Everyone couldn’t accept the fact that Lu Zhanbei was about to die .
However, Lin Wanwan accepted it .
Ever since the day she cried while hugging Lu Zhanbei, she really didn’t shed another tear again . As long as it was in front of him, she would always be laughing .
He wanted her to be happy . She would be happy .
Shen Zhiyi and the rest would come to the hospital every day . They would leave after taking a look at Lu Zhanbei, then find out more about his situation from the doctor .
Although nobody said anything, Lin Wanwan could tell from their increasingly heavy looks that they didn’t manage to find a cure .
Time passed by day by day . Half a month later, Lu Zhanbei put on an oxygen mask .
After he fell asleep, Lin Wanwan walked to the window curtain to take a breather .
Ding dong . Her mobile suddenly sounded with a notification .
Lin Wanwan slid the screen and realized it was a private message .
Ball: “I haven’t seen your updates on Weibo recently . Did you encounter any trouble?”
Lin Wanwan: “Yes . ”
Ball: “Perhaps I can come up with some ideas for you . ”
Lin Wanwan had indeed accumulated a lot of negative emotions recently . However, she couldn’t tell anyone else as that would increase their stress .
Lin Wanwan: “My boyfriend’s sick . He can’t live for much longer . ”
Ball: “My condolences . Pain is just temporary . Time will heal all pain . ”
Lin Wanwan: “You don’t understand . Actually, I didn’t understand in the past as well . Now, I understand . Regardless of how busy this world is, without that person, life will have lost all meaning . ”
Ball: “I hope you don’t develop the ridiculous thought of committing suicide . ”
Lin Wanwan smiled, but the smile didn’t reach her eyes .
Lin Wanwan: “I won’t . He wants me to live well . I can’t disappoint him . However, thinking about life without him makes me feel despair . I don’t know how I can survive alone for such a long period of time . ”
After a while, Ball sent another message .
“You can find someone else to accompany you . That Tang Chen will definitely be willing . ”
Lin Wanwan: “That was what he wanted as well . However, I won’t go by his wishes and let him leave with peace of mind . I want him to be worried about me even when he’s dead . It would be best if his corpse could suddenly move!”
Ball: “…”
As Lin Wanwan typed, her eyes started to turn sour again .
Ball: “Are you crying again?”
Again?
Lin Wanwan simply assumed that he had guessed she had cried many times and didn’t take what he said to heart .
“No . Thanks for listening to me rant for such a long time . I’ll go offline first . As usual, let’s keep our conversation a secret . Bye . ”
Lu Zhanbei didn’t shift his gaze away from this row of words for a long time . His heart felt sweet and sour at the same time .
He wished for her to forget him, but he also wished for her to forever remember him .
His ultimate wish was that he wanted her to live well .
At this moment, the door was pushed open .
Lu Zhanbei looked up and at the woman standing outside the door . His expression returned to normal . “Why are you here?”
“Lu Zhanbei, you have hidden a lot of matters from me . ”
Half an hour later, Lin Wanwan rushed back after sorting out her emotions . Seeing a few medical personnel coming out from the ward, she immediately rushed over and felt her heart tighten .
“What happened to him?”
“Mr . Lu’s respiratory system has started to deteriorate . Remember to put on the oxygen mask for him on time . ”
“…Ok . ” Lin Wanwan rubbed her lips and her heart felt heavy .
After the medical personnel walked away, Lin Wanwan looked up at the white ceiling and forced her tears back .
Could this be the price she had to pay for her resurrection?
Just when she thought she had grabbed hold of happiness, she realized that all of this was a scary illusionary perfection .
How cruel was it for her to lose again what she possessed .
If possible, she was willing to exchange her everything for Lu Zhanbei to continue living .
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