The act of Ye Shu Wei of suddenly hugged her waist let Bei Er Duo felt herself to be shocked electrically. The waist part of her body suddenly felt burnt.
At first she thought he just did it accidentally, but after five seconds, his palm still sticked closed to her skin steadily. He had no intention to moved it away. It was only separated with a thin material, the temperature of her body raised up.
He did it in purpose. She was a bit disbelief when she aware of it.
In a second, in her mind flee a lot of thinking. Up to the extend her vision, she unexpectedly didn't dare to look straight to his eyes. Her heart was beating fast. Suddenly her vision met a dazzling thing. It was from a jewelry store.
Suddenly, her heart stopped beating.
"Wait for a while." Bei Er Duo struggled free from Ye Shu Wei's hand, and went over toward teh the jewelry store.
Ye Shu Wei immediately followed her, the beverage waiters called them lightly: "Your drinks are not done, it's still being prepared."
Bei Er Duo stood in front of the jewelry store, she looked at Xu Zhen Fen and a young man together.
Xu Chen Fen wore a light green dress and she put her hair down, which is a rare thing. She was smiling charmingly to that young man. The young man saw it and touched her face. She closed her eyes, and that man acted tactfully, he lowered his head to kiss her lips. Meanwhile, his hands were also exploring her body.
They kissed publicly.
Bei Er Duo's head was in explosion for a while, in a brief, she felt dizzy and a kind of intense urge to vomit.
"Er Duo." Ye Shu Wei came over her side, "What happened, are you sick?"
"No." Bei Er Duo inclined her head stiffly. Her eyes looked at him, "I have something, I need to go inside and ask for a while. Could you stay here and wait for me for a while? Just five minutes."
"You don't wish me to get in?" He confirmed.
"Em."
"Okay, I will wait for you here."
Bei Er Duo pushed the door and got inside, she directly came in front of the couple who was still kissing. With a cold voice: "Ma, why are you here?"
Xu Chen Fen was like being slapped, her whole heart was scorching. She opened her eyes and ended hurriedly their kissing. She turned her head and looked at her suddenly appeared daughter.
Bei Er Duo's eyes was cold and inspecting Xu Chen Fen.
They both looked at each other for a full minute, Xu Chen Fen showed the initiative and said annoyingly: "In the past I ordered a jewelry here, I come here to take it."
"Who is he?"
"My friend."
"Boyfriend?"
"It's unrelated to you, don't you talk too much." Xu Chen Fen's voice was somewhat irritating. "Is there a daughter like you? Suddenly rush in and interrogate your Mama?"
"At first I also didn't want to come inside. But I saw that he was kissing you and his hands was impolite. So I couldn't hold my curiosity and just got inside to ask. Are you dating?"
"Shut up!" Xu Chen Fen excoriated.
"Bei Er Duo, although I am your mother, but at that same I am also a single woman, it's not illegal to date."
"Right, it's your freedom to date even you are dating someone who is younger than Papa. There would be no one would be able to intervene." Bei Er Duo got the answer, and her heart was cold.
Is she too naive? She still had a delusion that one day Papa could be able to chase back Mama. She had illusion that one day Mama would regret her decision for asking a divorce, she would recognize that this life, he would be the people who love her most. She would run back to Papa for admitting her mistake.
Xu Chen Fen frowned. Her daughter mockery let her lose face, also let her mood turned sour. With her status: "Bei Er Duo, stop before you are going too far. Don't you challenge my patience. Now immediately get out, you are not allowed to disturb my date."
"Date? Okay. When you are done, then immediately call me. I have something to talk to you."
"Isn't it contradicted? You think I am your daughter? What I do, what friend I have, do I need to report to you? Stop talking nonsense, now immediately go away!"
Bei Er Duo looked at Xu Chen Fen's angry expression, and didn't feel a bit of flustering. She turned her head and looked at the young boy. He wore a delicate skintight suit, he should have a good body. Because he is young so his eyes were bright and has a great skin. He is smiling and calm as if everything he is doing is appropriate. He was enjoying the drama between the mother and daughter.
Bei Er Duo suddenly felt disgusted. This man even couldn't get ten points if being compared with Papa.
Yet Xu Chen Fen could be enchanted by this type of man.
"Fen, your daughter is really beautiful, she is like you." The man said softly. "Especially her eyes."
"I look like my father." Bei Er Duo responded to her, and looked at Xu Chen Fen. "Do you really never do anything wrong to him?"
This sentence evoked the most difficult memory for her.
The time Bei Er Duo was eleven years, Bei Heng An got an injury and lived in the hospital for two months. In one of the weekend after she finished her overtime. One of her male colleague sent her home, furthermore sent her up. The moment the door opened, the man intentionally used his hand to probe her legs. She couldn't press her thirst and turned her body and kissed him.
They went from the door to the sofa in the living room. They kissed for a long time and forgot about anything else, until the man opened her first button impatiently, she just yelled stopped to him. She pushed him away and stood up: "Thank you for sending home, but don't do it here."
