TN: Sorry it's unedited. I don't feel so well today so I've left it as such to edit another time. I haven't really proofread it either so please excuse some of the grammar mistakes. Also please don't leave any comments here. If you want to comment please do it on my wordpress.
Translated by: Jen
「……やっ。フリードっ！！お願いっ。もうイカせてぇっ！！っうぁ……んっ……あああ！！」
".....yaa–– Freed––!! Please–– I'm already about to come–!! uwaa...nnng....aaahhh!!"
"You can't, don't climax yet"
フリードがそっと肌に触れながら私の願いを棄却する。指の腹で体を撫でられると、それだけで反応し、びくびくと震える。
Freed softly stroked my skin as he ignore my protest. With the tip of his finger he caressed my body, and just from that, I trembled all over.
あれからどれくらい経ったのだろう。
服はとうにはぎ取られ、寝台の上にみっともなく全裸をさらしている。
From there just how much time had passed, I wonder.
Declaring that it was punishment, I was pressed onto the bed as Freed continued to toy with me with his tongue and hands.
My clothes had already been torn off, my indecent appearance exposed on top of the bed.
最初はおさえつけられていた手も今は完全に自由だ。
My hands that had been held down from the start was already freed.
However, I was already unable to resist, my body was completely bewitched. Even the word escape didn't come to mind.
長時間に渡り快楽を与えられた体は、どんな刺激にも簡単に反応した。
For a long period of time, my body continued to receive pleasure, simply reacting, no matter the stimulus.
大きく両足を持ち上げ、フリードは足の付け根のあたりを舌で刺激した。
秘部も胸の先端も、一番欲しい場所には全く触れてくれない。
Lifting up both my legs, Freed stimulated the region near my crotch with his tongue.
He had been continuing like that from the start.
My secret place, the tip of my breast, the places I wanted it the most he completely avoided.
Despite being muddled in tears with my resolve melting away, he still didn't stop stimulating the places he had decided on.
「フリードっ！！お願いだからっ……！！」
"Feed-!! Please--!!"
与えられた刺激に反応しながら、何度も懇願する。
もっと欲しくて更なる刺激を求めるも、フリードはそれを与えてくれない。
As I reacted to the stimulations, I pleaded over and over again.
Although I certainly disliked it at first, Freed's touch felt good even 'there', and before I knew it, my thoughts slowly started to dissolve.
Wanting more, I even begged for more stimulus, but Freed wouldn't give in.
Not letting me climax, he adjusted as he tormented me with just the minimal amount of pleasure.
触れられてもいないくせに秘部はすでに解けきって、だらしなく蜜を零していた。
Despite it not being touched, my secret place was already loosening, as my nectar sloppily spilled out.
Freed licked up my overflowing honey while carefully avoiding my secret place.
「ふぁっ！！」
「やっ。も、無理ぃ！！」
"Fuaa––!!"
"I said you can't. Because this is punishment"
"Yaa–– already, impossible-!!"
お尻のラインから太もも裏を舌先でなぞられ、新たな刺激に涙がこぼれる。
He traced with the tip of his tongue from the line of my bottom to the back of my thighs, my tears spilling out from the new stimulus.
「私だって辛いんだよ？こんなに乱れたリディを味わえないんだから。ああ、でもそれはリディも同じか。だってココも私が欲しいって、ずっとひくひくしてる」
"This is difficult for me too, because I can't taste Lidi, who is so disheveled liked this. Ahh, but Lidi is also the same, right? Because this place here already wants me, it's been twitching this whole time."
じっとその場所を観察され、羞恥にさらに下腹部が熱くなる。
For that place to be continuously stared at, my abdomen furthermore grew hot from embarrassment.
Before Freed's eyes my thick love juices spilled out, my head seems to have become strange from his stare.
「あ、また出てきたね。この前が初めてだったのに、もうこんなにしちゃって。リディってば淫乱だなあ」
「そんなこと言って。身体は喜んでいるみたいだよ？」
"Ah, it's still coming out huh. Earlier was just the beginning, yet it's already become like this. Lidi's quite lewd huh"
"n-....no more....already"
"You say that, but your body seems to be enjoying it"
"your....wron...."
今度は乳輪の少し外側をちろちろと舐める。
This time he lightly licked the area just outside of the areola.
Just from that repeated action, the heat inside my head seemed as if it was boiling.
「も……お仕置き……やぁ！！」
"No more.....punishment....yaa!!
涙を流しながらそう訴えると、フリードはようやく動きを止めた。
今も硬い顔のまま、真面目に私に聞いてくる。
As I pleaded to him with tears overflowing, Freed finally stopped moving.
