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Published at 2nd of October 2020 03:05:09 PM
Chapter 1051: 1051
Chapter 1051: This Time, I Can Overcome It

Si Yiyan had no idea when he fell asleep . However, when he was in a daze, her tender hands seemed to possess the power to get rid of his uneasiness and bring him comfort .

In his dream, he became a pious religious leader worshiping his religion .

The sounds of her sweet and tender voice had a tinge of melancholy, giving his soul a break .

Wen Xinya was right about him being unkind despite being an avid Buddhist .

He had a good night’s sleep .

Si Yiyan woke up to see the morning sun shining through the window and onto the room’s fragrant and vibrant Chinese roses .

The Buddhist sutra from his dream rang in his years .

“In the middle of lust, if one can recite the name of Buddha and Bodhisattva, or a classic verse of a Mahayana sutra…”

It was about getting rid of sins and calming one’s senses .

Si Yiyan was reminded of the auction on the cruise that they had attended three years ago, during which he harmed Anatoli out of anger . Later on, Wen Xinya read the sutra out to him and she said, “Like I said . Since Buddha can’t conquer you, I’ll conquer you . This has always been true!”

Si Yiyan subconsciously looked to the side, only to see that Wen Xinya was no longer around .

He stared at the empty bed, still stuck in a daze .

After a long while, he finally caught sight of the mobile phone beside his pillow .

The noises were coming from his mobile phone .

He grabbed his mobile phone and placed it beside his ear . His lips curled into a smile, pleasantly surprised by the fact that she had recited the sutra and saved a recording of it in his mobile phone .

He had no idea if he should feel touched by her thoughtful gesture or helpless about how lazy she was .

However, he understood that she had already found out about his insomnia .

When did I start having insomnia?

Si Yiyan could not remember it at all .

He could only remember that he was extremely busy after Wen Xinya left Russia and Plan A was carried out . He was so busy that he forgot to sleep . But when he wanted to sleep, he began to think about how badly he missed her . Hence, he began to develop insomnia .

By the time he realized that he had developed insomnia, he already had to rely on high-concentration sleeping pills to sleep .

The long-term lack of sleep made him feel extremely fatigued . In order to settle the matters in Russia as soon as possible, he began to rely on soft drugs like marijuana to keep him awake .

The marijuana stimulated his senses and put him in a vicious cycle which made his insomnia deteriorate .

Si Yiyan took a look at the time on the clock to see that it was already ten in the morning .

It was rare for him to get so much sleep .


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After washing up simply, Si Yiyan headed to the study where he grabbed a box of cigarettes, retrieved a yellow and old-looking cigarette and gave it a sniff .

He held onto the matchstick but did not light it up .

At this moment, his mobile phone began to ring . Si Yiyan grabbed it and answered the call . “Ninth Young Master, Professor Noel wants me to remind you that the side effects of the sleeping pills are very severe and that you should refrain from taking them . Professor Noel and Doctor Edward will be returning to China tomorrow . ”

Professor Noel was a psychological expert while Doctor Edward was a renowned psychiatrist . They were the ones who treated Si Yiyan’s insomnia back then .

Si Yiyan said with a slight frown, “There’s no need for that . ”

Gu Yuehan advised . “Ninth Young Master, your insomnia needs to be treated as soon as possible . If treatment is delayed, the results would be dire . Did you forget…”

Gu Yuehan paused in his speech .

Si Yiya looked aloof and uninterested, though his emotions showed in his eyes .

He knew that Gu Yuehan was referring to the severe migraine that he suffered because of his insomnia .

Gu Yuehan said in a mellower tone, “You can’t possibly keep relying on drugs and pills to help you sleep . Those things are bad for you and your central nervous system is beginning to develop resistance towards them . You can at most get half an hour of sleep with these drugs and your health will be damaged if you increase the dosage . Besides… you can’t keep relying on soft drugs to keep yourself awake because you’ll become dependent on them . ”

Insomnia was a disease that ran in Si Yiyan’s family where almost every man suffered from, though the severity varied . Si Yiyan’s condition was relatively severe . He was the only one who knew how truly terrifying it was . Insomnia had the ability to ruin his willpower and erode his hopes for living .

Si Yiyan stared at the cigarette in his hand before crushing it, causing the ashes to scatter all over the ground . “Gu Yuehan, this time, I can overcome it . ”


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Yes, I definitely can!

Because, I will not be battling insomnia alone . There will be someone by my side to ensure that I get a good night’s sleep .

He no longer had to rely on sleeping pills or soft drugs to numb his senses to stay in the best mental state .

Gu Yuehan said apprehensively, “Ninth Young Master, you…”

Si Yiyan interrupted . “I slept for eight hours last night . ”

Gu Yuehan was shocked speechless, though he felt that it was understandable .

It must be because of Sis-in-law!

No one has that power except Sis-in-law .

Si Yiyan repeated firmly, “This time, I can overcome it . ”

He then ended the call .

All of his buddies knew about his insomnia because he had once gone mental because of it .

However, it wouldn’t happen again this time .


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The door of the study was pushed open and Mrs . Tan entered smilingly with an appetizing American breakfast .

Si Yiyan asked, “When did Madam leave?”

He had slept so soundly that he had no idea when she left .

Mrs . Tan smiled and answered, “She left at nine something in the morning . ”

Si Yiyan nodded .

Mrs . Tan placed the food on the glass desk . “Madam said that you’re suffering from insomnia, so she made you some mulberry honey which helps with nourishing your kidney and brain . It also soothes your nerves . ”

Mulberry honey was both delicious and nutritious, though it had a complicated recipe . Wen Xinya woke up bright early in the morning to make it .

Si Yiyan shifted his gaze onto the glass of black liquid beside the cup as his heart melted .

He picked it up and took a sip to realize that it was sweet and pleasant tasting .

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