Published at 5th of November 2020 02:40:05 AM
Chapter 2743: 2743
“When the Very High named their skill Forget Love, they meant it literally . With this Very High elder’s level of advancement, he must have been very close to quelling all emotions within himself . What could possibly make an elite that had reached such a level so upset?” Han Sen hadn’t developed any geno art to such an extreme level of proficiency, so he couldn’t understand what that Very High elder must have been thinking . Therefore, he had to risk poisoning himself by intentionally exploring the eye mind . He needed to let himself go and dive into the sadness .
He had been trying his best to fight off the sad mind, so he had only experienced the surface of the emotion . Now that he was letting himself go and allowing his mind to freefall into the sad mind, however, he could understand it at a deeper level .
But the price he had to pay for that understanding was quite scary . In mere moments, suicidal impulses had passed through Han Sen six times .
“If I don’t succeed this time, I’m afraid I will really end up killing myself,” Han Sen thought to himself . But he didn’t hesitate . He let go of his body and allowed the sad will to overtake him .
Through the ages, many Very High had triggered the eye mark, and most of them started off like Han Sen . They chose to fight against the overwhelming sadness .
Everyone knew that experiencing that level of depression was dangerous . The emotions of sadness ran way too deep, and anyone who experienced it for too long had a high chance of killing themselves .
Even if someone was willing to completely let themselves go and learn all they could about the sad mind, there were limits . When they felt their wills grow weaker and the thoughts of suicide started to come out in full force, they would turn away and stop trying .
The Very High that studied the Very High Sense were smarter . Rather than seeing the emotional dead ends ahead, they would press on until the end . They would find another way to get out of the emotional darkness .
But Han Sen was different . He was a very stubborn man, and there was no way for him to retreat . He wasn’t like the Very High who studied the Very High Sense . Even if they didn’t continue, they still had a chance of escaping with only a small amount of damage incurred .
Now, Han Sen would have to walk the full path . Even though he was fighting for his life with every moment that passed, he had to understand the real mind of the Very High elder .
The sad mind sank deeper and deeper into his own mind . Han Sen learned more and more .
Han Sen never thought that such a pure sea of sadness could exist in the universe . It wasn’t self-loathing or hatred of everything else in existence . Rather, it was a sadness that was more like mercy .
When that realization flashed through Han Sen’s mind, he jerked in surprise . Mercy for sadness . He had never thought of this before, but at this moment, he truly felt it . His whole body was overtaken by merciful sadness .
“These are the last tears I will shed in this universe . ” In that infinite sadness, Han Sen heard a sound come from the nothingness .
That sound was too dynamic to describe . Once he heard it, Han Sen’s chest ached more deeply than he ever could have imagined . He wanted to drop to the ground and weep .
But he knew that his tears of blood had almost run dry, and he couldn’t cry anymore . After hearing the empty voice in his brain, Han Sen felt even sadder . This was a different kind of sadness than he had felt before, though . This sadness also made him feel helpless and lonely .
The next second, Han Sen’s heart was stricken with absolute fear . That was because he discovered that his sadness wasn’t coming from the Very High eye mark . It came from himself . It was a paralyzing emotion, and it made him feel like he had lost the most important thing in his life . It felt like there was no point in living . He couldn’t wait to kill himself .
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Han Sen slowly realized what was happening, but he couldn’t control it . He felt more and more hopeless and lonely . He slowly raised his hand, ready to crush his own skull and kill himself .
A dozen of the Very High gathered near the Ancient Wall could see that the sadness Han Sen was fighting had intensified . They knew it was a bad sign . Li Keer and Exquisite were in rough shape, as well .
“Oh no! Han Sen has stopped resisting . The sad mind has overtaken his body . ” The Ninth Uncle’s expression became grave .
There was no need for him to say that, though . The others could tell what was going on .
“I can’t believe Exquisite believed in him so much . He’s going to give up so soon?” a Very High said angrily .
“You must consider that he is only an outsider, after all,” someone said with a sigh .
The Very High who practiced the Very High Sense quietly looked at Han Sen and Exquisite . They were waiting for the moment to arrive . The Ninth Uncle was prepared . When that moment came, he would sever Li Keer and Exquisite’s contract with Han Sen . He would rather they be injured than killed .
Indeed, not long after, what everyone expected finally happened . Han Sen raised his hands and moved them close to his head . Everyone could tell he wanted to kill himself due to the influence of the sad mind .
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Almost at the same time, Li Keer and Exquisite raised their hands just like Han Sen had . They touched their foreheads, their faces utterly devoid of hope .
The Ninth Uncle shook his head . He knew they had reached a point of no return . There was no reason to wait any longer . Han Sen was going to die, and Li Keer and Exquisite had to be saved .
The Very High didn’t have a large population . There were only a few hundred of them . They couldn’t afford to lose two people .
The Ninth Uncle raised his hands and summoned the power he would need to forcefully remove the contract binding Li Keer and Exquisite to Han Sen . Then he cocked his head to the side and looked at Han Sen .
Everyone was waiting expectantly for the Ninth Uncle to save Exquisite and Li Keer . They were all looking at him, and they immediately noticed his strange expression .
When they followed his gaze, they quickly realized that the Ninth Uncle was staring at Han Sen, and that Han Sen seemed a little different than he had been before .
Han Sen had raised his hand to kill himself, and his face had been full of the emotions of death . Now, his features showed that he was locked in an internal struggle . His hands were stopped halfway . He hadn’t struck himself . There was something deeply disturbing about his expression .
Exquisite and Li Keer were affected by Han Sen’s emotions . Their hands had also stopped in midair . They were all frozen in place with faces full of conflict .
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“Still struggling,” the Ninth Uncle murmured to himself .
“Uncle Nine, stop hesitating . No matter how much that silkworm struggles, he cannot withstand the strength of that sad mind . He is going to die, no matter what . Hurry up and disconnect the contract binding him, Li Keer, and Exquisite . ”
“Yes . His death is inevitable . Hurry up and bring all this to an end . If Exquisite and Li Keer experience his suicide through their connection, it will be very traumatic for them . It will deal a lot of damage to their minds . ”
As everyone discussed this, something weird suddenly happened to Han Sen .
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