Even as he paused, his expression, not even once, relaxed.
Still with a stiff expression even now, he seriously asked me.
「お仕置きは嫌？」
「じゃあリディはどうしてほしいの？」
"You don't want to be punished?"
"No...that kind of thing....I don't want"
"Then what does Lidi want"
"Properly touch me.....I want to climax"
こんな拷問の様なセックスは嫌だ。
I didn't want this torture like sex.
As I said that still out of breath, Freed gently caressed the blooming「King's Flower」while he pondered for a bit.
「そっか。じゃあそうしてあげてもいいよ。でもその前に約束。もう私に嘘ついたりしない？」
"Is that so. Then it's fine to give you what you want. But before that, promise me, that you'll never to lie to me anymore?"
『王華』を撫でたフリードは少しだけ表情を緩めた。
Freed, who was caressing the「King's Flower」, loosened his expression just a bit.
Then, he gently dropped a kiss there.
「嘘……？」
「嘘なんて……ついてない」
"Lie...?"
"That's right"
"Something like lying.....I didn't"
"But earlier you lied to me right?"
ぼんやりする頭でフリードの言う意味を考えた。
With my head all fuzzy, I thought about what Freed meant.
The cause for him to be like this. The trigger for Freed's anger....
軍服祭りから我に返り、逃げようとして彼の逆鱗に触れたことを思い出した。
I recalled back to when I returned to myself from the military uniform festival, and as I tried to run away I felt his imperial wrath.
ああ、そっか。
ahh, that.
「ちがう……あれは、恥ずかしかっただけ……。だって行ったら絶対にこうなるって分かってた。そんなの……正気じゃ無理……」
"No....that was, I was just embarrassed....after all, if I go, I knew it would definitely end up like this. That kind of thing....was just insane....."
そういうとフリードは目を瞬かせた。予想外の言葉だったのか、そのままじっと私を凝視してきた。
As I said this, Freed's eyes flickered. It was probably because it was something he didn't expect to hear. He continued to stare at me.
「……そうなの？」
".....is that so?"
".....yea"
はあと熱い息を零しながら頷いた。
He nodded as he let out a hot breath with a 'haa'.
Freed let go of my leg he was holding, and with his right hand, struck his head.
(*TN: Anyone good with japanese onomatopoeia know what くしゃり means)
「うわ、ごめん……早とちりだ……てっきり私は……」
"Uwaaa, Sorry....I jumped to conclusions...surely I....."
そう呟く彼の顔が赤い。
His face was read as he muttered this.
Finally catching my breath, I sat up and unblinkingly stared at him.
「てっきり……なに？」
「……いいよ、もう」
"Surely....what?"
"Ah.....no nothing. Anyway I'm really sorry. Because I unintentionally lost my cool, I did something terrible to Lidi"
".......it's fine, already"
フリードの赤い顔を見ていたらどうでもよくなった。
むしろ気持ち良すぎて、なのにイカせてもらえなくて辛かっただけだ。
If I looked at Freed's reddening face, somehow it improved.
In the first place he didn't have to get that angry, but speaking of which, it was my fault since, I said I would go to his room but still tried to run away.
This may sound strange but, I didn't dislike doing it with him.
Rather it felt too good, although not letting me climax was a bit painful.
「フリードに嘘はつかない。これでいい？」
"I won't lie to Freed. This is fine right?"
"Lidi"
身内に嘘をつかれる事が彼の怒りの発火点であると分かっているのなら、踏み抜かなければいいだけの話だ。
I understood that he gets angry when someone close to him lies to him, so if that's the case then it's best to not tread on it.
When I was questioned by Freed, I was so scared that I couldn't immediately work out the misunderstandings.
怒っていないと示す為に笑ってそう言えば、フリードは感極まったように私を抱きしめてきた。
Showing that I wasn't angry, I smiled at him as I said that. And as if overcoming with emotion, Freed tightly embraced me.
「もう……なんでそんなに男前なの……」
"Mou.....why are you such a handsome man..."
"What's that"
全裸の女に軍服姿の男が抱き着くってどういう構図だ。
A completely naked woman embraced by a man in a military uniform, what kind of composition was this.
During that long torture play, he didn't even take of his coat. He only removed his gloves.
ぎゅっと抱き着いてくるフリードを抱きしめ返して、背中をぽんぽんと叩いてやればくすりと笑う音が聞こえた。
As Freed tightly held me, I returned his embrace. As I patted his back, I unexpectedly heard a laugh.
