“I’ve realized that you won’t fall in love with me no matter what. I’m too tired. I don’t want to continue.” Shangguan Yu picked up the coffee cup, lowered her head, and took a sip.
The bitter taste immediately spread through her taste buds.
“That’s not all it is. You were fine the last time we met!” Fu Siye felt that she couldn’t have wanted a divorce just because she was tired. Last time, she’d wanted him to make a decision for her. He had brought her around S Country and even told her that it was impossible between him and Gu Lingyin. He only felt guilty toward Gu Lingyin, and their relationship had improved a lot.
Furthermore, she had previously probed him and forced him to make a decision only because she wanted to know how he wanted to treat their marriage. Did he still want to divorce her like before, or did he want to continue with her? If he wanted to divorce her, she would let go and fulfill his wish.
If he didn’t want to, she would continue living with him. To put it simply, she still wanted to be with him.
Under such circumstances, she would definitely not be so determined to divorce him without anything happening!
“Why don’t you want a divorce? You don’t love me.” Shangguan Yu didn’t understand. She didn’t understand why he was so persistent in asking her why. If he didn’t love her, wouldn’t their divorce be just right?
Fu Siye: “…”
He didn’t know how to answer her question.
“Siye, I didn’t agree to reject this marriage back then and insisted on marrying you. It’s my fault. I know I was wrong. I know that even if I give you all my assets, it won’t make up for my mistakes. So tell me, and I’ll do my best to do whatever you want as long as it’s something I can do!”
Fu Siye instinctively said, “No divorce.”
Then he said, “If you don’t like Gu Lingyin, I’ll keep a distance from her from now on.”
Shangguan Yu: “…”
She didn’t know why he was doing this.
When she needed these words from him, having them granted was harder than climbing the heavens. Now, she didn’t need them anymore, but he said them so easily.
Was heaven mocking her?
“I can’t do that. I want a divorce.”
“Why?” Fu Siye asked again.
Shangguan Yu felt a headache coming on. Their current situation seemed to have reached a vicious cycle. If she wanted a divorce, he would not divorce her no matter how much she asked.
She didn’t know why he didn’t want to leave. She had asked earlier, but he didn’t answer. She didn’t want to ask anymore.
She did not have the energy to continue pestering him. Since he wanted to know the reason why she had completely given up, she’d tell him, as long as it would make him willing to end this.
Before she could say anything, Fu Siye said, “Don’t say things like you’re tired. I don’t believe you’ll suddenly be like this!”
After he said that, he recalled when she had changed. Hence, he said, “Could it be because you called me that night and said that you were assuming that you were pregnant…
“And I said I don’t want your child?” He knew how much Shangguan Yu wanted a child. In fact, he regretted it after saying that. It wasn’t because he didn’t want her child that he avoided getting her pregnant. However, he was used to Shangguan Yu trying to please him. Even if he regretted it, he didn’t call her to explain anything.
After he said that, Shangguan Yu’s hand, which was holding the coffee cup, suddenly trembled. She was trembling so much that she couldn’t hold the coffee cup steady. A lot of coffee spilled out.
It was because of this sentence.
It was because of these words that she lost everything. That was why she lost her baby in a daze.