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I, An Jun Cheng, am a boring person.

Correction, I am a normal person.

........Alright, I admit it, I'm a boring, and normal person.

I don't have autism, and even more so having difficulties in conversing, likewise, I prefer to chat with people. But, since whenever I talk I'll have a little bit of.......directness into it, as well as having a slight boring conversing point as well, so normally after people talked to me once they'll never bother me again afterwards. They probably must have thought that I'm a rather aloof person.

I think that's probably what they called as being unpopular.

However, I also didn't want to actively strike up conversations too, and my natural personality was just as that, being in a hopelessly incurable passive state always and won't actively chase anything at all, hence I'm often being treated as air and being ignored, resulting in myself being alone in the end.

Also, I even felt that this way doesn't matter that much too.......of course if there's any friends at all it's not a bad thing, but not having any as well also doesn't seem to be affecting me in any way......should I attribute it onto my strong willpower, since I'm that kind of person who would be able to live on even if I'm alone by myself.

That's right, even up to now I feel that it doesn't matter if I'm alone by myself......

And so, please! Please let me stay alone by myself!

"Cheng Jun~ where are youu~ why must you hide from mee?"

The voice resounding from a distance made my entire body shudder in fear.

Within the tone carried a sensation of delight, as innocent as a child's, and she even pronounced my name opposite intentionally.

This voice's belonged to one of my classmate, Ji Lian Bing.

Up until a few days ago we hadn't even had any contact with each other at all.......not even speaking a word to each other before. Although we're classmates from the same class, even if I was just sitting right in front of her, as always I was lonesome by myself, and also won't actively befriend other people, hence we can't even be considered to even know about each other at all.

Of course, I at least do make it a point to remember all of my class's classmate names. But to me who's rather an obscure being, she's like a completely different person from another world, so it's impossible for us to develop any relations at all......

It should be that we wouldn't have any sort of relations at all, right.......

"Cheng Jun~ hurry up and come outt~ I won't do anything to youu~"

Like hell I'll believe you!

Right now I'm hiding at the fourth floor of the science departmental building, at the left male washroom in the second last cubicle, not even daring to breath out any air at all.

Occasionally, Ji Lian Bing's shouting voice floated outside. Right now it's 11 pm at night, the night self-revision session had already ended for nearly two hours. The school's duty teacher had already locked the entrance gates, and right now in the entire block of building probably only had the both of us left.

That's right, as what you've already seen, I'm hiding from her right now.

Ji Lian Bing definitely wasn't any sort of ugly female at all, it's the opposite, she's a solidly real bishoujo.

An extremely high quality high school girl, she's a school flower standard of bishoujo, an idol-like presence within the academy.

It's that kind of third-year high schooler, the type who would receive a love confession every week.

A pity was that even up to now, the number of times she was being confessed to was the number of times she had rejected those people, which also means......there's no one who could get close to her yet. Even though she looked easily approachable, there's no one who could step close any further........Ji Lian Bing seemed to be the kind who's easy to make friends with, but extremely difficult if it was to develop into a couple relationship kind.

And this sort of girl is 'chasing after' me, I should be delightfully accepting it in the first place........if it was the past me........

It's a pity that I couldn't accept her at all........yes, I won't ever be able to accept her in my entire lifetime.

No, don't get me wrong, it's not because I have gynophobia. And even more, it's not because I like men, it's because........Ji Lian Bing's not a normal person.

You didn't hear that wrongly, she's not a normal person!

"Cheng Jun~ you're in here, right? I can already smell your 'scent', mm?"

Hearing that voice, my entire body shivered.

As the voice got closer and closer, I used one hand to cover my mouth, while the other clutched onto my heart area, exerting my best to suppress the sounds of me breathing and my heartbeat, extremely terrified that she would discover that I'm hiding over here.

Ke-dang! The toilet's first cubicle doors had been forced opened, as my heart violently contracted momentarily.

I can't be discovered.........please don't be discovered!

"I, found, you, already."

The voice was very close, she's just outside!

"......!!!"

Ka-chah, ka-chah ka-chah, ka-chah ka-chah ka-chah ka-chah ka-chah ka-chah ka-chah........Pang.

The lock had been broken, what's the matter with her! This wasn't the strength that a female high schooler should have, right! Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit! If I'm discovered, I'll definitely be killed by her! From the very beginning, we're on completely different levels! If you were to use animals to compare us, she's like a snake, and I'm like a little mouse that's being preyed upon by her!

Jiiii yaaaaa............

When the door was being opened, I hid behind the door, tightly sticking my body onto the walls, trying my absolute best to hide my body while within my heart, I kept praying that I'm just a mouse.......a frightened trembling mouse........an obscure unnoticed mouse.........

"Ara? He's actually not here.........."

Quickly go! I'm begging you to quickly go already!

-ch 1 end-

(3732 words to tl)

Footnotes:

A pun onto this is that if his name is slightly reversed, to An Cheng Jun; it might sound like you're addressing him politely. 

"Jun (君)" in chinese means 'gentleman', it's the chinese word equivalent for '-kun' in japanese.

It's like calling the MC, "Cheng-kun" (诚-君)

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The name itself hints onto the girl's aloofness. It directly translates to "lady loved icyness", which reflects onto her persona towards the rest of the school, except towards our MC.

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bishoujo = extremely beautiful girl in japanese

school flower = the most beautiful girl in a school.

gynophobia = fear of women

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