Published at 9th of December 2020 06:15:07 AM
Chapter 921: 921
Chapter 921: Side story: Paper lasts longer than feelings
I can only rub your shoulders in this life . Even if I miss you, I can only miss you . ——Qian Ye An
This is a letter that no one will ever see .
Qing Chen… . . Have you been well?
I……
Am very good……
Jin Yan and I had a good life after getting married, she gave birth to a son and daughter for me .
The boy was like me and the girl was like her .
She rarely went back after marrying into the Qian Family . Although her mother was sick, it was a good thing it didn’t get worse .
We went back last Harvest Festival and that aunt seemed to have caught a very infectious disease that couldn’t be cured .
Her daughter was also infected by her and she didn’t have much time .
I knew that your time in the palace had always been very good, he spoiled you very much and didn’t take a concubine .
I only knew this later and was shocked .
It was said that since ancient times, emperors had many loves .
But he seemed to have broken this taboo .
I would see you in the palace and you always had a smile on your face, but I saw that your clear eyes were gradually filled with more and more responsibilities .
You… . . are you not happy?
Perhaps I was worrying too much . He left the harem alone just for you and only pampered you .
So how could you not be happy?
And me… . . I’m doing well . But I feel that my heart is very empty, like I’m missing something .
I drank when my children were past their first month when I suddenly thought of something .
I haven’t drank with you in a long time……
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I vaguely remember that we used to drink and sing poetry back then, we were so happy .
Actually there was something that I never told you, I always knew that you were a girl .
I could even tell there was a different kind of feeling in your eyes, I thought that you also… . .
Care about me……
But I didn’t know that when I came to ask for marriage, she said to me: You didn’t like me .
Actually……I didn’t believe .
But facts were like this, you didn’t choose me . You even decisively married the crown prince and became the crown princess, so you didn’t give me a chance at all .
I was very confused at that time… . .
If you liked me, we could run away, I can even go through life and death together .
But if you didn’t like, everything I said would be in vain .
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I drowned myself in wine because it was the day of your death .
I never thought that you would leave me… . . us like that, I thought you weren’t willing .
Even if you didn’t care about me, you wouldn’t be willing to leave him or your big sister . 。
But you left and I didn’t even get to see you one last time .
When the news came from the palace, your big sister fainted on the spot .
And me……I wildly ran out of the Qian Manor and flew through the streets of the capital, running to the Drunken Moon House .
I ran very quickly, hoping that I could run through time and return to the year we met .
Until I couldn’t run anymore and fell to the ground . My hands kept slamming down in the snow until my red blood dripped down .
It smudged it layer by layer, as I cried while the sky was filled with snow .
That night, I had a dream . This dream had troubled me for a long time and since you left, I always had this dream .
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In the dream, you went to the desert and had me guard your big sister, but I never thought that your big sister was killed by that person .
She suffered from a very terrifying poison and her skin kept festering, before turning into a pool of blood .
And I personally ended her life . I took the same poison as her and married the same person who caused her death .
Only acting as husband and wife could I poison her . I couldn’t protect your big sister, but I would let that person who killed her die in pain .
That is my promise to you……
But I never thought that when the image changed, you would have burned down the entire Luo Family .
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