Staring at Phoenix, I was terrified. I'd never seen him so angry and had no idea what had caused him to be like that with me. I wasn't frightened that he'd physically harm me, but there was something seriously wrong. Gone was the man that loved me. Gone was the man who gave me so much pleasure. Gone was the man who wanted me in his life...
"What happened?" I croaked out.
He walked over to the window and looked out through the brown curtains. "Why?" he whispered.
"Phoenix. You're frightening me. What's going on? What do you mean why? Why what?"
He was tense and still wouldn't meet my eyes. "I'd have done anything for you...and you betrayed me."
Stunned, I had no idea what he was talking about. "You're not making sense."
He turned and finally met my gaze and what I saw broke my heart. His eyes were cold when he looked at me. I backed up and plopped down on to the bed, knowing my legs wouldn't hold me up for much longer.
"I've packed your things, your bag is downstairs." He took a deep breath, as my heart broke even more. "You went behind my back and told Lewis about my body art, but what pisses me off even more is that you told him about Deception. You knew what the group means to the guys, and me and because of you he's threatening to pull strings and get Kix closed unless we stop. All because I'm not marrying his daughter, he's pissed and using what you told him against us," he spat out, running his hands through his hair.
How the hell could he think that I'd go behind his back and cause all that trouble. He said he loved me, but he couldn't, not if he believed that. "Get out," I choked out while jumping up from the bed.
"Is that all you have to say?" he shouted.
"What is there to say, Phoenix?" I shouted back.
Donovan opened the door. "Sorry to interrupt, but you might want to keep it down a bit."
I ignored him and looked right at Phoenix. "You already have me guilty. What's left to say?"
For the first time since he'd started with his accusations I saw a flicker of doubt cross his face. I'd be damned if I was going to stand and defend myself. If he loved me he would have asked me and gave me the benefit of the doubt, but he hadn't, and it hurt. I felt as though he'd crushed my heart and blown away the pieces.
Donovan was still standing in the doorway so I turned to him. "Take him with you," I looked back to Phoenix with tears rolling down my face. "Get out."
He hesitated, reaching a hand out to me. I shook my head and backed up. "Don't touch me; just leave," I cried.
"Why, Thalia? I need to know."
I looked between Phoenix and Donovan and couldn't stem the flow of tears, which were falling faster than I could wipe them away. "I can't tell you anything, because I haven't done anything wrong."
"What's going on?" Callie asked pushing past Donovan into the room.
"Get them out," I whispered to Callie.
"Okay, I don't know what's going on, but you both need to leave. Now."
"Callie, I haven't finished talking to her."
"Yes. You. Have," I told him. "I don't have anything else to say, Jack." I told him, then turned and walked to the window with my back to him.
He'd noticed the emphasis on his name. The name I hadn't called him since I'd discovered him as Phoenix. A name I wouldn't use again.
I heard movement behind me then the door closed. I turned to check they'd gone before I broke down in tears. Callie came running over to me, wrapping me in her arms.
"Talk to me," she demanded, pulling me over to the bed.
Sitting next to her on the bed, I placed my head on her shoulder and cried. Callie just held me until my cries became sniffles.
After wiping my eyes and blowing my nose, I turned to her, "He accused me of telling Lewis, Mia's dad, about his tattoos and the fact that he's in a band. Apparently Lewis threatened to shut Kix down if they didn't stop because he's pissed Jack isn't marrying Mia. Jack didn't ask me about it, he just assumed whatever he'd heard was fact. I would never do that to him." I started crying again. "Why would he do that to me?"
"I don't know, but I'm going to phone Donovan and get him to tell us what the hell is going on."
Chapter 59.
Jack How the hell could Thalia have gone behind my back and told Lewis about my tattoos and Deception? Did she do it in the hope he'd put a stop to the wedding if he knew about me?
Earlier when we'd arrived at Mia's house, just her father had been home, and he sure hadn't seemed happy to see us.
No sooner had he shown us into the sitting room, I'd turned around and told him I wasn't going to marry Mia. You could see the steam coming out of his ears. Liam had then jumped in by telling him that there was still going to be a wedding, but he was the groom. He'd told him that he loved Mia and would take good care of her. To say Lewis had been pissed was an understatement; he'd been furious.
He'd practically been frothing at the mouth when he'd spat out about me, and my body art, which had my dad looking at me as though I had two heads. My dad had shocked both Liam and me; by telling me the body art didn't matter, regardless of what he'd previously said. The fact was, I was his son and he loved me anyway.
Lewis had blown his lid at how accepting our dad was being and then had sneered and dropped the bomb shell about Deception and Kix. Yeah, that had been a shocker; one, which Dad tried to hide, and had carried on supporting me, but the real punch to the gut was when he announced that Thalia, had thought it would be of interest to him in knowing about my secret and recent activities.
