Chapter 28
Chapter 28
This is the first night of living together with Sasakursan .
This apartment I live in is a little luxurious 1LK apartment, so I had Sasakursan sleep in the bedroom where she could have her privacy and I planned to sleep on the sofa in the living room… But at Sasakursan’s strong request, I decided to sleep with her in the bedroom on a separate futon . Needless to say, the futons we are using are the futons for royal family members that I borrowed from another world .
I thought she would be more embarassed to sleep in the same room on our first night living together, but nothing happened and Sasakursan went to bed early . Now it’s nighttime and I’m the only one awake, lying on my futon .
Honestly, It’s a lie if I say that I wasn’t expecting anything .
However, I feel complicated because I was just as relieved that nothing happened .
Rather, I’m so nervous that I can’t sleep, but I’m impressed that Sasakursan was able to sleep in this situation .
Maybe it’s because she had idled around and unpacked after we got home, but she’s too careless given the fact that she’s alone with a man who’s not a family member .
For the time being, I kept my reason in check by setting restrictions using Contract magic so that I would not attack her without her consent .
There’s no way I’m going to hurt her even if I don’t use magic to restrict myself, but it’s better to be careful .
If I look sideways, I could see Sasakursan’s sleeping face .
I can hear the soft sound of her breath, and the movement of her futon that slowly moves up and down is a dangerous sight that stirs me up .
Oh, what a happy and heart-damaging situation!
(What should I do!)
[Die . ]
[Same . ]
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Since I coudn’t sleep because of nervousness, I briefly explained the situation and consulted with ji and B-ji, who gave me some terrible and short words of congratulations .
If only it wasn’t the third time I’m overfilled with emotions, I might have shouted at them loudly just like before .
Well, I expected such a reaction .
According to the report, ji, who worships the demon Luminas-chan as his god, was initially liked by her because of the demand for his extraordinary ability . They began to act together since then, but it seems that they have not progressed that much from there .
They act and laugh with each other, and take a little bit of skinship, but they still can not progress to a relationship like lovers, since Luminous-chan don’t seem to understand the need for a relationship like that because she’s a devil and their values are too different .
Even so, I heard that their faith (friendship) is slowly deepening as he can see her feelings through various things, like during the time she took tare of him when he was suffering from poison from a food he ate, showing a reassured and happy look when he got well .
On the other hand, B-ji, who had been married to a princess since the first day he was summoned as a hero, was on the constant state of life and death with her . Even though their relationship was contracted, she had started to grow in love with him .
Anyway, Yunsama is the most powerful person in the world over there .
She was an invaluable force against the Demon King, and as a result, child-making with her was forbidden .
But B-ji wanted Yunsama to be in a safe place, so when he told her he wanted to make one with her,
“As a royal, as a person from this world, I don’t want to force all the heroes (you) that we have called from another world to fight for us while we sit back and live in peace . Either we fight together and die together, or we succeed together and live together . Only by doing one from these two choices will I be trully happy, ok?”
she said, turning him down .
It seems that B-ji had no choice but to nod as it’s not deniable that in our belief, our god’s happiness is absolute .
As a result, B-ji remains chaste until he manages to do something about the demon king .
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Because of their situation, they can’t help getting jealous of me who has come to the stage of living together with her from being mere classmates in just three days .
I am generous enough to take their words with a broad heart .
However, right .
If you think about it, there is a high possibility that the current situation will lead to that (s・x) .
I like Sasakursan and she likes me so much that she wants to sleep in the same room .
I think it’s possible that she would easily agree if I ask for it .
Considering how Sasakursan suddenly turned aggressive, it might even be possible that she whould be the one to ask for it .
If Sasakursan asks me to do that… can I say sane?
Honestly, I have no confidence, and I might even faint because of the overflowing joy .
In fact, I have a fainted in the past because of Sasakursan’s cuteness and the joy I felt when she came to my home last Saturday looking for me .
It happened just two days ago, so I still remember it clearly .
Sasakursan with her cheeks dyed red… her smooth, warm and very soft thighs… her body temperature… no, that’s not what I should be remembering now .
I haven’t fainted with joy since then, but I’m a little worried because I think my consciousness could fly if that happened .
If I pass out after being asked to do it, that feeling might die down she might not bring it up again out of concern . I should definitely avoid that .
Haa, I can’t sleep anymore when I think about it .
In short, what do I want to do?
……At this time, I want to declare in my mind my true feelings without it being wrapped up in an oblaat .
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(T/N: Oblaat is a thin layer of starch used to wrap candies and medicines similar to pills . c:Wikipedia)
(Because I was able to become lovers with Sasakursan, I want to do something as much as possible)
[[Don’t say such a vivid thing in your mind]]
Oops, I accidentally blurted that to the other -ji’s .
Now, if I declare my desire again, it is really quite simple .
I’ve always loved Sasakursan, and since I was able to become her lover, it’s only natural .
That’s why I shouldn’t be ashamed of this desire for Sasakursan!
However, if I do it foolishly and straightforwardly, it might be a drag and there’s a huge possibility that I would only hurt her .
First of all, I should set the mood and then… I’m totally filled with worldly desires .
I can’t calm down at all .
After all, let’s stop sleeping in the same room .
At this rate, I will die due to mental agony .
However, Sasakursan was the one who requested that whe share the room, so if I go to another room now, she might get hurt when she wakes up .
So let’s do that only after consulting her tomorrow morning .
I can’t enjoy this moment at all, but I also don’t want to hurt her .
I tried to close my eyes to sleep after deciding that .
“Shinjou…kun…”
“Hmm…!”
While I was trying to sleep, I heard a small voice .
When I glanced at her to confirm, it doesn’t look like she woke up, and a light smile formed on her lips .
It seems that she had just spoken in her sleep .
I was relieved that I didn’t disturb Sasakursan’s good sleep, so I tried to sleep this time…
“I love…… you……”
Hmm! I can’t!
If you say that in your sleep, I won’t be able to sleep at all!
I have to get out of the room and calm myself down . If I don’t…
No, calm down, don’t panic, let’s slowly get out of the futon so that we won’t disturb Sasakursan’s sleep… hmm?
“…am I just imagining things?”
As I was about to leave the room, I suddenly felt a gaze behind me and I looked back to confirm, but Sasakursan was sleeping quietly and I couldn’t find anything strange .
I looked around the room for a while, but I didn’t notice anything unusual, so I shrugged my shoulders and left the room .