A week later, they got up one morning to find Amos gone, just as Renee had left, though Amos did at least take his clothes. Nicky and Russ handled the crisis by spending the meager remains of their cash on beer, and getting roaring drunk. Not long after that, Russ left, too.
Nicky tried. To his credit, he tried. He was only eighteen, but when suddenly faced with the care of his three younger siblings, he took what odd jobs he could. Jodie helped out by working at fast-food restaurants, but even with her help, it wasn't enough. It wasn't long before the social workers came around, and Jodie, Faith, and Scottie were taken into the custody of the state. Nicky made a few noises of protest, but Faith could tell that he was mostly relieved. She never saw him again. Adoption wasn't an option; Jodie and Faith were too old, and no one wanted Scottie. The best they could hope for was to be in the same foster home, where Faith could take care of Scottie. The best wasn't what they got, but the alternative was workable, at least for Faith. Jodie went to one foster home, while Faith and Scottie went to another. All of Scottie's care fell on her shoulders, but since she had been taking care of him since his birth anyway, that wasn't a burden to her. That had been the condition under which they had been able to stay together, so she worked hard to fulfill her promise.
Jodie didn't stay long at any one foster home, but was moved twice. Faith counted herself lucky in her foster home; the Greshams hadn't had much, but they had been willing to share what they did have with foster kids. For the first time in her life, Faith saw how respectable people lived, and she soaked up the life like a sponge. It was an unfailing delight to her to come home from school to a clean house, to the smells of supper cooking. Her clothes, though inexpensive, were neat and as stylish as the Greshams could afford on the money they were given for her upkeep. At school, no one called her "a trashy Devlin." She learned what it was like to live in a house where the adults loved and respected each other, and her hungry heart reveled in the wonder of it.
Scottie was petted, and they bought new toys for him, though it wasn't long before he began failing drastically. For Faith, the kindness that surrounded Scottie for the short time left of his life had been worth everything. For a little while, he had been happy. That first Christmas after Renee left had made him delirious with joy. He had sat for hours, too tired to play but content to stare at the twinkling lights on the Christmas tree. He had died in January, easing away in his sleep. Faith had known that the time was near and had started spending the nights in a chair by his bed. Something, perhaps the change in his breathing, had awakened her. So she took his stubby little hand in hers, and held it while his indrawn breaths came further and further apart, and finally, gently, ceased altogether. She had continued to hold his hand until she felt the growing coolness of his flesh, and only then did she wake the Greshams.
She had spent almost four full years with the kindly Greshams, Jodie finished high school, got married right away, and left for the bright lights of Houston. Faith was totally alone, all of her real family gone. She concentrated on school, ignoring the boys who continually pestered her for dates. She had been too numb, too traumatized by the upheaval in her life, to throw herself into the giddy teenage social whirl. The Greshams had shown her how good stability and respectability could be, how sweet, and that was what she wanted for herself. To that end, she focused all of her energy on building something out of the ashes to which her life had been reduced. After endless hours of study, she made valedictorian, and won a scholarship to a small college. Leaving the Greshams wasn't easy, but with the state no longer paying for her upkeep, she had to move on. She worked two part-time jobs to support herself while going to school, but Faith didn't mind hard work, having known little else for most of her life.
Her senior year in college, she fell in love with a graduate student, Kyle Hardy. They dated for six months, and got married the week after Faith was graduated. For a short while she had been almost dizzy with happiness, certain that dreams did come true, after all. The dream hadn't lasted long, not even as long as her brief marriage. Faith had envisioned settling down, furnishing a cute little apartment, and saving for the future, which included kids, a nice house, and two cars. It hadn't worked out that way. Despite the responsibilities of his new job, Kyle had continued to enjoy the heavy-drinking, freewheeling life he had enjoyed as a student. It had gotten the best of him one night, coming home from a bar, when his car went off a bridge. No other cars were involved, which was a blessing; when an autopsy was performed, it was found that his blood alcohol level was twice what was legal.
At twenty-two, Faith was alone again. She grieved, then doggedly rebuilt her life. She had a degree in business administration and money from the small life insurance policy Kyle had had, as well as that provided by his job. She moved to Dallas and got a job in a small travel agency; two years later, the agency belonged to her. It had already expanded to a branch in Houston; Faith took a leap of faith and spent her capital to open another branch, this time in New Orleans. To her joy, the business grew steadily.