I hadn't believed him at first, but the things he'd told us had to have come from Thalia. I'd been left speechless, and had finally let Liam drag me out of the house and into the car.
As my dad had started driving to town, I'd asked him to take us home. I'd needed to think before I saw Thalia. Dad after a few choice words had said I was old enough to make my own decision and that this mess wouldn't have happened if he'd left me alone, instead of trying to interfere in my life.
My dad was pissed to put it mildly and had been mumbling about sorting the law offices out, and about what a fucking mess Lewis had made. I guess he was going to dissolve the partnership from what he'd been mumbling about.
What none of us, Dad included, could understand was what Lewis had against our family. He'd been a partner with my dad for around twenty-six years, and like Dad had pointed out it felt like he was pissed with us for something. Dad hadn't a clue.
While I'd been at home there was no conclusion to come to. Thalia had betrayed my trust and gone behind my back. I just couldn't get it out of my head. After everything we'd done together, how the hell could she have done that?
Without any more thinking because it was driving me crazy, I'd gone into her room and thrown all her things into her bag, against my mom's wishes I might add. Mom had tried to tell me that I must have it wrong, that Thalia loved me and wouldn't do anything to hurt me, which pissed me off even more.
So that being done, I climbed back into the car with Liam and let him drive back into town to the inn. Reece and Donovan had been sitting outside waiting for us, thanks to Liam calling them.
They'd tried to get me to calm down and to think my actions through first, but I'd been adamant about what was going to happen. Liam had told me I was being a bastard, which very nearly earned him a black eye.
Sitting on the bank of the river on our land, I watched the water turn from calm into the ferocious rapids that became even stronger as they headed towards the rickety bridge. I was trying to hold myself together. No matter how mad I was at Thalia, I just couldn't get the shock on her face when I'd accused her of going behind my back, out of my head.
She was either a very good liar or Lewis had lied, and it hadn't been Thalia's doing at all. God, I was so fucking screwed up.
"I can't decide whether to punch you or ignore you right now. There is no way Thalia did what you're accusing her of." Donovan walked closer to me and got right in my face. "Did you look at her when she told you to get out, and I mean really look at her? You, in the space of five minutes destroyed the best thing that ever happened to you." He turned from me, sitting down about ten feet away glaring into the water. "You never even asked her about what Lewis said. You didn't give her the chance to tell you she had nothing to do with it. You just accused her, and that was that. You're an ass."
"You're saying Lewis lied to us? Why would he tell us it was Thalia if it wasn't? He had the information to use against me, he didn't need to use Thalia's name," I questioned.
Donovan sighed. "I don't know. Liam said he felt there was more going on than what you all realized. Tell me honestly, do you really believe Thalia went behind your back?"
"No... God I was a bastard. How could I do that to the woman I love?" I ran my hands through my hair, hoping to find inspiration. "I was so mad. I didn't stop to think. I just acted. I've fucked up."
"I'd agree with that."
"What the hell am I going to do? She probably won't even talk to me, and I wouldn't blame her, after what I said to her."
"You need to go get on your knees and apologize. Be prepared to beg. My guess is, she won't make it easy...Reece said Callie's booked them both on a flight to Texas tonight."
I whipped my head around to look at him. "Tonight?" I whispered; so close to balling like a baby.
Donovan just nodded his head.
Standing, I ran my hands through my hair again and then over my face, swiping at the tears in my eyes before Donovan noticed. Although I thought it was probably too late for that.
Donovan joined me as we started to walk back towards the house, both of us deep in thought. As we came out from the trees, I saw both Liam and Mia sitting on the porch steps wrapped around each other. That should have been Thalia and me.
"Jack, you need to listen to what Mia has to say," Liam informed me while trying to reassure her.
I felt weary and wished I could turn back the clock before everything changed. "Go on."
"It was Rebecca who told my dad about your tattoos and Deception." I met Liam's eyes.
He turned to Mia, "Carry on, babe."
"She was pissed that I'd told her I didn't want her in the wedding, so she went and told my dad about you. Apparently she was outside Kix one night and saw you without your t-shirt with Thalia in your arms...I'm so sorry Jack. It's all my fault," Mia told me, then broke into tears.
"It isn't your fault, Mia. You're not responsible for what your dad has done. He's the one to blame, not you."
"You might think differently after I tell you why my dad is being like he is."
I looked at Liam wondering what the hell was going on.
"Jack," Mia said. "My father saw... Oh God this is embarrassing."
