"Er Duo, I have told your mother about your marriage." Bei Heng An said on the phone.
"What did she say?" Regarding this Bei Er Duo didn't think it's weird, she even already prepared herself.
"She didn't say anything. But I know that in her heart she hopes that you will live happily." Bei Heng An said, "Er Duo, she is not an outsider, she is your mother."
After the call, Bei Er Duo sat down alone and she looked at the computer. After taking a shower, Ye Shu Wei came out. He noticed his wife's mood was distracted. He went to her side and asked her.
"Mama knows about our marriage, she didn't say anything."
"You are sad because of this?"
Bei Er Duo shook her head: "I'm okay. Anyway I never have a good relationship with her."
"Do you feel she loves you?"
Bei Er Duo considered and laughed bitterly: "In the past I thought she loves me, now I start to doubt it. Perhaps she doesn't understand what is love. If she loves me, she wouldn't give me too much pressure."
"Then do you love her?" Ye Shu Wei asked.
"I don't know."
"Do you love me?"
"Love… Em? Why suddenly do you ask this question?"
"Because I don't want you to feel troubled, so I just change to the question that you clearly know the answer."
"………."
"Er Duo, I don't want to give you any argument. I just believe in this world it exists mutual injured close relationship and like you. I hate that kind of relationship. But I believe you will be a good mother."
He always able to see her effort to hide her feeling. He always able to use words to open her secret.
"Em." She smiled, she boosted: "The one that be my children will definitely be happy. I will accompany him to play around and take a lot of photos."
"Of course." He stroked her head, "But remember don't spoil him too rotten."
"What about you? Why do you always be confident, could it be because you never worried about what happened if you couldn't be a good father?"
"No need to worry. My children just need to copy me to grow up then he will be successful."
"…….."
When Bei Er Duo brushed her teeth and went out, she noticed Ye Shu Wei sent her a picture.
It was a picture of an otter mother brought her baby to cross a river. The photo showed that the otter mother did a backstroke and crossed the river bravely. The round and little baby otter laid down on her stomach comfortably. It closed its eyes and had a sweet sleep. It was very cute.
Is it a signal? Bei Er Duo started to imagine, whether he wanted to make an effort to become stronger and urge her to upgrade her position by the end of the year?
……
This night, Bei Er Duo laid down on the bed and closed her eyes, she had completely prepared. When she heard a light sound of him switching off the light. She stayed still and waited until that man undid one of her button. But the result, there was no sign of movement from him.
"Em?" She opened her eyes and poked his arm: "You want to sleep now?"
"Em, good night."
"….."
She was a bit disappointed, what had happened. She watched the ceiling for a long time, then took initiative to pound him with her body.
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Of course it's natural that Bei Er Duo and Ye Shu Wei, who were newlyweds, were receiving many attentions; netizens asked them to post more photos. She accepted their request and posted a photo. This photo only showed one side of Ye Shu Wei's face. His body was blocked by her. It's better for her not to post it. When she posted it, she was instantly regret, all her comments section said that she had put on some weight.
"After married, how many have you gained? Ye Shu Wei seems to be much thinner than before. Although we all know it, let me remind you. Even you guys are newlyweds, you need to keep your body healthy. He is also not an iron man."
At first she wanted to call Tang Li to chat, yet it wasn't answered. She was confused.
The fact is Tang Li had asked to resign the day preselection ended. The next day she gave herself a holiday and took a big bus to small old town to play around. She turned off her phone.
On the way, she remembered each moments of her togetherness with Yu Sheng, until the last moment. He was folding his hands and looked at her resignation letter.
After a long time, he raised his head and asked without any overtone: "Is it really hard to work at You Guo?"
"Em." She admitted and looked at his face.
"Since it's that way, then I will respect your choice." He stood up and smiled tolerant. He extended his hand: "Also thank you for your hard work."
Just like that, all of it ended.
She had expected it and it also matched his style. He never be a sloppy man, man that likes to say polite banalities. If not he will not hold that high position.
It was a quite peaceful end for a crush, after considering for a while, her crush histories are quite glorious. Since the kindergarten, then liking a little man with apple-kind of face, math teachers, most handsome football player in school, pianist, and lastly her boss.
She should thank those men, because their rejection didn't make her be that miserable. Especially he, since the beginning, he never let any of her colleagues to know her feeling, he protected her feeling.
He always be a gentleman, gentle and polite. As a boss, it's all great. He didn't do anything sorry toward her.
She closed her poetry and wondered.
She turned on her phone and noticed two short messages. It was from Bei Er Duo, and the other one was from Yu Sheng "I'm sorry."
She replied to Bei Er Duo's message, she couldn't help but to laugh at her message: "Go go go, don't always talk about your husband, do you want to make me jealous?"
Then the bus entered the tunnel. She turned the light to be dimmer. After a while, she felt her eyes started to get teary.
She looked at the window outside after it passed the tunnel, she smiled.
It was just a part of a journey. She will still have a long way to go. It might be another bumpy road, but as long she could maintain a positive feeling and kindness, she will always get something that belong to her.
The one that missed her, she could just regard as someone that is not really belong to her.
She wouldn't blame god and accuse others, she is good in noticing the beauty of life.
It's right, right?
Since the photo of that suspected Zhang Yi Lu to undergo plastic surgery, netizens kept on digging for her information, including the news about her bad relationship with other female anchor.
Because the rumor kept on getting hotter, Zhang Yi Lu redrew from a lot of jobs also for lowering the intensity of the rumor. But this way didn't give her any way to turn the tide to her favor. A man from Wu Chen's social circle, who has a cruel intention, publicly lashed out Zhang Yi Lu. He criticized her to be someone that always pretended to be genuine, it was just her mask. He said that Wu Chen was really out of luck that he could have relationship with that kind of woman.
Once again it created negative impression toward Zhang Yi Lu. Once again, netizens dug more information about her. They discovered that "a quick-witted little lily", who previously wanted to ruin Bei Er Duo's image online, is Zhang Yi Lu's sister account. Someone posted their information. "A quick-witted lily" is also related to Huo Xiao Tong.
Just in a while, many netizens decide that Zhang Yi Lu is the master planner that wants to ruin Bei Er Duo by creating rumors because she is jealous of Bei Er Duo.
It created more difficult situation for Zhang Yi Lu. A lot of netizens commented in Bei Er Duo's comment section to support her. Unexpectedly Ye Shu Wei hit a like button of the photo that showing the plastic surgery of Zhang Yi Lu…..
"Cough cough." Very quickly Bei Er Duo went to her husband's side. With serious face, "I have something to ask you. I will give you a chance to tell me honestly, do you have something that you hide from me?"
"What?" He was calm.
"Related to Zhang Yi Lu." She reminded him.
"What do you want to know?"
"Do you know her?"
"No."
"Are you lying." Zhang Yi Lu's diary was really moving, she remembered it clearly, it was the part where she wrote about her crush to Ye Shu Wei.
"Er Duo, her mother had been our maid, but I never met her. I also never said anything to her. Do you think it mean that we know each other?"
"Okay. I can accept this answer." Bei Er Duo hugged his neck then seized the opportunity when he lowered his head to kiss his lips.
"Em." When he hadn't responded, she already ended the kiss.
"It's a reward. It's a reward for not seeing her."
"She is not the only woman that I am not seeing her."
"So?"
"It's enough, please continue."
"……….."