Published at 18th of October 2020 08:02:14 PM
Chapter 325: 325
Chapter 325
When someone gets mature and rethinks about their life, they will have regret about things that they had done in the past .
Every time she thinks about that moment when Jing Bo Yuan was eight years old, she feels heartbroken . She regrets that moment .
She also regrets what she did fifteen years ago . She stabbed him . It makes her regretful .
“I’m sorry . ” He Shu E speaks . “I’m really sorry . ”
That is the first time, she apologizes toward him .
Jing Bo Yuan just stands there with one of his hand on the pocket, and his other hand holds a car key .
He seems to be unaffected by her words . The time the elevator door is opened, he just walks out .
He Shu E looks at his figure and follows him .
After thirty minutes .
The white land rover stops in front of He family mansion .
He Shu unbuckles her seatbelt and says to Jing Bo Yuan . “It’s hot, let’s go inside and drink a tea and you can go back . ”
Jing Bo Yuan just looks at her and says calmly: “Help me to greet Wai Po and Wai Gong . ”
He doesn’t have intention to enter He house .
He Shu E smiles . “Drive safely . ”
She stands in front of the main door and watches the white car leaves . She is slightly absent-minded .
Today that great successful business man cannot see her again with those pure innocent eyes like a boy .
He wouldn’t try to get her affection again .
He Shu E just realizes that for memorizing that English textbook, Jing Bo Yuan only slept four hours for half a year . That is hard for eight years old . She cannot imagine how can he endure it .
Was it really for her affection? But she had hurt him ruthlessly .
“Gu Gu, why are you standing here?” A blue Lamborghini car stops in front of He Shu E . He Ji Fan lowers the car window .
“I saw Bo Yuan’s car, he sent you back home?”
He Shu E smiles toward He Ji Fan and just asks back: “Why are you home at this time?”
“I forgot something home, I come here to take it . ” He Ji Fan says .
Both of them get inside the mansion .
In the living room, there’s a seven-month baby playing on the baby bed .
“Stop smoking . Don’t smoke in front of the kid . ” Old Madame He stops He Ji Fan to smoke .
He Ji Fan throws his cigarette away, he bends down and takes the baby . He plays with the baby for a while and then leaves to go upstair .
“You have met A Yuan’s kids?” Old Madame He asks He Shu E .
He Shu E puts her handbag down . She is tired . “Em, the three babies are cute . ”
“Xiao E ah… . ” Old Madame He suddenly says, He Shu E frowns . She already can guess what Old Madame He wants to say .
Indeed, Old Madame He says: “It is reasonable to say that you are fifty years old, Ma shouldn’t intervene your life . But you cannot just live your life like this alone . These years have passed, for something that you should forget, you should forget it . Look at Jing family’s A Zong . He keeps on waiting for you . Can’t you try to accept him again?”
He Shu E doesn’t say anything more .
Old Madame He doesn’t persuade her anymore .
He Ji Fan comes over with his folders, he comes over and strokes his son’s chubby cheeks . Then he says to Old Madame He and He Shu E . “Nai Nai, Gu Gu, I’ll leave first . ”
Old Madame He: “Go go . ”
He Shu E: “Drive safely . ”
After He Ji Fan leaves, Old Madame He continues: “Moreover, don’t you want to be closer with your three young Sunr (Grandsons)? When people are old, they will want to relate to their grandkids . You may not feel it now, but in several years you will . ”
He Shu E carries up the little baby and pats him .
“Even if A Zong has mistakes, but toward you he is so great . That year if you really be with Su Mu Chen, now you might not be happy, you might not as happy as you are now . When you were young, you had ambition and was so stubborn . I have something that I never tell you…”
He Shu E looks at Old Madame He .
Old Madame He continues: “That year your Pa loved you so dearly, he wanted to let you be with Su Mu Cheng . But he didn’t want you to marry into that poor family, let you suffer hardships . So he secretly asked to meet Su mu Cheng . He requested two things to him . First, Papa would buy you guys a mansion for you guys to live . You guys could stay there and your papa will provide everything . ”
“Second, your Papa would Su Mu Cheng works at the company and let him to try hard by himself to be the leader in three years time . ”
He Shu E is startled, she never knows about this .
“Who knows, Su Mu Cheng just refused without thinking . He was so furious that he said that your Papa was purposely humiliated him . He al;so said that if you are willing to marry to him, then you should suffer with him together . If you cannot bear it, then you don’t love him . ”
He Shu E’s mood is changing .
“Just because of that, your Pa throughly dismissed his thought to let you guys be together . For him, marriage is to bring happiness and joy and not bring one to the hell . You were treated by your father as a princess, you have a great life, how can for what so-called “love”, you fall to a muddy life?”
“He loves you? If he really loves you, then he should cherish you . He will try to establish a life that suitable for you and not asking you to just follow him blindly to his world . He should love his life more than you . He should just feel afraid that everyone will laugh at him to be dependent to the woman’s family . It’s only about pride . ”
If He Su E is still young, she will definitely oppose her parents’ opinion . “I want to marry him, I’m not afraid to live a hard life . As long as I can be together with him . I’m not afraid of any hardships!”
But this moment He Shu E has passed that young age, she rethinks about it . Indeed there’re lots of problems between her and him . Those romantic gestures will not last long .
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That year she couldn’t understand it, but now she can .
“I say this to you, just hope that you can understand that A Zong is the one that most suitable for you . These years he keeps on accommodating you, pandering to your life . He never asks you to adapt to his life . You don’t eat fish, he will follow you to not eat fish . You love to eat shiitake, he doesn’t like it, but he will accompany you to eat it . These are little matters but some feelings are reflected by those little matters . ”
After Old Madame He is done, He Shu E puts down the baby back to the bed .
She looks at her own mother and smiles . She asks: “Ma, what are the benefits that you get from him? That you keep on talking about good things about him . ”
Old Madame He is furious . “You kid, I am just doing this for your own good . I also hope that you can have a complete happy family . Perhaps do you want to live alone till you are old?”
“I will remember what you said to me . I am a bit tired . I’ll go back to my room and rest . ”
He Shu E closes the door as soon as she is inside her bedroom and throws down her body on the big bed .
She closes her eyes and imagines those darks and complicated eyes .
Jing Zong always looks at her with that gaze .
He Shu E opens her eyes . She recalls what happened between her and Jing Zong on the car . At first she remembers the pain but the pain turns into a wonderful feeling .
It’s so hard not to imagine . They are almost sixty years old, but they can still bring joy for each other .
Jing Zong said that he doesn’t mind for what happened between Su Mu Cheng and her, but… .
He Shu E closes her eyes again . She minds it .
Since fifteen years ago, the time she woke up on the hotel bed with the aching body . She never thinks of stay together with Jing Zong .
She understands Old Madame He’s words .
Jing Zong is really great toward her . He is so great . She feels that she really doesn’t deserve it .
She had betrayed him, she conceived other man’s child . She even wanted to divorce him . That time she planned to take the kid and flee together with Su Mu Cheng . That kind of woman, how can she deserve that kind of treatment?
The sun sets down .
Jing Bo Yuan drives the car back to the hospital . He stops when the traffic light turns red . He takes out his phone and dials Jing Zong’s numbers .
When it’s connected, he just goes straight to the point . “Her face looks pale, she is sick . ”
Jing Zong immediately understands who Jing Bo Yuan is talking to .
“Now where is she?”
“I just sent her back to Wai Po’s house . ”
“Okay, I get it . Thanks . ”
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The call ends and Jing Bo Yuan just throws away his phone to the the seat next to him .
He is absent-minded for a moment .
He Shu E’s heart is not at home, Jing Bo Yuan knows this clearly since he was little . He used to think that the worst ending that they would stay as a family though it feels like strangers staying together .
It’s until he was twenty years old .
That night . He accidentally heard out the fight between his parents . From their fight, he knows that her mother, who always acts cold and proud, had an affair with a man and was pregnant . She wanted to have a divorce and flee with another man .
He was just turning twenty years old and he was too emotional . He felt humiliated so he took a group of people to beat up Su Mu Cheng .