The man laughed and tidied his clothes, he said, "Goodbye.", then left.
Her hair was in a mess, she sat down and tried to calm herself on the sofa. Until she heard a sound from the room. She opened the door hurriedly and rushed inside. She noticed Bei Er Duo was stooping and picked her book.
"How could you be at home?" She was surprised, usually her daughter should be in grandma's house.
"I couldn't sleep in grandma's house. So I come home." Bei Er Duo seemed normal. "Ma, when did you go home? I just slept before, I didn't hear anything."
"I just arrived." She pretended to answer calmly, but her heart was in panic. She was puzzled whether her daughter heard it or not.
"Then you go and get a rest. I would read some more books." Bei Er Duo seemed to not know anything, she picked her books and sat down on the sofa. She was reading her book seriously.
……..
This moment, Xu Chen Fen looked at her daughter, she seemed to know about this fact. Her expression showed a kind of disappointment.
"Did you really never do anything wrong to him?" Bei Er Duo repeated.
The words were like the sharp knife that stabbed Xu Chen Fen's mental. In a moment, in this bright jewelry store, she felt she lost the ability to breath. She was oppressed and sank into dread.
"You let him down." Bei Er Duo mumbled lightly.
"Enough!" Xu Chen Fen yelled and impatiently, her face turned pale: "Do you want to make me go mad here?! Go away!"
Bei Er Duo stood still.
"Are you deaf?! I ask you to go home! Hurry up go home! Don't let me see you!" Xu Chen Fen raised her arm and was about to slap Bei Er Duo.
Her hand just about to hit her face, but her wrist was stopped by another hand.
Bei Er Duo raised her eyes, and looked at that familiar and nice finger. Just in time he gripped Xu Chen Fen's violent act.
"No matter who is she. She doesn't have the right to hit you." Ye Shu Wei let go of Xu Chen Fen's hand. He pulled Bei Er Duo back by two steps. He hung his hand on her shoulder, and with his cold and serious voice: "It's not right to hit people, you are absolutely couldn't hit her."
Xu Chen Fen panted, she lost her last power. She used her hand to cover her forehead.
The man immediately supported her and said considerately: "Fen, how are you?"
"Let's go." Xu Chen Fen said quietly."
The man was good at understanding people so he accompanied her to leave. Xu Chen Fen took a few steps and stopped, and turned her body. She said coldly: "I know toward me you would always have resentments, you feel that I am unqualified to be your mother. Okay, I admit I don't do it well. I educate yo to be like this. Since you already don't have any respect to me, then I also wouldn't force it again. From today, I wouldn't ask about any of your matters anymore. Your life would be unrelated to me. In any case you are an adult. It's your responsibility now."
Waiting until Xu Chen Fen and the man disappeared, Bei Er Duo's ear was buzzing.
As usual, she is already twenty five years old girl, she is not fifteen or five years old, she shouldn't be difficult to accept this reality, moreover they are not really close to each other.
But why, her heart was in pain.
In a next second, she felt a warm touch on her shoulder.
Ye Shu Wei bent his waist and she could feel his warmth breath.
She looked at him, he could see her expression clearly. He asked: "Do you want to cry?"
It would be okay for him not say it, but the moment he said it, her eyes was rapidly teary in a second. She raised her hand to wipe it. Her voice was hoarse: "No."
He clutched her hand, and put it down: "If you want to cry, you don't need to hold it. I have a place that could let you cry freely."
After five minutes, Ye Shu Wei took Bei Er Duo to the tree in a corner, he halted and then his hands touched her shoulders.
"You mean this place?" Bei Er Duo choked with sobs. She already prepared to cry to give out her pressure. He thought that he would take her to a secret and hidden place to let her drain it all, but she didn't expect him to chose this place that a lot of cars passed.
"No, I mean here." He pulled her to his own spacious chest.
Bei Er Duo: "……."
"You could start." Seeing how she hadn't started, he extended his hand to stroke the head that buried on his chest.
Bei Er Duo inhaled: "You don't resent my snivel would smear your clothes?"
"At your will." He said calmly.
"Then… I will start." Bei Er Duo felt her mood to be stuck. She couldn't even cry. With her red eye, she looked at him seriously: "Suddenly my tear is stuck, could you say a sentence that could make me get emotional?"
Hearing this, he extended his hand to pinch her cheek: "You seem to not be a fatty one, but unexpectedly could be pinched by this much."
"…….."
The result is, Bei Er Duo completely cried for half hour in this spacious warm embrace. The time she cried, she didn't say anything. She just cried and complained of how her mother regards her as a burden. How could she being disliked and abandon by her, then faintly she heard Ye Shu Wei said something.
"What did you say? I couldn't hear it clearly." Bei Er Duo said.
"It's nothing." He took a tissue and let her blow her nose.
Although she was in doubt, but she was in heartache so she did't ask further, she just ignored his words before.
What he said: "If she dislike and regards you as a burden then just throw you away, also it would be easy for me to take over."