Published at 11th of January 2021 04:30:05 PM
I finally calmed down as I stepped outside .
I told my grandfather that I wanted a breath of fresh air . The early sunlight was dazzling as I moved my heavy feet . The place called the Queen’s Lake was the place where the royal tombs were placed .
When my mother died, she was sent here .
She was a princess who went to another country for the sake of her motherland and her sibling at 19 .
It was a tragedy straight out of a fairy tale; I couldn’t even smile at it .
As I held my hand up, the sunlight touched my hand .
“Mom… what kind of curse did you place on dad?”
Grandfather didn’t tell me what the curse was . He just said that it was a curse that would never come true . It just made me even more curious .
I found Assisi standing behind me with his head down . I did take him down from his position as my guardian knight, but he was still guarding me .
“What kind of curse do you think that the late princess has placed, Princess Ria?”
“Well . ”
“I hate you, Emperor . My body and my blood will never forgive you . Even if my body gets crushed, this child that carries my blood shall curse you . ”
The only thing which loomed in my memory was a woman’s scream, mixed with disgust and resentment .
No, it was all my imagination . At that time, I was too young to remember what happened, and I could have rearranged what happened since my mother passed away . Maybe after her death, my mind decided to create a new scene to cope with the loss .
When I think again…
It wasn’t a scream .
It was a trembling voice . A voice filled with sadness .
The sobbing voice seemed sad and in deep despair .
A curse placed for her longing to live .
My heart broke when I thought about the love I received from a mother I never met or saw . It would be a lie if I said I never missed my mother, but I never thought about it because of my stupidity; it would only cause pain for me .
How heartbreaking the road would have been for her since she had to leave so early .
Looking after a young child who couldn’t open her eyes and speak, what on earth happened in that young mother’s mind as she left forever?
To leave first .
Hope for the family . It was said that she was born with the blood of the witch to protect the country .
At that young age, she traveled a thousand miles to a strange new world for the sake of her motherland .
… what the hell was going on?
What did I ever do to her for her to do so much for me? I knew better than anyone, even if it would be called an inevitable decision my mother had to take, going down that path was no easy task . If she decided to give up on me or not give birth to me, my mother wouldn’t have had to die .
How scared she must have been at that age . She was exactly my age when it all happened .
I could understand then .
“After walking a long road, I returned . ”
A large willow tree was providing shade for the lake . In front of a small tombstone, I went and stopped .
She returned to her homeland after her death .
My mother was now at rest .
“Me too . ”
How long did it take for me to come here?
I wanted to hug her, but all I could do was speak and hope she listened .
“I love you, too, mom . ”
Her young daughter, who never had the opportunity to see her mother, cried till she was out of breath .
Ezelan Le Elo Broringer
488 – 509
Ainsel’s first princess, Ariadna’s mother .
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