She had achieved financial stability, and it was as wonderful as she had always imagined it would be, but she was aware of an aching emptiness in her life. She needed emotional solid ground, too. She didn't want to become romantically involved with anyone; the two men she had dared to love, Gray Rouillard and Kyle Hardy, had both taught her how dangerous that was. But she still had family out there, somewhere, and she wanted to find them.
Vaguely she had recalled that her grandmother on Renee's side had lived around Shreveport; Faith could remember seeing her only once in her life, and when the social services in Texas had tried to contact her grandmother, they hadn't been able to find her. But the social services were overworked and understaffed, and had given up after a desultory search. Faith had more time, and more determination. She began calling around, and thankfully there weren't that many Armsteads in the Shreveport area. She finally reached someone, a cousin on her grandfather Armstead's side, who knew that Jeanette Armstead had moved to Jackson, Mississippi, about ten or twelve years ago, right after that oldest daughter of hers had turned up again.
Faith had been stunned. Her mother, Renee, had been the oldest daughter. But Renee had run away with Guy Rouillard; what had happened that she had sought out her mother? Was Guy still with her, or had he returned to the bosom of his family? A lot of years lay between the present and that horrible night in Prescott. For all she knew, Guy might have spent them very happily with his family, while her own family had been torn apart, destroyed.
Faith had called Information, gotten her grandmother's number, and called. To her surprise, Renee had answered the phone. Even after all those years, she still remembered her mother's voice. Startled, excited, she had identified herself. Their conversation had been awkward at first, but finally Faith got up the nerve to ask Renee what had happened with Guy Rouillard.
"What about him?" Renee had said, sounding bored. "Jodie told me that wild tale about me and him runnin' off, but it was news to me. I got fed up with bein' Amos's punching bag and living like dirt, and God knows Guy Rouillard wasn't goin' to do nothing about it, so I just left, went up to Shreveport and moved in with Mama. Your aunt Wilma lives here in Jackson, so about a month after that, we moved here, too. I ain't seen Guy Rouillard."
Faith had had trouble absorbing everything at once, there were so many thoughts flying in her head. Jodie had obviously found their mother, but neither of them had made any effort to get in touch with Faith. Renee could have gotten her two youngest children out of foster care, but she had been content to leave them where they were. She hadn't even asked about Scottie, Faith noticed.
Then there was the mystery of Guy Rouillard. Maybe he hadn't left with Renee, but he had left, at least temporarily, and by his leaving had set in motion the events that had shaped her life. Puzzled and intrigued, Faith decided to find out for certain what had happened. At the age of fourteen, she had literally been thrown out into the night like a piece of trash, and she had lived with that pain ever since. She needed to know the end of the story. She wanted to close out her past, so she could get on with hef future.
So here she sat, parked on the courthouse square in Prescott, swamped by memories and wasting time. It shouldn't be very difficult to find out where Guy Rouillard had been for what was probably only that one day, that one crucial day that had totally altered her life.
Her first order of business, she supposed, was to find somewhere to stay for the night. She had flown into Baton Rouge that morning, conducted the business she had, then rented a car and driven to Prescott. It was late afternoon, and she was tired. It wouldn't take long to find out what she wanted to know, but she didn't want to make the drive back to Baton Rouge if she could get a motel room in Prescott.
There had been a motel twelve years ago, but it had been slightly seedy even then and might not still be there. It had been on the east side of town, on the road leading to 1-55.
She rolled down the car window and called to a woman walking down the sidewalk. "Excuse me. Is there a motel in town?"
The woman stopped, and came over to the side of the car. She was in her mid-forties and looked vaguely familiar, but Faith couldn't place her. "Yes, there is," the woman replied, and turned to point. "Go to the corner of the square and turn right. It's about a mile and a half that way."
It sounded like the same motel. Faith smiled. "Thank you."
"You're welcome." The woman smiled and nodded, and returned to the sidewalk.
Faith reversed out of the parking space and maneuvered the small rental car into the leisurely traffic. Prescott didn't bustle now any more than it had twelve years ago. In two minutes she reached the motel. It was in the same place, but it wasn't the same motel. This one looked new, no more than a couple of years old, and much more substantial. It was still only one story, though this one was built in a U around a center courtyard where a fountain bubbled and flowers grew. It lacked a pool, which she didn't mind. The fountain was much more charming.
