Chapter 1049: 1049
Lan Ya was stunned again, as she became a little nervous . Helian Wei Wei asked rhetorically in a calm manner, “If she has been here before, why did you not see her?”
All of a sudden, Chen Zhendong was speechless . Even he did not know why he felt her presence, despite being unable to see her .
“Actually, Mr . Chen, you do not need to waste time on Lan Ya . ” Helian Wei Wei saw him in deep contemplation and laughed a little . Then, she continued saying, “I’ve heard from Lan Ya and read the news that you were preparing to pursue someone else . If that’s the case, why don’t you two break up in peace?”
Chen Zhendong did not say anything .
Actually, Lan Ya knew what he was thinking clearly .
He’s probably still worried .
After all, he chased me out of his house simply because that person asked him if he wanted to break up with her .
It was raining heavily that day . It felt extremely cold when the pouring raindrops fell on her body .
However, she did not cry .
On the second day, she had a fever and her temperature reached 39°C . Sadly, she was curled up tightly in her blanket and receiving an intravenous drip in the hospital alone .
She could see them happily walking together in white robes through the window .
After mulling it over, she seriously considered separating from him since then .
After she had recovered and calmed down, she planned to discuss it with him . Alas, she was involved in an accident as she was too upset to accept their impending breakup .
He was probably worried that she would harm the relationship between him and Xiao Ziqiu . After all, she only managed to be in a relationship with him by using an immoral method .
To him, she had already become someone who would wreck other people’s relationships for her own benefit .
Actually, he did not understand her at all .
She may lower her ego for love, but she would never damage anyone’s relationship .
From the very beginning, she had said that if he found someone that he loved, she would let him go .
However, he did give her any trust at all .
This clearly indicated how pathetic she had been living for the past three years .
Lan Ya did not know why she was crying .
Maybe the grievances had accumulated until a certain degree after all these years .
She simply could not take it anymore .
Throughout the past three years, she sacrificed her self-esteem in exchange for the time to be by his side .
This was because she was too afraid of losing him .
She thought that she would receive something in return, even if it was a hint of gratitude from him .
Alas, all she ultimately gained was hatred and her almost depleted love .
No one knows how terrible she felt, when she was huddled up in the hospital and staring blankly at the penicillin flowing into her veins, with no one by her side .
It felt so painful, as if her heart was violently stabbed and all her organs had been hollowed out .
If she was given the chance to choose again, she would not express her affection like that again . She would have distanced herself from him instantly when she realized her unreciprocated feelings .
Unfortunately, there was no turning back after making regretful choices .
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Lan Ya was somehow relieved that God arranged this accident for her .
Without this accident, she would never know how insignificant and negligible she was in his heart .
He never liked taking photos .
However, there was a group photo from his school days between the pages in his book .
There were a lot of people in the photo, including Xiao Ziqiu, although she stood quite far away from him .
At that time, the crisis had not fallen on the Chen Family .
He even hugged her shoulder to display their camaraderie in the graduation photo .
Am I stupid?
I didn’t even realize that he might already have a crush at that time .
I was the heinous one . If it weren’t for the contract, maybe the two of them would’ve been together .
In the beginning, I was very jealous of Xiao Ziqiu . After all, that woman has everything that I don’t .
She is gentle, considerate, and coquettish .
Moreover, she’s younger than Chen Zhendong .
Most importantly, when Chen Zhendong is with Xiao Ziqiu, his eyes and eyebrows would curve blissfully .
That kind of gentleness is starkly different from when he is with me .
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After thinking it over, even when we were making love, he would be extremely aggressive .
I dared not make him angry because this relationship was destined to be unequal from the start .
If it was Xiao Ziqiu, maybe he would be much more patient .
After seeing the photo, a realization suddenly dawned on her .
She wanted to repay him, no matter how .
However, at that moment, she found out she could not leave the house . Initially, she wanted to dial her brother’s phone . However, curiously, she discovered that she could only pick up calls but she could not call anyone using the phone .
She had no choice and could only try to contact her family members using the internet, but to no avail .
When she was browsing a Taobao shop and talked to Helian Wei Wei, she realized that she had become a wisp of soul .
The most pathetic thing was that she could not leave the place because of her obsession, even in this state .
“I regretted it . ”
Lan Ya, who would never say these words, suddenly broke into a peal of laughter as tears cascaded down her cheeks . ”
Helian Wei Wei looked at Lan Ya who was behind her and turned her head again to look at Chen Zhendong . “Mr . Chen, have you ever thought that Lan Ya would regret it one day?”
Chen Zhendong’s eyes were full of shock as he repeated, “Regret?”
“That’s right . ” Helian Wei Wei’s eyes were clear as she added, “She personally told me that she regretted it . She regretted being with you in the past . If she’s given the chance to choose again, she will still give all her savings to you but she will choose to go overseas immediately . She will accomplish her responsibility as a friend, but she will not pour all her heart on you . She will merely remain as a childhood friend . In that way, if the two of you meet again, both of you will be with someone you like . ”
“Just like how you two were like when you were young, she said that she’s taller than you, so she was protective of you . Every time in school, she would defend you when the older students tried to bully you . Her protectiveness has never changed regardless of age . You shouldn’t assume that she’s changed completely . This time, she has really stepped back sufficiently . If you two meet in the future, she will still treat you as a younger brother . Whether you believe it or not, it’s no longer important to her . ”
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As he listened to her, Chen Zhendong suddenly grew weak in the knees and had to support himself with the wall beside him .
They had countless fights in the past three years .
When he was unhappy, bitterness would overcome him even when he saw her standing beside him .
Yes, I’m very clear about it, she wouldn’t tolerate me if we didn’t grow up together .
I knew her better than anyone else in the world . She would always confuse her feelings in a relationship .
To be honest, she never liked being intimate with me .
If she really loved me, why would she hate being intimate with me?
However, that’s fine, since I like girls that aren’t like her .
We could’ve stayed together for a long time as a family .
I thought that she would stand by my side and console me when I’m at my lowest .
Laughably, she did give me what I wished for the most, but not in the way that I wanted…
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