Chapter 310: Truth? Perplexed?
"Wang Xue, tell me why Yang Ming always has this kind of ignorant attitude toward me." At the bedside of the girls' bedroom, there were two girls sitting next to each other. Naturally, the one who spoke was Zhou Jiajia.
"Isn't that good enough? At least, he doesn't hate you!" Wang Xue said.
"I would rather have him yell at me. At this moment, this feeling is quite uncomfortable as though we were strangers! I don't talk to him, and he doesn't talk to me." Zhou Jiajia shook her head.
"You are quite inarticulate. You should take the initiative. I don't believe that Yang Ming isn't tempted!" Wang Xue said.
"Initiative? I'm afraid he doesn't like girls who take the initiative." Zhou Jiajia replied.
"He doesn't like it? Hehe, Jiajia, haven't you heard of a saying - Men are all luscious animals? You look so beautiful. Even if Yang Ming wasn't attracted to you psychologically, he will be attracted to you physically." Wang Xue said, "I'm clear about this more than you. No matter what, I read so many romance novels!"
"It will be great if you didn't mention it. I'm mad when you bring it up again!" Zhou Jiajia frowned, "Wang Xue, why did you insert my picture into the passion video? Wasn't it quite inappropriate? I had just taught you in the morning, and then you experimented it on me at noon!"
"I thought that the friend on your QQ was Yang Ming! I did it to help you. I was thinking that he might get hooked into it if I tempted him!" Wang Xue showed no sign of repentance.
"Ai!" Zhou Jiajia sighed and said, "I was really put into a tough spot by you! If that person was really Yang Ming, wouldn't he hate me even more? Yang Ming doesn't seem to like promiscuous girls."
"You are overly concerned. Didn't you investigate and unravel the fact that the person wasn't Yang Ming?" Wang Xue said indifferently.
"Having that said, but since he said that he was Yang Ming and he also graduated from Red Flag Middle School, then this person must be a person around Yang Ming! I'm afraid he will speak nonsense to Yang Ming!" Zhou Jiajia said with worry, "Especially on the first day of university, you also saw it. Yang Ming's gaze on me was strange, just like looking at a... well... just like a 'prostitute'..."
"You are just overthinking, right? Didn't he explain the meaning of the school of computer science and the prostitute [1]?" Wang Xue didn't think so much!
"I hope so..." Zhou Jiajia said faintly, "Don't be so ridiculous in the future! Fortunately, your video is full of flaws. If you look closely, you can see that it was edited, otherwise, my reputation is ruined! If Yang Ming mistakenly thought that I was such a person, I guess I'm hopeless in my life!"
"Jiajia, you have to have confidence in yourself!" Wang Xue said, "You see that I'm not as beautiful as you are, and yet aren't there still a lot of boys pursuing me."
Wang Xue said the truth. Wang Xue could only be considered mediocre in terms of beauty. But, the computer science department originally had yang exuberance with yin debilitation - there were more boys than girls. Hence, as long as the girl wasn't from Mars [2], there would be a lot of pursuers! Even if she was from Mars, she could basically find a partner before graduation.
"I wouldn't care if the others pursued me." Zhou Jiajia shook her head. In retrospect, her romance journey was basically filled with failures. Ai, a single slip may cause everlasting sorrow. Why was I so impulsive in the past? Although Su Ya, that little girl, was quite annoying, if love rivalry was set aside, Su Ya was quite perfect. Otherwise, over the years, Zhou Jiajia wouldn't subtly regard Su Ya as her role model.
"It's easy for a female to pursue a male. The barrier is as though a yarn!" Wang Xue said with a smile, "It's okay. Aren't there another four years in university? Don't worry. You can take it slowly."
"Even if you say so, but who can guarantee that Yang Ming didn't have a girlfriend in the first place?" Zhou Jiajia said helplessly.
"Excuse me!" Wang Xue directly poured cold water at Zhou Jiajia, "Zhou Jiajia, when you first embarked on such a persistent journey, you really didn't think about it? If Yang Ming at this moment had a girlfriend, would you give up?"
"I..." Zhou Jiajia paused, but she finally shook her head.
"Well, even if you can push away the girlfriend beside him, then, have you ever thought about when Su Ya really appears in front of Yang Ming in the future? Do you think Yang Ming will choose you or Su Ya?" Wang Xue continued to ask.