The desk clerk was a man in his fifties, and his name tag read "Reuben." Memory stirred, and a last name surfaced to go with the first. Reuben Odell. One of his daughters had been in Faith's class. He chatted as he took her credit card imprint, glancing curiously at the name, but nothing about "Faith D. Hardy" rang a bell in his memory. Faith wasn't a common name, but probably he hadn't even known her first name back then, so of course, he wouldn't recognize it now.
"I'll give you number twelve," he said, taking the key from its compartment. "It's at the back of the courtyard, farther away from the road so the traflic won't bother you."
''Thank you." Faith smiled, and removed her sunglasses to sign the credit card slip. He blinked at her smile, his own expression growing fractionally warmer.
She parked the car at the rear of the courtyard, in front of number twelve. When she unlocked the door, she was pleasantly surprised. The room was larger than most motel rooms, with a love seat and coffee table close to the door, and a king-size bed beyond that. The dresser was long, with the television on one end, and a desk area on the end closest to the bathroom. The clothes rack was adequate, the vanity in the dressing area boasted two basins and was large enough for two people to get ready without continually bumping into each other. She looked into the bathroom, expecting the standard tub, but instead there was a sizeable shower stall with sliding doors. Since she never took a tub bath, she was pleased by the extra room to bathe. All in all, the little motel was a cut above the norm.
She unpacked her toiletries and the single change of clothes she'd brought, then plotted her course of action. There shouldn't be much problem in finding out what she wanted to know, as long as no one recognized her as a Devlin. Small towns could have notoriously long memories, and the town of Prescott had belonged to the Rouillards heart and soul, as well as most of its brick.
The easiest and most anonymous way, probably, was to go to the library and look through the old newspapers. The Rouillards had constantly been in the news, so if Guy Rouillard had returned from his little jaunt and resumed business as usual, she wouldn't have to check many editions before his name would crop up.
She checked her watch and saw that she probably wouldn't have more than an hour to do what she'd come to do; from what she remembered about the small library, it closed about six P.M. during the summer, and in a town the size of Prescott, that wasn't likely to change. She was hungry, but first things first; food could wait, the library wouldn't.
It was odd how selective memory could be; she had never been to the motel when she had lived here, and had often gone to the library, whenever she'd gotten the chance, but she had remembered the motel's location while she drew a blank on the library. She fished the small phone book out of the dresser and looked up the address, and after a moment remembered the library's location. Grabbing her purse and keys, she went out to the car and drove back to downtown Prescott. Before, the library had been located behind the post office, but when she got there she was dismayed to find the building gone.
She looked around, and heaved a sigh of relief. A prominent sign in front of the new building next door to the post office proclaimed it the Prescott Library. The builders had disdained the sleekness of modern architecture and instead used an antebellum style, a redbrick two-story with four white columns out front, and shutters on the six-foot windows. There were plenty of parking spaces, probably more than needed, for only three cars were parked in the lot. Faith brought the total to four, parking in front and hurrying to the double doors. The sign posted on the left-hand door told her that she'd been right about the hours the library was open: nine A.M. to six P.M.
The librarian was a small, plump, chatty woman who wasn't in the least familiar to Faith. She went up to the desk and asked where the old newspaper files were.
"Right over here," the woman said, coming out from behind the counter. "Everything's on microfiche now, of course. Are you looking for any particular dates? I'll show you how the microfiches are filed, and how to work the scanner."
"I'd appreciate that, thanks," said Faith. "I want to start about ten years ago, but I may have to go a little further back."
"That's no problem. It would have been until a couple of years ago, but Mr. Rouillard insisted that everything be put on microfiche when we moved into this building. I declare, the system here was positively antiquated; it's so much easier now."
"Mr. Rouillard?" asked Faith, keeping her tone casual despite the way her heart jumped. So Guy had come back.
"Gray Rouillard," said the librarian. "The family practically owns this town the whole parish, come to that but he'.s just as nice as he can be." She paused. "Are you from around here?"