I felt relieved.
ああ、ようやく笑ってくれた。
Ahh, he finally smiled.
「何笑ってるの？」
「あ」
"Why are you laughing?"
"hm? I was just thinking of Lidi's usual manner of speaking. Appropriate for your age and really cute"
"Ah"
フリードの指摘に体が固まる。しまった、色々あってすっかり敬語を忘れていた。
When Freed pointed it out, my body stiffened. Oh no, a lot had happened, so I completely forgot about using formal speech.
Just as I was foaming at the mouth, Freed gently stroked my back as if to soothe me.
「いいから。そのままでいて。敬語なんて使わないで」
「リディとは対等でいたい。だからお願い」
"It's fine. We're already at this point. You really don't need to use formal speech"
"but"
"I want to be equals with Lidi. So please."
"Freed..."
撫でられる気持ちよさに頷きながらうっとりと目を閉じかけて、素肌に当たる軍服の飾緒の存在に気が付いた。
While nodding from the pleasant sensation of his touch, I gently closed my eyes and noticed the aiguillette of his uniform hitting my bare skin.
I love military uniforms, but as one would expect it was painful on bare skin.
「……ごめん、離して」
".....Sorry, let go"
そう言えば、甘く優しかった声音が瞬時に乾いたものへと変化した。
The moment I said that in a sweet and gently voice, his voice turned dry.
「どうして」
"Why?"
"The aiguillette is hurting me"
事実を訴えれば思い当たったのかフリードは慌てて離れてくれた。
As I blatantly pointed it out, Freed flusteredly separated from me when he realized.
「ごめん、大丈夫？」
"Sorry, are you okay?"
"I'm fine. It was only touching"
特別痛いというわけではなかったから、平気だろう。
I was fine since it didn't particularly hurt that much.
More of less checking my body, it was evident that it wasn't the aiguillette, but manmade red marks that scattered all over my body.
自らを主張するようなマーキングに、先ほどまでの行為を思い出し顔が熱くなる。
The markings appear as if it was claiming for oneself, and as I was reminded of the act from earlier, my face became hot.
「思い出しちゃった？」
"Were you recalling?"
赤くなった私をみて意地悪くそう聞くフリードを睨みつければ、優しいキスが降ってきた。
As I glared at Freed, who slyly asked this when he saw me turn red, he gently dropped me a kiss.
Pecking me over and over, he softly smiled as he met my eyes.
「好きだよ、リディ。本当に大好きだ。まだ会って日も浅いのにと思うかもしれないけど嘘じゃない。会えない日があることが耐えられないくらい貴女が好きだ」
"I like you, Lidi. I really like you a lot. It may have only been a few days since we met, but I'm not lying. I love you so much that I can't bear the fact that there's days we can't meet"
"......."
私を見るフリードの目には愛しさが溢れていて、とても嘘だとは思えなかった。
Freed's eyes that were looking at me were overflowing with love, I didn't think he was lying.
I realized that I also felt happy hearing those words.
それでも私が彼を好きなのかどうかは分からない。
Even so, I still don't know whether I loved him or not.
フリードと出会ってからというもの、色々な事が怒涛の如く起こり、対処するのに精一杯でそれどころではなかったというのが正解だ。
Ever since meeting Freed, it seems like many turbulent things have happened. Despite dealing with it the best I could, there was not much I could do.
「私は……」
"I...."
"You don't understand right? It's fine. The days ahead are long. I know it, it's fine if you come to like me slowly."
どう答えればいいのかわからない私にフリードは続ける。
I didn't know how I should answer as Freed continued.
「私に触れられるのはいや？」
"You don't like it when I touch you?"
反射的に首を振った。
Instinctively I shook my head.
彼に触れられて、嫌悪感があったことは一度もない。
When he touched her, never once did she felt uncomfortable.
Actually I had thought of more things. But for today let's just leave it at that.
「そう、良かった。……なら私に抱かれるのは？」
"I see that's good.....how about when I embrace you?"
"I don't, dislike it"
戸惑いながらもそう答える。
嫌だったらあんなことは絶対に言わない。
While in a daze, I replied with such.
Given what I said earlier, I wondered if I'd really wanted it.
If I didn't like it I definitely wouldn't have said that.
Even so there was a part of me that was surprised that I thought it was nice to be embraced by him.
やはりすでにヤってしまっているから、ハードルが低いのだろうか。
それは違うと信じたい。
As expected, it must be because we'd already done it already, that the hurdle was low.
