Hearing that, Yu Lili said with a smile, “You don’t need to apologize, Ou Ming . You should be glad that I never succeeded in committing suicide . Otherwise, I am afraid that I wouldn’t let you go even if I became a ghost . ”
“You will never succeed . ” Ou Ming looked at her and said with a dry throat, “I won’t let you die . ”
Yu Lili shook her head, then gently pushed his hands away and said, “That’s it . Merry meet and merry part, right? You have your wife, and I will find a man who will spoil and love me, so I won’t have to rely on you, Ou Ming . ”
“No!” Ou Ming’s throat tightened . Ou Ming didn’t know what to do as he looked at her, so he said, “No way, Yu Lili!”
“Nothing is impossible . ” Yu Lili smiled, and her eyes held some grief . Looking at Ou Ming was like watching a panicking child, but soon, she turned away from him . “No one can live without anybody . ” As she spoke, she was already walking toward the door of the housing area .
However, Ou Ming responded quickly, shouting, “I can’t!”
What he said made Yu Lili stop .
Ou Ming stood behind her, looking at her back . His voice sounded a little empty and husky, filled with some indescribable fear . “I can’t, Yu Lili . Without you, I can’t live . ”
When Yu Lili heard what he said, she smiled .
As she turned her head and looked at him, more grief became visible in her eyes . Then she smiled, and her smile was like the most brilliant sunflower that quietly and silently bloomed .
“Don’t deceive yourself as well as others, Ou Ming . ” Yu Lili looked at him and said slowly, “You are different from me . You can live without anyone at all, and you’ll just be missing some fun without me . ”
From the beginning, Yu Lili had known very clearly what role she would fulfill for Ou Ming .
I can make him happy, give him sexual release, and help him enjoy himself, but I cannot give him a reason to live .
I’m just entertainment for him, and it’s not like being entertaining makes me important to him .
As long as I want, I can continue to be with him, as a mistress who knows how to watch her step and please him and make him happy . It’s just like when I was a kid; the children of the orphanage abused me, but if I continued to pretend nothing had happened, I could get candy .
But I don’t want to, not anymore .
I don’t want that .
Ou Ming saw her smile, and he held her hand more tightly and said, “Can you wait for two months? During that time, I will solve the current problems, and then you can marry me . ”
“Ou Ming . ” Yu Lili shook his hand off and said, “Go back home . Your fiancee needs you more than I do . ” After getting rid of him, Yu Lili quickly walked inside .
Her back was turned to Ou Ming, but tears were streaming quietly down her face .
Ou Ming looked at her figure and felt somewhat frustrated .
Back in the car, he took out his phone .
Then he found Shen Luo’an’s number and dialed it .
When Yu Lili stepped into the apartment, her eyes were full of tears .
Ye Qianqian moved closer to her, but when she saw Yu Lili’s expression, she swallowed the question that she was about to ask .