terrible if he suddenly ignored me . Wait, since when was I so docile?
“I’m not eating!”
“It’s your favorite meal . Do you really not want to eat it?”
“I don’t want to eat… Ugh!”
When I opened my mouth, Elene threw a spoon into my mouth . I grabbed the spoon and glared at her . What was she doing to a princess?
“You shouldn’t refuse food like that . Do you know how many people waste away if the princess goes hungry?”
I didn’t know anything about that! Still, it was a success to tie my feet .
Elene smiled and brought another spoonful of food into my mouth . I didn’t want to eat it . Oh, really . Why was I born as a princess!? It was such a dumb thing to whine about; I bet someone would flip if they heard it . Well, yeah . I knew it’s annoying . That’s why I’m sitting here like a good girl and eating my meal .
“She ate well . How pretty you are . ”
“Now let’s go pick out your dress . A pretty one!”
What dress!? I just want to go back to sleep! However, as always, regardless of my opinion, I was already going to the dressing room in Elene’s arms .
‘I’m not your toy!’
“I think the blue dress would be good since it symbolizes peace . ”
“The decorations are too colorful . How about this white dress?”
“Don’t you think it’s too dull?”
“Then what about this one?”
“Isn’t it too colorless? How about this?”
Pick anything . Why did they have to take so much time and energy to choose a dress? Of course, I knew they were trying to make me look prettier than anyone, but now everything just felt awry to me . Oh, am I even a real kid?
I felt pathetic about myself . I was sorry for being so uncool .
“Oh my princess, you are so pretty—”
I was not that pretty .
The clothes I had on were neatly designed and a little frill on the sleeve was pretty cute . Yeah, well, this was pretty . However, I was scared now that I was all dressed up .
Did I really have to see him? His face?
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