Else.....I don't want to consider it, but wouldn't that make me a bitch*.
I want to believe that, that was not it.
(*TN: I DON'T MAKE THIS UP AHAHHA DOUBLE CHECKS TO MAKE SURE I TRANSLATED CORRECTLY)
何にせよ彼と結婚することは確定なので、セックスをするのが嫌な相手でないことはよかったと思う。
Anyhow, since my marriage with him has already been decided, I think I'm glad that he's not someone I dislike having sex with.
思考を彼方に飛ばしながらも恥ずかしいことを言わせるなとフリードを上目づかいでみれば、彼は微笑みながらこういった。
While I tried to think of it that way, I looked up to Freed who'd already made me say something so embarrassing. He smiled as he said this.
「じゃあ続き、してもいい？」
"Then, is it okay if I continue"
"....yea"
これだけ体中弄られて、放っておかれる方がつらい。
舌が口を開くよう促し、要求に応えると口内に侵入した彼の舌は遠慮なく上あごをなであげた。
Only touching my insides, all the places left alone felt painful.
Nodding, his lips once again rained down on me.
His tongue urged my mouth open. Responding to his desires, he invaded the insides of my mouth with his tongue and freely teased my upper jaw.
「んんっ……」
"nnnnng...."
先ほどの件があるからか抱き寄せる事はせずに、舌を絡ませながら胸を柔らかくもみほぐす。人差し指が胸の先端に初めて触れ、体が敏感に反応した。
それを寂しいと思い、もう一度今度は自分から唇を寄せて触れるだけのキスをした。
Because there was the matter from earlier, without drawing into an embrace*, our tongues intertwined as my breast were softly massaged. With his index finger he touched the tip of my breasts for the first time, and my body sensitively reacted.
The tips of our tongue mutually came together, and then separated.
Feeling lonely, I once again drew my own lips closer to kiss him.
(*TN: I'm quite unsure if I translated this first part correctly: 先ほどの件があるからか抱き寄せる事はせずに)
「リディ……あんまり煽らないで」
"Lidi....rarely ever instigates"
"That's because"
じっと彼を見つめれば、彼は耐え切れないというように二本の指で詰襟の金具を外した。
I motionlessly stared at him. And as if unable to bear the standup collar, he removed two of the metal fittings with two of his fingers.
As he tried to take off his outer garment, I grabbed his hand to stop him.
「リディ？」
「え」
"Lidi?"
"....Don't take it off"
"eh"
"You said you'd let me enjoy it till I'm satisfied, right? Then don't take it off. I want to look at that appearance of Freed's more."
いつの間にかまたのぼせあがっていた私の頭は、全くもって本能に忠実だ。
Before I knew it, I'd lost my mind once again, I was truly faithful to my instincts.
Freed blankly stared at me, who'd clearly said to not take it off, and the next sound that came out was a laugh.
「ふはっ……！はははは！！」
"Pfft...! Hahahaha!!"
"Don't laugh, so mean"
そう言うとフリードはごめんごめんと言いながら、もう一度軍服の詰襟の金具を止め直してくれた。その仕草を遠慮なくうっとりと眺める。
当初の予定通りがっつり鑑賞させてもらおう。
As I said that, Freed while saying 'sorry sorry', once again stopped and redid the metal fittings on the collar of the military uniform. I absentmindedly stared at that gesture without reservation.
I wasn't scared since it had already been found out.
As originally planned, I intend to fully appreciate it.
そんな私を笑いをかみ殺しながら観察していたフリードは、そうだと思いついたように口にした。
While trying to hold back his laughter as he observed me, Freed as if recalling something, opened his mouth.
「ふふ。本当に好きなんだね。私としてはリディが積極的だから嬉しいけど。もしかして、口調とかも変えた方が良かったりする？」
「さっき、令嬢たちと話していたとき。ぽーっとこっちを見ていたみたいだったから、もしかしてと思ったんだけど」
"Fufu. It seems you really like it. For me, I'm just happy that Lidi is being assertive. Perhaps I should change the tone of my voice too?"
"eh?"
"Earlier, when talking with those noble daughters. It seemed you were intently staring at me the whole time, that's why I just thought perhaps you'd wanted it"
"Uh!"
ばれていた！！
軍服祭りまで看破されていたとは思わなかった。
I've been found out!!
Freed's perception was quite frightening.
I didn't want to think whether he'd seen through the military uniform festival or not.
I already couldn't deny it. He laughed as he tried to pacify me.
