Published at 18th of October 2020 06:29:13 PM
Chapter 56
Ch 56.01
I looked on helplessly as I stared at my former self of that year, just like that, I pressed against Mo Qing and kissed him passionately.
From the beginning to the end, I watched him and me from being unfamiliar to gradually getting familiar, and the lingering touches between those lips and teeth. There was not even a little bit of ambiguity visible in front of me.
It’s amazing that I clearly did not remember this, but it was like in these scenes, I could feel those indescribable sensations of that year; the silky softness, the tepid warmth but deep reserve, the gentleness of melting into one another, and the slight eagerness of plundering each other. You strived to do this while I fought to do that, no effort was spared in the attempt to tantalize each other, to possess the other person, even to the point of suffocation…
In the end, the me in the scene started to suffocate…
So I began to want to catch my breath, but he refused to let me go…
He was not at all like the ugly little monster who was ashamed to come into contact with other people.
In this moment, he possessed a little bit of an aggressive nature. He imprisoned me, and desperately wanted to acquire the nutrients necessary for his life from my place. He threw away his silence, and abandoned his lowliness. He was like a child who was finally given candy during the New Year celebration, and could not wait to taste it.
I could feel his desire. He wanted to swallow this candy into his belly, and have it sequestrate into himself. It was just that he was afraid that if it was a little too late or a little too slow, then this candy would be snatched away by others. However, at the same time, he was also extremely scared. He was scared that if he finished eating this candy, then later on he would never have it again. So he exhausted all methods to make this piece of candy last longer; to taste it much more carefully; to make its impression be engraved deeper within him.
As I watched him kiss me, from the very beginning, my face reddened and my heart quickened, but then afterwards, I was unable to take my eyes away. Even in this moment, I could detect that my heart was hurting a little bit.
I blamed him somewhat, this Ugly Little Monster, how could he do something that could make someone’s heart hurt so much, hmm! Did he carry his own pincers on his body? But no matter how I look at him, he could already make a person’s heart seize.
Nevertheless, this type of crazy kiss did not last for long. I saw my former self got too breathless, so then I suddenly moved my head backwards, and seized the opportunity to push Mo Qing away.
Then I rested my upper body on Mo Qing’s chest like so, propped my head up, and stared drunkenly at him with my hazy but observant eyes.
Mo Qing and I gazed at each other’s faces. After a moment of bewilderment, he turned his head uncomfortably away. He was hiding from me, avoiding my gaze, and trying to cover his face, but I unreasonably turned his head back around: “What’re you hiding for?”
Mo Qing’s cheeks could not turn away, but his eyes were as before, still avoiding my gaze: “I…” He paused for a moment, then with much difficulty, he sputtered a word full of self-rejection, “Disgusting.”
He said that he was disgusting…
He disliked the seals on his face.
“Where are you disgusting?” I held his face in my hand, and looked from the left side of his face to the right side of his face. Then I immediately released his head, rubbed against his chest, and allowed myself to slightly crawl up on his body. He quickly embraced me, and did not allow me to move randomly, in order to avoid falling into the magical array behind me.
But my lips had already reached a sufficient distance from his cheek, so I gazed at him, and dropped a gentle kiss on a black seal right above his right eyelid: “Your eyes are like a sea of stars, so beautiful.”
Mo Qing appeared to be shaken by these words. As he stared slightly off into space, he silently sensed my gentle kisses on every greenish-black seal on his face.
“Sect Leader…” His voice eventually had an unconcealable hoarseness and deepness, “Do you know who I am?”
“I know.” As I told him this, I pulled apart the lapels of his robes. He did not even resist, “You’re the ugly little monster who I saved many years ago, the Mo Qing who guards the mountain gate… Mo Qing…”
As if he could finally no longer restrain himself, Mo Qing clutched the back of my head, wrapped his arm around my waist, embraced my entire body, and turned around to press me down. As our positions reversed, I followed the steps and landed on the ground, while he braced himself above my body.
I saw the back of my head was protected by the palm of his hand. As my head fell backwards, it banged the back of his hand directly against the edge of the step. It was not a light bump, but he did not even utter a sound.
In a timely manner, I had already pulled his upper robes into a complete disorderly fashion. I lay underneath him, and also in his embrace. As I smiled squintingly, I hugged his neck and asked him, as if I was playing: “Do you know who I am?”
