“Miss, aren’t you going to have this child?”
The doctor saw that Xia Xiaodie’s expression was very bad, so he asked tentatively.
Xia Xiaodie’s face was as white as a piece of paper, and she looked at the doctor blankly.
The doctor looked at the door, but there was no one there. “Miss, you came alone. Didn’t your boyfriend or husband come with you?”
Gu Yilin?
Xia Xiaodie recalled the day when he hung up in a bad mood by the fountain. She shook her head. “He didn’t come.”
“Miss, then you should go back and discuss it. You’re already two months pregnant. If you don’t want it, make a decision as soon as possible. You can still have a painless abortion within three months to minimize the damage.”
“But I saw the scans you took. You seem to have had a miscarriage once. You’re still young, only 19 years old. After a miscarriage, you need to take care of your body. It’s best if you get pregnant two years later, but you get pregnant again after a few months. If you have another miscarriage, two miscarriages in a year will definitely hurt your body.”
“Also, a girl should cherish herself. She has already had a miscarriage. Why didn’t you do anything about it? I think the man you found is also not very reliable. Has He considered your body?”
On New Year’s Eve, Xia Xiaodie sat alone in the corridor of the hospital. She sat in a daze from day to night.
The New Year’s Eve at night was very lively. Soon, the sound of firecrackers could be heard. Colorful fireworks bloomed in the beautiful sky and then fell like a meteor shower.
Xia Xiaodie’s little face was as white as a piece of paper. Her cold little hand was pressed against her flat stomach and she did not move for a long time.
She was pregnant again. She was two months pregnant.
She took out her phone, but she kept it in her palm. She did not dare to call Gu Yilin.
Then what should she do?
At this moment, a melodious ringtone rang. It was mother Yang Calling.
pAɴᴅᴀɴ[0)ᴠᴇʟ Xia Xiaodie picked up the call. “Hello, Auntie.”
Mother Yang’s loving and warm voice was heard. “Xiaodie, it’s New Year’s Eve today. You Don’t have to work, right? Is there anyone by your side to accompany you? If there’s no one to accompany you, then come to my house. Let’s celebrate the new year together.”
Yang Kai had not woken up. Mother Yang had already brought him home and was taking good care of him. Father and mother Yang were strong-willed people. They were optimistic and strong. They had always believed that Yang Kai would one day open his eyes and wake up.
At this moment, Xia Xiaodie was sitting alone in the corridor. The dim and lonely light pulled her figure very, very long. On the 30th day of the Lunar New Year, perhaps everyone had started to have a reunion dinner, but she did not have any relatives or friends by her side, she was just alone.
Xia Xiaodie curled her fingers and tugged at the clothes in front of her stomach. “Okay, Auntie, I’ll be there soon.”
At the Yang residence.
Mother Yang quickly pulled Xia Xiaodie closer to the villa, “Xiaodie, why are your hands so cold? It’s as cold as ice. Also, your face is so pale. Did you encounter something? Tell Auntie and see if Auntie can help.”
Xia Xiaodie curled her pale red lips and hugged mother Yang’s arm coquettishly. “Auntie, I’m very well. I eat, drink, and sleep well. It’s probably too cold outside.”
“Xiaodie, sit down quickly. I’ll go to the kitchen and get you a bowl of hot chicken soup. It’ll warm you up once you drink it.”Mother Yang ran into the kitchen.
Xia Xiaodie followed her to the kitchen door. The Auntie in the kitchen smiled, “Miss Xia, Madam knew that you were coming. She had already stewed the chicken soup. She even personally cooked a few of your favorite dishes. Madam really treats you like her own daughter.”
Xia Xiaodie felt a warmth in her heart. She looked at mother Yang’s busy figure and said in a low voice, “Auntie, Yang Kai hasn’t woken up yet. You… Really Don’t blame me?”
Mother Yang scooped a bowl of chicken soup. “Silly child, what has Yang Kai’s accident got to do with you? Don’t put everything on your shoulders. It’s not your fault.”
Mother Yang had watched Xia Xiaodie grow up. She knew that this girl was beautiful, intelligent, and independent. She knew what kind of suffering she had endured, what kind of suffering she had suffered, and how she had been wronged. She had never said anything, but she liked to hide her feelings, no matter how she looked at it, her heart ached for her.
Xia Xiaodie’s fair eyes turned red. Auntie did not blame her at all, but… Gu Sihan had become an insurmountable barrier between her and Gu Yilin. Not only did he blame her, he hated her even more. She knew all of this.
Xia Xiaodie sat on the dining chair, and mother Yang handed her a spoon, “Xiaodie, drink it while it’s hot. Don’t think too much. You Don’t have a father or a mother. You’re Only a little over 19 years old. You didn’t hurt anyone, so you don’t have to bear any guilt or repentance. You can only blame fate for playing tricks on you.”
Was that so?
Xia Xiaodie reached out her small hand and touched her flat stomach. But why did she feel that everything was her fault? Otherwise, why would the heavens play the same joke on her?
She was afraid of getting pregnant, but she was even more afraid of… Gu Yilin.
He wouldn’t want this child, she knew that.
Xia Xiaodie’s beautiful eyes were covered in a layer of blurry mist. She lowered her feather and prepared to drink the soup.
But in the next second, her phone rang. It was a call.
It was Gu Yilin calling.
Gu Yilin called her.
Xia Xiaodie quickly put down the spoon and went to the balcony to answer the call. “Hello.”
“Where are you?”Gu Yilin’s low voice was heard quickly. It was low and magnetic as usual, but it was a little gloomy compared to before.
The two of them had not spoken on the phone for a long time. Xia Xiaodie was naturally happy that he had taken the initiative to call her. “I’m at Aunt Yang’s place, you…”
Before she could finish her sentence, Gu Yilin interrupted her. “New Year’s Eve, you’re at the Yang Family? Why, Yang Kai has woken up, and you two are reunited?”
If Xia Xiaodie had not noticed his gloominess in the beginning, then now that he was mocking her, her sarcastic sarcasm made it clear that he was angry. Xia Xiaodie gripped her phone tightly and argued softly, “You’ve misunderstood. Yang Kai hasn’t woken up yet. I…”
“Since he hasn’t woken up yet, why did you go to the Yang Family? Xia Xiaodie, didn’t I raise you to serve other men?”
Xia Xiaodie’s heart was stabbed deeply. He was always like this. He was always like this. Perhaps she came to the Yang family to make him angry, then he would double the pain.
However, she knew that he didn’t do it on purpose. Maybe, this loss of control made him suffer.
Just like Gu Sihan’s disappearance, he hated her, but he hated himself even more.
Xia Xiaodie had never been so helpless and powerless like now. She couldn’t save herself, and she couldn’t save him either.
“Gu Yilin, don’t be angry. I’m sorry. It’s all my fault.”Xia Xiaodie lowered her feather and apologized to him in a low voice.
“I’m at the Green Luo Villa now. I want to see you in half an hour.”
He hung up the phone after two beeps.
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The end.