「本当リディとなら、これからずっと退屈することなんてなさそうだよ。お願いだからこのままのリディでいてね」
"If this is the real Lidi, then from now on it seems I'll never be bored. So please, stay like this."
"What do you mean?"
首をかしげながらそう聞くと、フリードは意味ありげに口角を上げた。
As I tilted my head while asking this, Freed meaningfully raised the corner of his mouth.
「分からないうちは気にしなくていいよ。たくさん気持ちいいことしようね」
"It's fine to not worry about it if you don't understand. Let's just enjoy ourselves."
そういうとフリードは私から離れ、ベッドから降りた。そうして乱れた服を簡単に整えていく。
Saying that, Freed separated from me and got off the bed. Then, he quickly straightened up his disorderly clothes.
As I was left alone on the bed, I sat and looked up to him.
「さあリディ、どうしてほしい？」
"Now then, how does Lidi want it?"
服装を整えた後がらっと声のトーンを変えて尋ねてきた彼に、背筋がびりっと震えた。
After readjusting his clothes, he completely changed the tone of his voice, my spine shivered like an electric shock at his inquiry.
That voice. From earlier.
令嬢たちと話していたときのフリードの声だ。
それが何とも色を思わせ、私の中の感情をダイレクトに揺さぶった。
It was the voice he used when talking with the nobles daughters earlier.
Just, what was different from before, was that there was a bit of sweetness mixed in.
It made me think just how sexy it was, it directly shook me to the core.
一瞬にして頭が沸騰する。漆黒の軍服を纏った彼の欲を孕んだ目に、体の奥が真っ先に反応した。
またとろりと蜜が零れたのが感覚だけで分かった。
Instantly, my head heated up. Freed's eyes swollen with desire, while wrapped jet black military uniform, my innermost part reacted first.
Recalling the act from earlier, my body instinctively mended my legs together.
Once again I could only feel the sensation of the thick honey overflowing.
そんな私の様子をみて、フリードは目を細める。
Looking at my current appearance, Freed narrowed his eyes.
駄目だ、我慢できない。
No good, I can't hold on anymore.
Unable to bear it, I begged Freed in a shaking voice.
「指を……入れて……下さい」
"Please...insert....your fingers"
"where?"
思わず敬語で答えれば、容赦なくフリードから質問が返ってくる。
長時間放っておかれたソコは、たまらないくらいきゅんとして、直接的な刺激を求めていた。
As I instinctively replied formally, Freed mercilessly responded with a question.
Something like inserting the fingers, naturally it was no where but 'there'.
That place which had been left alone for a long time, was unbearably begging for direct stimulus.
もう触れてもらうだけじゃ満足なんて絶対にできない。
It already was unable to be satisfied with just touching.
「わ……私の……ココに」
"m...my...here"
さすがに名称を口にはできず、視線を落として意思を伝える。
As expected I couldn't say it, I dropped my gaze as I conveyed my intentions.
I thought that he'd forgive me with just this, however Freed who was in military mode, didn't stop.
「ココと言われてもわからない。名称を言葉にできないのなら、その場所を自分で私に見せるんだ」
"I can't understand when you just say 'here'. If you can't say the name, then show me the place yourself."
"--!"
なんと！
自分で足を開けと、そういうのか。
What!
While I knew what I wanted to say, the moment when Freed calmly made such a terrifying demand, I stiffened.
To spread open my legs myself, was that what he meant?
愕然としながらフリードを見上げる。
見上げた瞬間一撃で胸を打ち抜かれ、ときめきに悶え転がりそうになる。
While shocked, I looked up to Freed.
Freed with an nonchalant look, while ordering me around in a military uniform, was really attractive.
The instant I looked up, my heart was struck with a single blow, it felt like being crushed by a throbbing agony.
羞恥の限界に挑戦させるような理不尽なことを言われたにも関わらず、気づけばすっかり彼に従う気になっていた。
それでもあまりの恥ずかしさに震えていると、フリードはさらに爆弾を投下してくれた。
Despite being told such unreasonable things as if challenging the limits of my embarrassment, I noticed that I was becoming completely obedient to him.
This is bad.
Even so, as I was trembling from over embarrassment, Freed dropped another bomb.
「早くしないと、いつまでたってもリディを可愛がってやれない。自分でできないというのなら命令しようか」
"If you don't hurry up, not matter what, I won't be able to give Lidi lots of love. If you can't do it yourself, then shall I order you to?"
言われた言葉を理解する前に、彼は一気に畳み掛けてきた。
Before I could comprehend what he said, he pressed on in one breath.
「リディ、足を開け」
"Lidi, open your legs"