"This..." Zhou Jiajia's face suddenly became pale. Her eyes stared blankly at the window. Then she said timidly, "It shouldn't be. Things have been going on for so long, Yang Ming probably has forgotten her… Also, Su Ya hasn't seen Yang Ming for so long. She should have no feelings for him after such a long time, right? How can a child's relationship be serious..."
"Haha!" Wang Xue suddenly laughed aloud, "It's so funny."
"What's wrong..." Zhou Jiajia asked with some guilty conscience, "Wang Xue, what are you laughing at?"
"Jiajia, when you said those words, didn't you feel guilty at all?" Wang Xue shook her head. "The child who lied is bad..."
"I'm just telling the truth. Let me put it this way. How do I know what they think? I just speculate according to common sense!" Zhou Jiajia said.
"Common sense?" Wang Xue asked, "Jiajia, you are deceiving yourself! Let's forget about that and focus on the present. In your case, after so many years, have you forgotten Yang Ming? Have you forgotten the feelings for him yet?"
"I..." Zhou Jiajia slumped on the bed. As she leaned on the bedside, her face became pale. Yes, the illusions that had dwelled in her heart were ruthlessly annihilated! Zhou Jiajia was like a little girl whose lie was being revealed. She stared at the ceiling blankly!
"Jiajia, if you stop now, it isn't too late! Don't sink deeper and deeper!" Wang Xue was ready to put oil on the fire about the situation. She didn't want to bear witness to her own friend sinking into depravity like this. "If you do this, you can only sink deeper and deeper. In the end, you can't extricate yourself! Jiajia, you are excellent. You are simply the favored girl. Do you want to be stuck in your relationship forever?"
Zhou Jiajia looked at Wang Xue, her gaze was perplexed with helplessness, and most of it indicated pain.
"Jiajia, you have been wrong since the beginning! You fell in love with someone who you shouldn't fall in love with! In between you and him, there's no result and no future!" Wang Xue continued, "Jiajia, as your friend, I should support your decision. So, I have been helping you with ideas. I hope you can be happy! But, just because I am your friend, I have to plan for your future! I want to be responsible for you. I don't want my friend to live all her life in sorrow! Jiajia, give up now. It's better to just get the pain over with, rather than prolonging the agony. If you go on like this, there's no way out!"
Wang Xue had long wanted to say these words to Zhou Jiajia. However, there was no chance before. This time, Wang Xue simply spewed it out bluntly when they talked about this! She didn't want Zhou Jiajia to go on like this again! Things had to be stopped!
"Should I give up?" Zhou Jiajia said to herself.
"Yup, Jiajia, it is time to make a decision." Wang Xue nodded.
Zhou Jiajia frowned. She quietly wondering about her thoughts. But, her gaze was filled with determination.
"Wang Xue, I decided." Zhou Jiajia bit her lip and finally spoke.
"Really? Jiajia, that's great!" Wang Xue said happily, "Are you ready to give up?"
"Wang Xue, why do moths dart into the fire?" Zhou Jiajia didn't answer Wang Xue's question but asked another question instead.
When Wang Xue heard Zhou Jiajia's question, her intuition told her that it would be bad. It seems that something is wrong!
"Moths are subconscious. They don't have normal consciousness..." Wang Xue had to explain this. She hoped that Zhou Jiajia could understand that moths and people were different.
"Yes, subconscious." Zhou Jiajia nodded. "Wang Xue, let me put it this way. I have... put him as part of my life. If one day, I really can't see him again, I might…"
Zhou Jiajia didn't go on, but Wang Xue was shocked! It's because what Zhou Jiajia definitely wanted to say something not positive!
"Ai!" Wang Xue sighed helplessly, "Jiajia, I really don't know what to say to you! Well, if Su Ya really comes back, what do you do? If you figure out the solution, then I won't persuade you to give up anymore! Instead, I will support you even more!"
"Su Ya... I don't know... she probably hates me very much..." Zhou Jiajia shook her head.
"Yes, Jiajia. Since you know it, as long as there is Su Ya, it isn't possible for you!" Wang Xue said.
"But... if I talk to Su Ya, she should be able to forgive me..." Zhou Jiajia said in a silly manner.