Bai Weiwei didn’t cry, or show any grief . She just went silly for a few seconds . Her eyes were watery and somewhat empty .
She touched her abdomen in a trance .
Su Shian’s heart tightened, then he heard her whisper: “That’s fine, this was not a child that was expected to be born . ”
This sentence was more unbearable then hearing that the child was lost .
Su Shian’s breath stagnated for a while, before he loosened the teeth he had gritted and the bleak melancholy appeared on his face .
Confronted with her expressionless face .
He found his throat felt as if he was being strangled by a rope, and even breathing took all of his effort .
All of his comforting words become powerless bitter water, bitterness drilling back into his heart .
Bai Weiwei’s voice was light and airy, “Su Shian, do you remember the first time we met?”
Su Shian tried to recall, afraid of saying the wrong memory . Those memories were blurred . He couldn’t wait to hammer his head .
Why couldn’t he remember much of their childhood?
Bai Weiwei didn’t need him to answer, “At that time, my parents had just died . The first time I entered your house, I was nervous and scared . ”
Su Shian’s nose felt sour .
After so long, the images were so blurry that he even forgot when she had entered his house .
Bai Weiwei turned her head, her eyes shining with moisture .
“I hid behind Grandpa, afraid to peek out at my new home . And then I saw you standing at the stairwell . ”
Su Shian only recalled, at that time he was ordered to meet the new sister and his heart was particularly resistant .
Bai Weiwei revealed a nostalgic smile, “You rushed downstairs towards me, shoved a little cake at me, and called me meimei . ”
Su Shian finally remembered . He was especially upset at that time . He had wanted to go out and play, but Grandpa had insisted he give a present .
After he quickly shoved things to Bai Weiwei, he turned around and ran out to play .
Bai Weiwei smiled, “Although you soon left, but I thought this brother was very good looking, the cake was also very sweet . Perhaps it was that moment when you moved my heart . ”
Su Shian’s eyes were a little sour . He bowed his head and rubbed his hands uncomfortably .
Bai Weiwei reached out just when Su Shian looked up . Her lush, pale fingers gently fell on his face .
Su Shian felt the slight warmth of her stomach reach him through her fingers . His cheeks became hot .
Bai Weiwei’s smile gradually grew, and the water in the eyes increased . Her voice trembled, “I loved you for so many years, but let this love become your burden . You have been very troubled . ”
Su Shian’s lips and tongue were stiff .
He clearly should retort, but in front of her clear eyes, he couldn’t say a word .
Because indeed, for a while, he was tired of her heavy love .
Bai Weiwei said softly: “I’m sorry, it was my own wishful thinking to love you . ”
The remark horrified Su Shian .
He held her hand in his . His lips were a little stiff . He opened his mouth a few times, but finally only one sentence was left, “You loving me, is my honor . ”
This sentence was almost carved into the depths of his bones .
How lucky he was to be able to receive her love for so many years .
Bai Weiwei was pleased, as though trading years of love to get this sentence was enough .
Then she slowly withdrew her hand, “So it is . Love or no love is not important . I am very tired . ”
Su Shian wanted to say it was important, but when he saw her exhausted look . His heart tightened up and he couldn’t bear to disturb her .
He pushed his wheelchair out of the ward, and then he stopped at the door .
For a long time, he could not move any further .