"A long time ago," Faith replied. "My family moved away when I was a child. I thought I'd check the old obituaries for some of my parents' cousins. We lost track of them through the years, but I've started working on a family tree and got curious about what happened to them." For a spur-of-the-moment explanation, it wasn't bad. People trying to trace their family trees always made up the bulk of those using the microfiche machines, at least in her experience. From what she had gathered, listening to them talk and exchange tales of extended detective work that finally unearthed the whereabouts of Great-great-aunt Ruby on Mother's side of the family, the quest could become addictive.
She had hit the right tone, for the librarian beamed. "Good luck, dear, I hope you find them. I'm Carlene DuBois. Call me if you need any help. We do close at six, though, and that's less than an hour."
"It shouldn't take long," said Faith, while searching her memory for a DuBois family in the parish. None came to mind, so perhaps they had moved to the area after the Devlin family had left so ignominiously.
Once she was alone, she quickly began scrolling through the files, scanning page after page of the Prescott Weekly, beginning from the date they had been escorted from the parish. She found several mentions of Gray, and though she tried to ignore them, she found that she couldn't. Though that long-ago night had cured her of her infatuation for him, she had never been able to forget him; his image had lingered in her memory like a sore tooth, to be worried occasionally.
Helplessly giving in to the probing of that mental tongue, she scrolled back to the places where she had seen Gray's name. The Weekly would never print anything derogatory or scandalous about the Rouillards that was left to the Baton Rouge and New Orleans newspapers but the normal comings and goings of the family were all duly reported to the inquiring minds that wanted to know, which was most of the parish. The first two tiny articles were mere mentions that Gray had attended such and such function. The third article was in the business section, and, stunned, Faith read it through twice before the words really sank in.
No one else would have seen anything alarming or even unusual in the sentence. "... Grayson Rouillard, who has taken financial control of the family enterprises, voted against the measure to..."
Taken control of the family enterprises. Why would he have done that? Guy would still have been in charge, for after all, everything had belonged to him. Faith glanced at the date of the newspaper. August fifth, not quite three weeks after Renee had left. What had happened?
She switched off the microfiche machine and sat back in the chair, staring at the blank screen. She had come back to Prescott only to tie off some loose ends in her life, to see that things had gone on as before. No one would have missed the Devlins; their absence would have been noted with relief, and then forgotten, but Faith had never been able to forget. She had thought that, once she had seen Prescott again, seen how no one had missed them, or even remembered them, she would be able to forget about the town in return. If she ran into Guy Rouillard, so much the better. She had never blamed Gray for what he'd done; she'd seen the pain in his face, heard it in his voice. But Guy... yes, she blamed him, and Renee. Even if they hadn't run away together, Renee had walked out on her children, and Guy's irresponsibility had caused a lot of suffering.
But Gray had taken over the family business. Instead of tying up all the old loose ends, she had found another one: Why had Gray taken charge?
She got up and went in search of Carlene DuBois. The front desk was empty, and the rest of the library appeared to be, too. "Mrs. DuBois?" she called, the sound absorbed and flattened by the rows of books. Carlene heard her, however, for there was the squeak of rubber-soled shoes on the tile.
"Right here," said Carlene cheerfully, emerging from the back of the reference book section. "Did you find what you needed?"
"Yes, I did, thank you. I noticed something else that puzzjed me, though. It was just a little article, but it said that Gray Rouillard had taken over control of the family businesses. This was twelve years ago, and it seemed strange, because Gray had to have been only in his early twenties "
"My, yes. You must have left before the big scandal, or maybe you were too young to pay much attention to that sort of thing. We moved to town, oh, eleven years ago, and it was still a hot topic of conversation then, I can tell you."
"What scandal?" Faith tensed, her puzzlement turning into alarm. Something wasn't right.
"Why, when Guy Rouillard ran off with his mistress. I don't know who she was, but everyone says she was nothing but trash. He must have absolutely lost his mind, is all I can say, to walk off from his family and fortune the way he did."
"He never came back?" Faith couldn't hide her shock, but Carlene saw nothing wrong with that reaction.
"No one's seen hide nor hair of him since then. When he left, he stayed gone. Some say his wife was enough to drive any man away, but I can't say for sure myself, because I've never met her. Folks say she hasn't left the house since the day he walked out. He never even bothered to get in touch with his own children again."
Faith was staggered. Guy Rouillard had adored his kids; regardless of his feelings for his wife, there had never been any doubt about how much he had loved Gray and Monica.
