Published at 9th of December 2020 06:15:07 AM
Dedicating myself to my country, never forgetting both the blue sky and yellow springs . ——Hua Su Ye
In the tenth year of the reign, the final thing I did before dying was being buried with her .
While dying, I laid in bed thinking that after she left, I had only lived ten months .
But I felt that every second of those ten months was hard .
It seemed the idiom days like years wasn’t enough to describe this difficulty .
When I remember the scenes of her, it was like they had happened yesterday as they passed by my eyes .
I seemed like the further the matter, the more I remembered it clearly .
The first time we met, when I first saw her, she didn’t notice me .
At the auction of the Drunken Moon House, her eyes were on the items on the stage, she didn’t look at other things .
Without knowing why, when she fought with Du Wan Er, I actually felt a ray of light that suddenly entered by heart .
It really was dazzling .
I wasn’t interested in the thing on stage, but I didn’t want her to suffer from others .
Actually, she was worth me doing this .
When we were on the rough seas, helping each other survive, we had four kids as we lived in a small wooden house .
Actually she didn’t know that this was the most exciting time in my life .
I wanted to get closer, but I couldn’t because of morals . But my heart never agreed .
I fully confirmed this when I was surrounded by the wolves .
She was still as dazzling as she arrived in front of me . In the blink of an eye, she covered my eyes and knocked down all the wolves .
I never thought that a person like her had this kind of power .
Right, I was convinced, I was completely convinced .
Then when we returned to the capital, before I could even find who she was, I saw her at my eastern palace .
At that time, she had someone else standing by her . My heart was very unhappy at that moment and it spread inch by inch .
The so-called jealousy .
I never thought that I would look for this man who made me jealous on my wedding night .
But when he told me that my princess was her, I was filled with gratitude towards him .
I was grateful that he brought this dream like good news to me, bringing it to me who even wanted to give up my title .
It was a good thing that everything was still in time, it was a good thing we were married!
But she left me that early… . . Just for my country, truly a fool……
Actually, I should have died already……
Ten months ago, when she died in my embrace, I should have gone with her .
But I knew I couldn’t, I had to help someone capable ascend to the throne .
I couldn’t let her efforts go to waste, definitely… . . not!
It took me a long time to know that she had done many things to help me get rid of dissidents .
Really… . . a fool!
I worked hard to stabilize the court just to let her live a safe, happy, and care-free life .
But I……couldn’t do it .
I turned over to see her in the coffin by me .
Her face was like a picture, it looked that good . I didn’t have much strength left, I could only close my eyes and mutter in my heart .
I couldn’t do anything when you were alive and I couldn’t follow when you died, this time we couldn’t go together in life and death .
[Ding, congratulations on bringing a soul fragment into the Lead God Space . 17/100]
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