"What she's trying to tell you is that her dad saw us that night. Three years ago. He saw us." Liam looked really angry. "He said we were dressing when he spotted us through the trees...I don't know how much truth is in that, but he figured out that it had been Mia's first time. He said at first he was shocked, but then he accepted it because he'd seen how much I loved his daughter." He pulled Mia even closer. "But all that changed when I disappeared and left his Mia all alone; heartbroken. Lewis said he'd been waiting to hurt me like I'd hurt his little girl. That's why he kept hinting to Dad that it was you who Mia needed to marry, because he knew it would hurt me."
Liam hugged Mia tighter as though he was trying to make up for his mistake three years ago. "Knowing Mia would be married to my brother. He's lost all reason... Ryder rang as well, and said he'd heard what had been threatened and not to worry, because it was all threat. He owns Kix outright and he has all the permits he needs to run the bar, and he hasn't been in breach of any of them."
"My dad has created one hell of a mess because of what he saw between Liam and me...Jack, you need to go and talk to Thalia," Mia told me, standing and taking my hand into hers. "I know she still loves you Jack, but you probably broke her heart going off like you did. You need to make this right with her."
I sighed. "I know. I'm going to head over to the inn. I'll see you guys later."
I knew what I had to do, but I didn't think it was going to be as easy as I hoped.
Chapter 60.
Thalia I'd stayed standing at the window and watched Jack and everyone leave. They all believed that I'd betrayed them. The pain sliced through me and I felt shattered. Nothing had ever hurt as much. I loved him before, and I still loved him, but I felt as though he'd torn my heart out.
Callie had called Reece on his cell and managed to get some of the story out of him. I knew I hadn't been responsible for what happened, and couldn't believe Jack believed what he'd been told. He never even bothered to ask me. Just presumed. That's what broke my heart the most; what I couldn't get out of my head. I hadn't been thinking about what he'd accused me of, just the fact he hadn't trusted me.
Sitting at the window in Callie's room, I just wanted to walk over to the bed, curl into a ball and cry my eyes out. My heart was shattered.
Callie had made us both reservations on a flight to San Antonio, for later tonight. She'd told me that I needed some Texan hospitality to try and get over what had happened with Jack. The thing was I didn't think it was going to be that easy to forget, because when I left I'd be leaving part of my heart behind.
In the few weeks I'd know him and been with him, Jack had become an integral part of my life and I'd been looking forward to living with him when we returned to college after the summer. To see where our relationship led a but no more.
"Thalia, you need to eat something, and don't tell me you aren't hungry. I heard your stomach grumbling," Callie said walking back into the room with sandwiches and sodas.
I wiped my eyes before taking mine from her. "Thanks."
"What about Reece?"
My friend blushed, and I mean blushed. Okay, she had my curiosity piqued, with my offhand comment. I seriously hadn't expected that kind of reaction. I needed a distraction. "Wow. I don't think I've ever seen you blush that shade before, so spill."
"Ugh. You're not going to let it go are you?"
"No. I also need to think about something else for a while."
"Okay...I've spent a night with him."
My eyes widened. I knew they'd done something after her mentioning them giving her four orgasms, and Reece having a piercing, but all night. She never spent the night with anyone.
"He's a really nice guy. Under all those tattoos, which are hot as well as his pierced, um, well you know... Last night I found out he has someone else, Dahlia."
She looked sad. "Callie, what happened?"
"Dahlia rang him this morning. He climbed out of bed with no word to me, at all, and left...we both knew I'd be leaving after the wedding and that it was only casual, you know. But it hurt. Him leaving like that, to go to her, when he'd convinced me last night there was nothing between them."
I honestly didn't know what to say. I didn't know Reece that well, but I wouldn't have thought he would do something like that.
"Then perhaps it's just as well we're heading home. I need to contact Liam, if he'll talk to me, and tell him I had nothing to do with what Lewis said. I also want to wish him well for Saturday. I can't believe he's getting married in two days." I laughed. "Who'd have thought all this shit would happen this summer...I wish I'd gone to Texas with you instead of coming here. Then my heart wouldn't be breaking," I whispered.
"You don't know that, and can you honestly tell me you wish you hadn't met Jack? I saw you with him, you were so different, he was perfect for you...Please don't get mad with me, but I think you need to go and find him, and tell him you had nothing to do with Lewis. I know all about your pride, but you love him."
"No. I'm not going there...I'm not hungry, maybe later. I need to go for a walk."
She stood up with me. "I'm coming."
"Thanks."
Callie slipped her feet back into the cowgirl boots she'd removed as soon as she'd come through the door, and then opened the door again. We walked downstairs in silence while I quickly wiped at a stray tear, I opened the front door of the inn and came face-to-face with Jack.