Lost in train of thoughts after leaving Madam Ye's courtyard, Long Mo Er still waiting for Ye Che to open his mouth to make an explanation, but Ye Che still didn't have that intention for it, after returned to their room, Long Mo Er could not control herself anymore.
"Ye Che, what is happened to Sister Ruo Xuan? What is going on with Mother? Actually what has happened? What's going on?"
Ye Che saw Long Mo Er's expression, hesitated whether to speak about the matter or not. If he said the matter, then she must have blamed herself, he knew it. If he didn't say it, she must keep on asking him.
There was no way, Ye Che better opened his mouth and slowly said: "At the afternoon when you was went missing, Ruo Xuan and Big sister in law also Lu Quan were separated searching for you, Ruo Xuan thought that she was more familiar with that woods, so that she went there to search you. But, at last Ruo Xuan wasn't coming back, also didn't have yours shadow too. Both of you just disappeared by that way, went missing."
Long Mo Er stumbled and sat on the chair.
"We always think that you are together with Ruo Xuan, but, you have returned and still there is no news about Ruo Xuan. Then just found out that for these few days both of you weren't together. Mother because two of you were suddenly went missing, so every day she is very worried and anxious." Ye Che seeing Long Mo Er showed such expression, really could not bear it, feeling he was such cruel.
So that, Sister Ruo Xuan is gone missing.
So that, all of them are worrying of her.
So that, Mother is sick because of she and sister Ruo Xuan.
So that, everything is caused by her.
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How could she be like this? How could she make everyone hurt because of her? How could she such cruel? How could she be so irresponsible? How could she be so bad?
Long Mo Er who stared-blankly made Ye Che worried, Ye Che moving in front, gently he stroking her face. "Don't be worry, all aren’t yours fault! Please don't remorse yourself, okay? I worry you would anger yourself. Afraid that you will not let off with yourself, so that, I don't want to tell you. Don't remorse yourself okay? I will definitely find Ruo Xuan back, believe me, you still have me!"
Still silent without words, Long Mo Er immersed in her own thoughts.
Tears, there is no energy to fall anymore, within two days, she has cried too much, on contrary when her heart hurt and more she blames herself, there is no tears left anymore. Perhaps, could it this as a sign that she must be strong? Could it be this telling her that she must brave to face everything?
"Don't blame yourself, understand? Everything that happened has been arranging by the Heaven. Don't anger yourself, okay?"
"I want to calm down and be alone for while, Ye Che, can you please get out for while?" suddenly Long Mo Er opened her mouth.
Never thought that Long Mo Er would say this, although Ye Che didn't want to separate with her, but still he agreed with her plead. "Alright, you should have taken good rest, understand? It has been late of night, don't think too much, today have good rest, just wait until tomorrow when sky bright then we will talk about everything, okay?"
"En."
Didn't know whether she really listened to what he has said before, Ye Che still moving to the edge of carving wooden door, not rest assure he took a glance at her, then closed the door, went out.
Long Mo Er weaken lying down on the bed, her eyes are opened wide staring at the bed awning (under ceiling), keep on staring that way.
For very long time.