He was silent for a moment, but then he leant down to hoarsely groan against my lips: “Zhao Yao… Lu Zhao Yao.”
I aroused him, it was different from the crazy kiss of before. He began to gingerly taste my lips, carefully touched even more places, and opened up even more taboos.
As I watched him, he took up more and more of the active role. I even watched how he subdued the me, who was starting to retreat on the steps…
A scandalous night ensued.
Ch 56.02
As I watched, my face was flushed and my ears were red. I completely never thought that when I was actually doing things such as that, I would look like that. I pressed down on my throbbing heart, and remained quiet for a long while before my heartbeat finally became steady.
In the scene, as I fell into a deep sleep, Mo Qing helped me put my clothes back on. After a long moment of thinking, he quietly and somewhat carefully held me in his embrace. Then he gazed at the magical array of mutually intertwining blazing fire and icy snow in front of him, looking as if he was lost in thought. As he stroked my head, the light in his eyes were fragmented but warm.
In the scene, I looked at him and myself who was in a deep slumber within his arms, and thought to myself that… The judge in this ghost market was not in the least bit fair!
Judging from this situation, I feared that the person who got the biggest pleasure was definitely not me!
Although in the beginning, I tried to urge Mo Qing, and then halfway through the urging, I got tired and planned not to urge him anymore. However, at this time Mo Qing was already burning with desire. Therefore, he did not allow me to stop, on the contrary, he urged me! Looking at the whole process, it was obvious that Mo Qing was more active, all right!
By the end of the latter half, the wine that I consumed had already intoxicated me to the point that my hands were weak and powerless! So how could I be boorish and savage!
Just because of this and whatever else, the crime was condemned to me, I refused to accept it!
Before I refused to accept and later I still refused to accept, but in the end, I really had no way to go and find the person who condemned me to debate. Watching the scene, I only saw Mo Qing’s lingering affection, the way he kept embracing me tightly, until the sky was about to brighten. Then on the mountain, there were people who appeared to be coming down the mountain to search for me.
Mo Qing looked at me for a moment, his expression darkening slightly. Then he took something out of his chest, and hung it around my neck.
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Ahh…
That thing…
That small silver mirror!
I did not know where it came from, this small silver mirror that was both beautiful and strange, and had always fit my aesthetics. So much so that I had always worn it over the years, and never thought to throw it away. So as it turned out… It was during that moment that Mo Qing had put it on me?
So it was originally his thing!
No wonder… Originally in the Sword Tomb, I said that I wanted to present him with a token. But he was unwilling to accept it, and on the contrary, he told me to keep it carefully.
So that was it!
He carried me princess-style, placed me several steps higher on the flight of stairs, then immediately retreated off to the side. He stood behind the memorial arch just like his usual self, silently and motionlessly hiding in the corner.
Sima Rong led people down from the mountain to look for me, and saw me on the steps. Sima Rong immediately ordered people to bring me back. Then he turned his head, seeing Mo Qing, he smiled and greeted him.
Mo Qing only nodded silently. Mo Qing had stealthily hidden away everything, so no one noticed anything.
I was in a lethargic sleep, and slept for half a month. When I woke up again, I had already forgotten everything that I had done during those three days of intoxication, and was so carefree that I did not care when I had gained an additional mirror on my body.
Luo Ming Xuan had died, but my life still continued to go on, I was no longer living for revenge. So I was at a loss for a while, but had set goals for myself again. I wanted to establish the first biggest sect in the demonic path, then in the future, I wanted to take over the position of the demon king, unify the land under heaven, and stand on the highest peak in the world.
So I began to work busily, fighting from all four sides, and the conflict with the Ten Great Celestial Sects grew bigger and bigger.
After that, I went out for my first trip. Upon return to the mountain gate, I gazed at Mo Qing standing under the memorial arch from a distance, but just in that moment, North Mountain Lord was talking to me about some business. I was busy answering him, so I did not even look at Mo Qing more than twice.
Mo Qing did not break the rules either. He simply stood off to the side silently, just like every single time, waiting for my return to the mountain. He stood in the place that he should stand, without fuss, without arrogance, just noiselessly like a background.
Quietly waited for me to pass by his side.
I lowered my eyes and held my breath, because in this scene today, I was paying particular attention to him. