He'd nearly reached it when something made him look down and he saw them. Far below, two blind white eyes staring up at him.
What were they? River pearls? The eyes of one of the Hidden People?
The Prophecy. The riddle. 'Deepest of all, the drowned sight.'
His chest was bursting. If he didn't get air soon, he would die. But if he didn't swim down now and grasp those eyes whatever they were he would lose them for ever.
He doubled over and kicked with all his might, pushing himself down.
The cold made his eyes ache, but he didn't dare shut them. Closer and closer he swam . . . he reached out towards the bottom he grasped a handful of icy mud. He had them! No way to make sure the mud was swirling thick around him, and he couldn't risk opening his fist in case they slipped free but he could feel the weight of them dragging him down. He twisted round and kicked back towards the light.
But his strength was failing, and he rose with agonising slowness, hampered by his sodden clothes. More lights flashed in his head. More watery laughter. Too late, whispered the Hidden People. You'll never reach the light now! Stay here with us, boy with the drifting souls. Stay here for ever . . .
Something grabbed his leg and pulled him down.
He kicked. Couldn't get free. Something was gripping his legging just above the ankle. He twisted round to wrench himself free, but the grip held tight. He tried to draw his knife from its sheath, but he'd tightened the strap around the hilt before starting the crossing, and he couldn't get it loose.
Anger boiled up inside him. Get away from me! he shouted inside his head. You can't have me and you can't have the Nanuak!
Fury lent him strength and he kicked out savagely. The grip on his leg broke. Something gave a gurgling howl and sank into darkness. Torak shot upwards.
He exploded from the water, gulping great chestfuls of air. Through the glare of the sun he glimpsed a sheet of green river, and an overhanging branch approaching him fast. With his free hand he reached for it and missed. Pain exploded in his head.
He knew that he hadn't been knocked out. He could still feel the slap of the river, and hear his rasping breath but his eyes were open and staring, and he couldn't see.
Panic seized him. Not blind, he thought. No, no please, not blind.
SIXTEEN.
The female tailless was whimpering and waving her forepaws, so Wolf left her and hurtled down the track.
When he smelt Tall Tailless among the willows, he began to whimper too. His pack-brother was slumped over a log, half in the Wet. He smelt strongly of blood, and wasn't moving at all.
Wolf licked his cold cheek, but Tall Tailless didn't stir. Was he Not-Breath? Wolf put up his muzzle and howled.
A clumsy crashing announced the female tailless. Wolf leapt to defend his pack-brother, but she pushed him away, hooked her forepaws under Tall Tailless's shoulders, and hauled him out of the Wet.
Despite himself, Wolf was impressed.
He watched as she put her forepaws on Tall Tailless's chest and pressed down hard. Tall Tailless began to cough! Tall Tailless had breath again!
But just as Wolf was jumping onto his pack-brother to snuffle-lick his muzzle, he was batted away again! Heedless of Wolf's warning growls, the female pulled Tall Tailless to his legs and they staggered up the bank. Tall Tailless kept blundering into hazel bushes, as if he couldn't see.
Watchfully, Wolf walked beside them, relaxing a little when they reached a Den a good distance from the Fast Wet: a proper Den, not a small, airless one.
Still the female wouldn't let Wolf near his pack-brother. Snarling, Wolf slammed her with his body. Instead of moving away, she picked up a stick and threw it out of the Den, pointing at it and then at Wolf.
Wolf ignored her and turned back to Tall Tailless, who was trying to tug off his pelt. Finally, Tall Tailless had only the long dark fur on his head. He lay curled on his side with his eyes shut, shaking with cold. His poor furless underpelt was no use at all.
Wolf leant against him to warm him up, while the female tailless quickly brought to life the Bright Beast-that-Bites-Hot. Tall Tailless moved closer to the warmth, and Wolf watched anxiously in case he got his paws bitten.
That was when Wolf noticed that one of Tall Tailless's forepaws held something that was giving off a strange glow.
Wolf sniffed at it and backed away. It smelt of hunter and prey and Fast Wet and tree, all chewed up together; and from it came a high, thin humming: so high that Wolf could only just catch it.
Wolf was frightened. He knew that he was in the presence of something very, very strong.
Torak huddled in his sleeping-sack, shivering uncontrollably. His head was on fire and his whole body felt like one big bruise, but worst of all, he couldn't see. Blind, blind, thudded his heart.
Above the crackle of the fire he heard Renn muttering angrily. 'Were you trying to get yourself killed?'
'What?' he said, but it came out as a mumble, because his mouth was thick with the salty sweetness of blood.
'You'd nearly reached the surface,' said Renn, pressing what felt like cobwebs to his forehead, 'then you turned round and swam, deliberately swam, back down again!'
He realised that she didn't know about the Nanuak. But his fist was so cold that he couldn't unclench it to show her.
He felt Wolf's hot tongue on his face. A chink of light appeared. Then a big black nose. Torak's spirits soared. 'I cad thee!' he said.
'What?' snapped Renn. 'Well of course you can see! You cut your forehead when you hit that branch, and the blood got in your eyes. Scalp wounds bleed a lot. Didn't you know that?'
Torak was so relieved that he would have laughed if his teeth hadn't been chattering so violently.
He saw that they were in a small cave with earth walls. A birchwood fire was burning fiercely, and already his sodden clothes, hanging from tree roots jutting through the ceiling, were beginning to steam. The thunder of the falls was loud, and from its sound, and the view of treetops at the cave mouth, he guessed they must be some way up the side of the valley. He couldn't remember getting there. Renn must have dragged him. He wondered how she'd managed it.
She was kneeling beside him looking shaken. 'You've been very, very lucky,' she said. 'Now hold still.' From her medicine pouch she took some dried yarrow leaves, and crumbled them in her palm. Then, having picked off the cobwebs, she pressed the yarrow leaves to his forehead. They stuck tight to the wound in an instant scab.
Torak shut his eyes and listened to the never-ending fury of the falls. Wolf crawled into the sleeping-sack with him, wriggling till he got comfortable. He felt gloriously furry and warm as he licked Torak's shoulder. Torak licked his muzzle in reply.
When he awoke, he wasn't shivering any more, and he was still clutching the Nanuak. He could feel its weight in his fist.
Wolf was nosing about in the back of the cave, and Renn was sorting herbs in her lap. Torak's pack, boots, quiver and bow were neatly piled behind her. He realised that to retrieve them she must have crossed the river again. Twice.
'Renn,' he said.
'What,' she said without looking up. From her tone, he could tell that she was still cross.
'You got me out of the river. You got me all the way up here. You even fetched my things. I can't imagine . . . I mean, that was brave.'
She did not reply.
'Renn,' he said again.
'What.'
'I had to swim down. I had to.'
'Why?'
Awkwardly, he brought out the hand that held the Nanuak, and unclenched his fingers.
As soon as he did, the fire seemed to sink. Shadows leapt on the cave walls. The air seemed to crackle, like the moment after a lightning strike.
Wolf stopped nosing and gave a warning grunt. Renn went very still.
The river eyes lay in Torak's palm in a nest of green mud, glowing faintly, like the moon on a misty night.
As he gazed at them, Torak felt an echo of the sickness that had tugged at him at the bottom of the river. 'This is it, isn't it?' he said. '"Deepest of all, the drowned sight." The first part of the Nanuak.'
The colour had drained from Renn's face. 'Don't move,' she said, and scrambled out of the cave, returning soon after with a bunch of scarlet rowan leaves.
'Lucky there's mud on your hand,' she said. 'You mustn't let it touch your skin. It might suck out your own part of the world-soul.'
'Is that what was happening?' he murmured. 'In the river I was beginning to feel dizzy.' He told her about the Hidden People.
She looked horrified. 'How did you dare? If they'd caught you . . .' She made the sign of the hand to ward off evil. 'I can't believe you've just been sleeping with it in your fist. There's no time to lose.'
Bringing out a little black pouch from inside her jerkin, she stuffed it with the rowan leaves. 'The leaves should protect us,' she said, 'and the pouch should help too, it's ravenskin.' Grasping Torak's wrist, she tipped the river eyes into the pouch and drew the neck tight.
As soon as the Nanuak was hidden, the flames grew, and the shadows shrank. The air in the cave stopped crackling.
Torak felt as if a weight had been taken from him. He watched Wolf pad over and lie down beside Renn with his muzzle between his paws, gazing at the pouch on her lap, and whining softly.
'D'you think he can smell it?' she asked.
'Or maybe hear it,' said Torak. 'I don't know.'
Renn shivered. 'Just as long as nothing else can, too.'
SEVENTEEN.
Torak woke at dawn feeling stiff and sore. But he could move all four limbs, and nothing felt broken, so he decided he was better.
Renn was kneeling at the mouth of the cave, trying to feed Wolf a handful of crowberries. She was frowning with concentration as she held out her hand. Wolf edged cautiously forwards then jerked back again. At last he decided he could trust her, and snuffled up the berries. Renn laughed as his whiskers tickled her palm.
She caught Torak looking and stopped laughing, embarrassed to be seen making friends with the cub. 'How do you feel?' she asked.
'Better.'
'You don't look it. You'll need to rest for at least a day.' She got to her feet. 'I'm going hunting. We should keep the dried food for when we need it.'
Torak sat up painfully. 'I'm coming too.'
'No you're not, you should rest '
'But my clothes are dry, and I need to move around.' He didn't tell her the real reason, which was that he hated caves. He and Fa used to shelter in them sometimes, but Torak always ended up outside. It felt all wrong to be sleeping between solid walls, cut off from the wind and the Forest. It felt like being swallowed.
Renn sighed. 'Promise that as soon as we make a kill, you'll come back here and rest.'
Torak promised.
Getting dressed hurt more than he'd expected, and by the time he'd finished, his eyes were watering. To his relief, Renn didn't notice, as she was preparing for the hunt. She combed her hair with an ashwood comb carved like a raven's claw, then tied it back in a horsetail and stuck in an owl feather for hunting luck. Next, she smeared ash on her skin to mask her scent, and oiled her bow with a couple of crushed hazelnuts, chanting: 'May the clan guardian fly with me and make the hunt successful.'
Torak was surprised. 'We prepare for hunting in the same way. Except we say, "May the clan guardian run with me". And we don't oil our bows every time.'
'That's just something I do,' said Renn. Lovingly she held it up so that the oiled wood gleamed. 'Fin-Kedinn made it for me when I was seven, just after Fa was killed. It's yewwood, seasoned for four summers. Sapwood on its back for stretch, heartwood on its belly for strength. He made the quiver, too. Wove the wicker himself, and let me choose the decoration. A zigzag band of red and white willow.'
She paused, and her face became shadowed as she remembered. 'I never knew my mother; Fa was everything. When he was killed, I was crying so hard. Then Fin-Kedinn came, and I hit him with my fists. He didn't move. Just stood there like an oak tree, letting me hit him. Then he said, "He was my brother. I will look after you." And I knew that he would.' She scowled, sucking in her lips.
Torak knew that she was missing her uncle, and probably worrying about him too, as he tracked her through the bear-haunted Forest. To give her time, he made his own preparations and gathered his weapons. Then he said, 'Come on. Let's go hunting.'
She nodded once, then shouldered her quiver.
It was a bright, cold morning, and the Forest had never looked so beautiful. Scarlet rowan trees and golden birch blazed like flame against the dark-green spruce. Blueberry bushes glittered with thousands of tiny, frost-spangled spiders' webs. Frozen moss crunched underfoot. A pair of inquisitive magpies followed them from tree to tree, bickering. The bear must be far away.
Unfortunately, Torak didn't get long to enjoy it. Around mid-morning, Wolf startled a clutch of willow grouse, who shot skywards with indignant gobbles. The birds flew fast and into the sun, so Torak didn't even bother taking aim, knowing he'd never hit one. To his astonishment, Renn nocked an arrow and let fly, and a willow grouse thudded into the moss.
Torak's jaw dropped. 'How did you manage that?'
Renn reddened. 'Well. I practise a lot.'
'But I've never seen shooting that good. Are you the best in your clan?'
She looked uncomfortable.
'Is there anyone better?
'Um. Not really.' Still embarrassed, she waded off through the blueberry bushes to retrieve the grouse. 'Here.' She flashed him her sharp-toothed grin. 'Remember your promise? Now you've got to go back and rest.'
Torak took the grouse. If he'd known she was such a good shot, he'd never have promised.
When Renn returned to the cave, they had a feast. From the hooting of a young owl, they knew that the bear was far away; and Renn judged that they'd come far enough east to have escaped the Ravens. Besides, they needed hot food.