He Shu E knew about it and she turned crazy . She asked him about it . That time Jing Zong was there too . During their fight, Jing Zong was there too . It wasn’t clear how He Shu E suddenly fell down the stairs . She lost her child .
No one knows for sure what made He Shu E fall down . Jing Zong just put the blame on himself . That time He Shu E was sure that it’s Jing Bo Yuan’s fault, he pushed her purposely .
The day He Shu E lost her kid, Su Mu Cheng committed suicide .
He Shu E’s mental collapsed . She turned crazy and kept on saying that Jing Bo Yuan killed her kid . Finally one day, she took a knife and stabbed Jing Bo Yuan .
“Jing Bo Yuan! You should die! Why don’t you die! Why the one that died is not you! I shouldn’t give birth to you!”
“Jing Bo Yuan! One day I will let you taste the feeling of losing someone you love so much!”
It’s like a cold curse .
–Di Di Di
The sound of horn from the other car pulls him back to the reality .
Jing Bo Yuan drives the car again .
That day he could successfully avoid it to hurt him greatly . Her voice was so loud and attracted a lot of people in the mansion . She was contained and sent back to her bedroom .
Jing Bo Yuan just stood there and looked at the knife . He couldn’t express his feeling .
He left the mansion with his own car and just chose the road randomly . At that night too, his car is stopped by Zhou Qiao Qiao, who was holding the sick Ye Qing Xin . She somehow provoked Jing Bo Yuan’s cold heart . Who knows that in this world not every mother is acting like He Shu E .
He comes back to the sickroom at around five o’clock .
Old Misters have left . Ye Qing Xin is feeding Zhao Zhao . Ye Qing Xin hasn’t had a lot of milk so the little guys really puts out energy in sucking .
Ye Qing Xin raises her head when she hears the door is opened . “You back, is Ma okay?”
“She is okay . ” Jing Bo Yuan closes the door and answers back .
“It’s good that you are here . Later on I want to visit Xiao Guo . ”
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Jing Bo Yuan says nothing and just sits on the bedside .
He is watching her face .
If that year he didn’t fight with He Shu E, he would not come out and drive to calm herself . He wouldn’t go to T city and wouldn’t help her .
That night Ye Qing Xin was in critical condition, the doctor said that if it’s late than the little girl will die .
If he doesn’t help her, now, she will not be by his side .
Jing Bo Yuan holds her hand tightly .
“Why are you watching me like that?”
Jing Bo Yuan holds her hand and just kisses it . He says nothing else .
Ye Qing Xin can understand his feeling but cannot understand why .
This man, he always talks in few words . Sometimes it’s hard for her to know what he is thinking about . Ye Qing Xin just can feel that he is thinking abotu something .
She knows that he will not tell her anything so she just feels silent . They both just look at each other .
Around 6 o’clock .
Auntie Zhang comes over with the food for Ye Qing Xin . There’s a lot of it, Ye Qing Xin cannot finish it so Jing Bo Yuan finishes it for her .
“Don’t you think that these are not delicious?” Ye Qing Xin watches Jing Bo Yuan enjoys his meal .
She cannot eat too flavorous food after giving birth .
“It’s quite good . ” Jing Bo Yuan answers .
After the dinner, Ye Qing Xin goes to Ye Qing Guo’s sickroom .
Ye Qing Guo’s whole body is full of scars, he is in pain . He weeps and cries .
Xu Jin Huan’s phone rings, she takes a look at it . She excuses herself with Ye Qing Xin and answers it outside .
Ye Qing Xin comforts Ye Qing Guo for a while then she wants to leave . When she opens the door, she could hear Xu Jin Huan’s voice .
“I don’t agree… . I know that the promotion for the movie is very important . If it’s a normal condition, I’ll not disagree to use Xiao Guo to promote the movie . But this time we shouldn’t . I don’t want to use his pain to promote . I hope you guys can understand… . wait till Xiao Guo is better, I’ll consider to hold a fan-meeting . To let a lot of people like him, but I don’t want to use his pain to gain sympathy… . okay, that’s it . I still have things to do . Bye . ”
Ye Qing Xin stays near the door while holding Jing Bo Yuan’s arm .
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