Bai Weiwei appeared pale and dazed sitting on the bed . She didn’t have a sharp spirited appearance; instead she was exhausted and embarrassed .
Su Shian slowed down, only feeling a twinge of pain in his heart .
He walked heavily to Bai Weiwei .
“Don’t worry, I’ll go through with the procedure . ”
Bai Weiwei looked at him, her voice a little soft, but listless .
Su Shian had never had a day he was so timid before, he endured, but still couldn’t smooth out his voice .
“The child is, is it mine?”
This sentence, made her eyes sharpen .
Su Shian, looking into her cold eyes, said word by word: “Chen Wenfeng said, you didn’t have a relationship . ”
The only man Bai Weiwei was in contact within this time was Chen Wenfeng .
He and Chen Wenfeng hated to see one another, but they also knew each other for more than ten years .
Chen Wenfeng wouldn’t lie about such a thing .
Bai Weiwei said faintly, “Oh, so? Is Chen Wenfeng your true love? Whatever he says, you will believe it at once . ”
Su Shian frowned, “Don’t joke around, Weiwei . ”
Bai Weiwei’s eyes were chilly, her cheeks pale, her bloodless lips containing a heartbreaking fragility .
She suddenly became angry . Her fury made her soft look completely burst out with a terrific momentum .
“Su Shian, I loved you for many years, your heart has not counted yet?”
Bai Weiwei reached out to him and frigidly said: “My love for you for so many years, in your eyes, is cheap goods that can be thrown away . As soon as I turn around, you think I can sleep with other men and have children . In your heart, am I the kind of slut who takes three in the morning and four at night?”
Su Shian was startled, his heart feeling like it was being hollowed out . He struggled to open his mouth, “No . ”
Bai Weiwei: “Shut up . So what if the child is yours . Left or right, it’s just a vile seed . ”
Su Shian’s face was white, “Don’t say that about the child . ”
Bai Weiwei look very cold, “When I came back to you, my heart actually had a little expectation . ”
Her words made the uneasiness in Su Shian’s heart even greater .
“I thought you might care about me . If I tried a little bit harder, maybe you……”
Bai Weiwei’s voice choked up . She laughed at herself, before gently finishing: “Would be attracted to me . ”
Su Shian was a little unstable . He finally found out what he had lost .
He broke her heart and she was still willing to come back .
Not for Chen Wenfeng, but for him .
He thought of this morning . She leaned against the door of the room, smiled gently and asked: “Su Shian, you really like me?”
When she asked for this sentence, her eyes were full of stars .
Full of anticipation, as if they had seen infinite possibilities, and she was still trying to approach him step by step .
But what did he say?
He broke the stars in her eyes .
Bai Weiwei suddenly bowed her head, a tear in her eyes falling . She immediately wiped it away with her hand .
Then she looked up again and calmly said, “I’m going to take this kid out and then we’re breaking up . ”
When Su Shian heard this, he couldn’t care about his heartache . He rushed to her in a few steps .
Then he raised her face and observed her eyes seriously .
There was no sorrow and no joy in her eyes, only calm, tiredness and endless depth .
No shyness, admiration, aspiration, or tenderness .
There was nothing left .
Su Shian finally panicked . He was like a child that threw away his watermelon for sesame seeds1 .
He couldn’t help but try to maintain his image .
He tried to recover, “Weiwei, actually I …… I’m……”
He spent most of the day, but he found himself unable to justify anything .
He was such a slag that he couldn’t find a point where he could beg for pity .
Bai Weiwei freed herself from his hands, got out of bed, said to the doctor: “Let’s start the procedure . We will resolve this quickly . ”
Su Shian rushed up to her, his face flushed .
Suddenly he exhausted all his strength . Even his ears were red . His words came out bit by bit .
“I like you . ”
This sentence, he finally said .
Jerky and timid, but holding a man’s most childish and sincere heart .
Then Bai Weiwei heard the system’s prompt .
【Ding, the male lead’s favorability is at 60, 65 . 】
1: I think it’s based on a fable about a little monkey who went down the mountain to pick a peach . Along the way back he threw aside the peach to carry a bag of rice (corn, grain, something like that), then the rice/whatever for a watermelon . Finally, spotting a wild rabbit, he set down the watermelon and chased after the rabbit . But he lost sight of the rabbit, and because it was getting dark, he had to return home without even the watermelon . Basically a story about being too greedy and ending up with nothing in the end . Not too sure where the sesame seed part came from, unless it’s based on a different version of the story from what I came across .
OH apparently it’s about a monkey who lost/gave up the watermelon for a sesame seed . Basically means that he paid attention to minor things (the child’s parentage?) at the expense of bigger things (her love for him) .