"I suppose Mrs. Rouillard divorced him?" she asked, but Carlene shook her head.
"Never has. Reckon she didn't want him to be able to marry again, if he was so inclined. Anyway, as young as Mr. Gray was, he stepped into his father's shoes and things carried on just as if Mr. Rouillard was still here. Probably better, from what folks say."
"I was too young to remember much about him," Faith lied. "I do remember that he was a sort of local hero, playing football at LSU, things like that."
"Well, honey, let me tell you, things haven't changed much," Carlene said, and fanned herself with her hand. "Lordy, that man rates a ten on my scale, I can tell you. He makes my heart flutter, and me ten years older than he is and about to be a grandmother besides!" She blushed, but gave a surprisingly bawdy laugh. "It might be those bedroom eyes, or maybe it's the hair. Or it could be that tight little butt!" She sighed dreamily. "He's a scoundrel, all right, but who cares?"
"Does he know you're sweet on him?" Faith teased.
"Honey, every woman in town is sweet on him, and yes, he knows it, the devil." Carlene gave her lusty laugh again. "My husband teases me about getting his ear pierced so he can compete."
Gray had a pierced ear? Faith found herself caught in imagination, and shook herself free. What she had learned was startling, and she needed to be alone so she could think things through.
She glanced at her watch. "It's almost closing time, so I'd better clear out. Thanks for your help, Mrs. DuBois. It was nice meeting you."
"You, too." Carlene paused. "I'm sorry, I don't believe I caught your name."
Because it hadn't been thrown, but Faith saw no reason not to tell her. "I'm Faith Hardy," she said.
"Well, nice to meet you, Faith. That's such a pretty, old-fashioned name. You don't hear it much anymore."
"No, I suppose you don't." Faith glanced at her watch again. "Good-bye. Thanks again for your help."
"Any time."
Faith drove back to the motel, stopping by McDonald's for a sandwich. She didn't particularly like fast food, but didn't want to go to a restaurant where she might be recognized, so she made do. She ate half the sandwich and tossed the rest of it in the trash, too disturbed to have much of an appetite.
Guy Rouillard had disappeared. But if he hadn't run away with Renee, what had happened to him?
Faith lay down on the bed and stared up at the ceiling, trying to sort things out. Guy wouldn't have walked away from his home, his family, his wealth, without a reason. Everyone had thought Renee was that reason, but Faith knew it wasn't so. And even if he had simply gotten fed up with his marriage, why hadn't he just gotten a divorce? The Rouillards were Catholic, but divorce wasn't a problem unless he wanted to remarry. But he had never seemed to be an unhappy man; why should he be? His world had been the way he wanted it. She couldn't think of any reason why he would have left so abruptly, without word, and never tried to contact his family.
Unless he was dead.
The possibility no, the probability was stunning. Faith felt almost sick at the idea as she considered and rejected scenarios. He might have simply gone away for a couple of days and suddenly gotten sick, or maybe had an accident, but if either of those possibilities had been the case, he would have been found, identified, his family notified. That hadn't happened. Guy Rouillard had disappeared, on the same night her mother had run away.
Dear God, had Renee killed him? Faith sat up and distractedly ran her hands through her hair. She couldn't dismiss the thought, even though she couldn't see her mother doing such a thing. Renee had the morals of an alley cat, but she wasn't, never had been, a violent person.
Amos, then? Faith could better envision that. If he'd thought he could get away with it, Amos had been capable of anything. But she remembered that night well; Amos had staggered home around nine, already falling down drunk and swearing at her because Renee wasn't at home. Both Russ and Nicky, also drunk, had come home after that. Could one of them have killed Guy Rouillard, or perhaps even both of them? But nothing had seemed out of the ordinary, and Faith would have sworn they had been as surprised as she when Renee didn't come home. More than that, they simply hadn't cared thai their mother was sleeping with Guy; neither had Amos, for that matter.
Who else was possible? Maybe Mrs. Rouillard. Maybe Noelle had killed her husband because she was tired of his unfaithfulness, though from all reports he had been sleeping around since the beginning of their marriage, and she had never seemed to care, had even been grateful. His affair with Renee had been going on for years; why should she suddenly object to it? No, Faith doubted Noelle had cared enough even to scold him, much less go to the trouble of murder.
That left one person: Gray.
