3110 I’ve Held Affection for You for a Long Time
Therefore, if they really had sex, she wasn’t ill-prepared. She was just nervous. After all, she had never done that before.
Chu Jianan poured a glass of water, then went to Jiang Yihan and handed it to her.
“Thank you, Jianan.” Jiang Yihan took the glass of water.
“Would you mind if I sat here for a while longer? In fact, I don’t want to go back. Otherwise I’ll have to drink more. It’s uncomfortable,” Chu Jianan said and began to persuade her.
If he wanted to do anything to Jiang Yihan, he didn’t want to use violence. It would be best if she agreed to sleep with him, since it wouldn’t cause trouble.
“Of course I don’t mind. I actually hoped that you could stay with me for a while longer, Jianan. Because I can only be alone with you tonight. I’m afraid I won’t have the chance again,” Jiang Yihan said. She hoped that Chu Jianan could stay, then…
However, even if she wanted him to stay, she wouldn’t say it aloud. She didn’t want Chu Jianan to think she was cheap.
“Why do you think you won’t have the chance again?” Chu Jianan asked. In fact, he knew the reason. He was Leng Yuqi’s boyfriend, while Jiang Yihan was Leng Yuqi’s good friend. She had to keep her distance from him.
“Because you’re Yuqi’s boyfriend! If Yuqi finds out that I was alone with you, she would misunderstand us,” Jiang Yihan said, looking pitiful.
“Don’t you think it’s upsetting to bring Leng Yuqi up at this moment? After I ended the engagement with Leng Xiaoyao, both the Leng family and my family won’t allow Leng Yuqi to be together with me. Because it’ll damage both families’ reputation. So, since something has gone wrong between Leng Yuqi and me, I don’t want to talk about it anymore,” Chu Jianan said.
Jiang Yihan was excited, because it meant Leng Yuqi wasn’t likely to be together with Chu Jianan. They would separate.
“Jianan, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to upset you. I didn’t know that you two aren’t getting along well.” Jiang Yihan apologized.
“No worries. You didn’t know.” Chu Jianan patted Jiang Yihan’s shoulder.
“I’m in a bad mood now. I don’t want to go home. I don’t want to see Yuqi. I stay alone in my apartment, and I feel so lonely. Can I hug you? I don’t want to feel alone. If you don’t want to hug me, I won’t force you. Please don’t be mad. I just feel so relaxed with you today,” Chu Jianan said.
Can he hug her?
Jiang Yihan was ecstatic. Even though she did her best to control herself, she still showed excitement on her face.
“Of course,” Jiang Yihan said. She couldn’t wait to be in his arms as well.
With Jiang Yihan’s agreement, Chu Jianan moved closer and pressed Jiang Yihan into his arms. He didn’t think she was cheap just because she agreed. After all, Jiang Yihan had already confessed her affection for him.
Therefore, she simply couldn’t say no to him.
Since Jiang Yihan didn’t push him away, he successfully moved a step towards his purpose.
“Jianan, I actually have a lot to talk to you about, but I’m afraid it’s not right. I don’t want to ruin our relationship,” Jiang Yihan said. She felt aggrieved, because she had kept it to herself for a long time and she could barely stand it now.
“You can tell me whatever you want to say. Tell me everything today,” Chu Jianan said. He understood that Jiang Yihan wanted to tell him how much she liked him, but he was willing to listen.
“Jianan, I’ve admired you from afar for a long time. I can’t stop imagining being together with you, but I know it’s impossible, so it only exists in my dream,” Jiang Yihan said.
“Jianan, can you kiss me? If not, please just take…” asked Jiang Yihan. She wanted more than just a hug.
“Of course.”
Jiang Yihan said that, so Chu Jianan couldn’t turn her down. Even if she didn’t say that, he would ask to kiss her.
When Chu Jianan agreed, Jiang Yihan was even happier. The next moment, Chu Jianan kissed her.
However, it wasn’t a quick kiss. Instead, it lasted longer and longer.
Both of them wanted more from each other, so neither of them stopped.
They were clear-headed, so it became more and more passionate over time.
When they were about to undress, Jiang Yihan suddenly felt nervous. She grabbed Chu Jianan’s hand and came back to her senses.
“Jianan, w-we can’t do this,” Jiang Yihan said, even though she was actually burning with desire. She only wanted Chu Jianan to be bossy and force her to stop being worried.
“I’m sorry. I lost control.” Chu Jianan immediately stopped and withdrew his hands.
He could see that Jiang Yihan wanted him too, but she was worried.
Therefore, Chu Jianan believed she would agree as long as he cleared up her worries.
“To be honest with you, after seeing you today, I had all kinds of reactions. No girl has ever made me so full of desire,” Chu Jianan said. It was true. This was the first time that he was so easily aroused by a girl. “Do you think I take it lightly?”
“No, no! It’s very normal that men are attracted to women. Sometimes, it can’t be controlled. For example, I know you have a girlfriend, but I still fell hopelessly in love,” Jiang Yihan said sincerely.