Forcefully she rejected that thought. No, not Gray. She remembered his face as it had been when he had come to the shack that morning, and as he had been that awful night. She remembered his fury, his implacable hatred. Gray had thought his father had run away with her mother, and he'd been in a rage.
But Gray had had the most to gain from his father's death. With Guy gone, he had taken over the reins to the Rouillard fortune, and made himself even wealthier, from what the librarian had said. He had been groomed from the day of his birth to one day step into his father's shoes; had he gotten tired of waiting, and put Guy out of the way?
Faith's thoughts darted around like a squirrel in a cage, banging against the bars. The door rattled under the force of several heavy blows and she jumped, startled and not a little alarmed. Why would anyone be at her door? No one knew where she was, so there couldn't be a message from her office. She got up and went to the door, but didn't open it. There wasn't a peephole, either, she noticed. "Who is it?"
"Gray Rouillard."
Her heart almost stopped beating. It had been twelve years since she had heard that deep, smoky voice, but she went weak at the sound of it, excitement mingled with fear. He had hurt her worse than anyone else in her life, but still he had the power to electrify every cell in her body with nothing but his voice. Just hearing him again made her feel like the child she had been at fourteen, all shivery and agitated at his nearness. And always, always, was that ugly counterweight pulling her in the opposite direction, the stark memory of him saying, You're trash. She had never been able to find any balance where Gray was concerned, had never been able to forget him, dream and nightmare combined.
The timing of his arrival made her skin prickle. Had she conjured him up with her thoughts? She stood there for so long that the door rattled again under the impact of his fist.
"Open up." In his tone was the iron authority of someone who expected to be obeyed, immediately, and intended to see that he was.
Cautiously she unchained the door and opened it, and looked up at the man she hadn't seen for a dozen years. It didn't matter. No matter how long it had been, she would have recognized him. He stood there in the doorway, disdaining to come in, and the impact of his physical presence took her breath.
He was bigger than she remembered, but then six four always seemed taller when you were looking up at it. His waist and hips were still lean, but he was heavier through the chest and shoulders, having achieved the hard solidity of manhood. And he was definitely a man, all hint of boyhood long gone. His face was leaner, stronger, more harsh, with grooves bracketing his mouth and lines of maturity at the corners of his eyes. She stared up into the face of a pirate, and knew why Carlene DuBois had gotten the shivers at the mere mention of his name. His black hair was longer than she had ever seen it before, pulled back from his face and secured at the nape of his neck. A tiny diamond winked in his left earlobe. At twenty-two, he had been impressive. At thirty-four, he was dangerous, a pirate in nature as well as appearance. Looking at him made her feel hot and shivery all at once, her heart suddenly pounding so hard, she wondered that he couldn't hear it. She recognized the symptoms, and hated her sickness. God, was she doomed to spend her entire life going weak at the sight or sound of Gray Rouillard? Why couldn't she get beyond that leftover childhood reaction?
Above the thin blade of his nose, his sinfully dark eyes were still cold and implacable.
The sensual line of his mouth twisted as he looked down at her. "Faith Devlin," he said. "Reuben was right; you look just like your mother."
But if he had changed, so had she. Faith had won her confidence the hard way. She gave him a cool little smile and said, "Thank you."
"It wasn't a compliment. I don't know why you're here, and it doesn't matter. This motel belongs to me. You aren't welcome. You have half an hour to get packed and get out." He gave her a wolfish smile that wasn't really a smile. "Or do I have to call the sheriff again to get rid of you?"
The memory of that night lay between them, so strong that it was almost tangible. For a moment she saw again the lights, felt the confused terror, but she refused to let him throw her into a state of panic. Instead she gave a graceful shrug and turned away from him, strolling into the small dressing area, where she efficiently swept her few toiletries into her overnight case and took her single change of clothes from the rack. Acutely aware of those dark eyes boring a hole through her, Faith folded the clothes over her arm, slipped on her shoes, picked up her purse, and sauntered past him without ever changing her calm expression.
As she drove away from the motel, on her way back to Baton Rouge, he was still standing in the open door staring after her.
Faith Devlin! How about that for a blast from the past? Gray stood watching her taillights until they disappeared from view. When Reuben had called to tell him that a woman who was the spitting image of Renee Devlin had checked into the motel, and that she had registered as Faith D. Hardy, he'd had no doubt about her identity. So one of the Devlin spawn had finally worked up the nerve to come back to Prescott! He wasn't surprised that it was Faith. She had always had more backbone than the rest of the bunch put together. Which didn't mean he'd been inclined to let her stay.
He turned back into the lighted room that she had abandoned with so little fuss. Without any fuss, damn it. If he'd wanted a fight, she hadn't obliged him. She hadn't even asked for a refund on her credit card. Without so much as a flicker of an eyelash, she had gathered up her stuff and left. It hadn't taken a minute; hell, he doubted it had taken her thirty seconds.
She was gone, and except for the wrinkled bedspread, the room was as pristine as if she'd never been there, but her presence still lingered. There was a sweet, faintly spicy scent in the air that overrode the staleness endemic to all motel rooms, and his blood stirred in instinctive reaction to it. It was the smell of woman, universal in some ways, exclusive to her in others. He stepped farther into the room, drawn by that elusive scent, his nostrils flaring like a stallion's.
F.aith Devlin. Just hearing her name had brought back that night and he had seen her again in his mind, silent and willowy, with that dark-fire hair tumbling over her shoulders and her slender body silhouetted inside her thin nightgown, weaving a sensual spell over the deputies and himself. She had been only a kid then, for God's sake, but she had had her mother's sultry aura even then.
When she had opened the door to this room and he had seen her again, he had been stunned. She looked so much like Renee that he'd wanted to throttle her, but at the same time there was no mistaking her for her mother. Faith was a little taller, still more slender than voluptuous, though she had filled out nicely in the twelve years since he'd last seen her. Her coloring was the same as Renee's: the dark red mane, the slumberous gold-flecked green eyes, the translucent skin. What had infuriated him, though, was her eifort-less sensuality, and his own unwilling reaction to it. It wasn't anything she had said or done, or even what she'd been wearing, which had been a stylish business suit. A Devlin wearing a suit, by God! No, it had been something intrinsic in her nature, something Renee had also possessed. The older daughter he couldn't remember her name hadn't had that potent allure. She had been easy and cheap, not sexy. Faith was sexy. Not overtly so, as Renee had been, but just as potent. He had looked into those cat eyes and thought of the bed just behind her, thought of tangled sheets and hot flesh, of having her naked beneath him and feeling her thighs clasp his hips just as he found the soft opening between her legs and pushed deep inside...
Gray broke out in a sweat and swore aloud in the empty room. Damn, he was as bad as his father! Give him a whiff, and he was ready to forget everything else in his rush to screw a Devlin woman. No, not every Devlin woman, he mentally amended. Thank God for that, at least. He had seen Renee's potent appeal but found it resistible, and the idea of sharing a woman with his father repellent. Nothing about the older girl had been attractive to him. Faith, though... If she were anyone but a Devlin, he wouldn't rest until he had her in bed and settled down to a long, hard ride.
But she was a Devlin, and just the mention of that name made him furious. His family had been wrecked because of Renee, and he could never forgive or forget that. Forgetting was impossible, when he lived every day with the results of Guy's desertion. His mother had withdrawn until she was just a shell of her former self. She hadn't left her bedroom for over two years, and even now refused to venture from the house except for doctors' appointments in New Orleans, on those rare occasions when she was ill. Gray had lost his father, and to all intents and purposes had also lost his mother.
Noelle was a silent, sad ghost of a woman who spent most of her time in her room. Only Alex Chelette could coax her into a little smile and bring a hint of life to her blue eyes. Gray had realized some time ago that Alex had fallen in love with his mother, but it was a hopeless cause. Not only was Noelle oblivious to his devotion, she wouldn't have done anything about it if she had been aware of it. She was married to Guy Rouillard, and that was that. Divorce was unthinkable. Gray sometimes wondered if Noelle was still clinging to the hope that Guy would come back. He himself had long ago accepted that he would never see his father again. If Guy had intended to come back, he wouldn't have sent that letter of proxy which Gray had received two days after his disappearence. It had been mailed in Baton Rouge the day he left; the language had been terse and to the point, with nothing personal included. He hadn't even signed it "Love, Dad," but limited himself to a businesslike "Sincerely, Guy A. Rouillard." When he had read that, Gray had known that Guy was gone from his life forever, and his eyes had burned with tears for the first and only time.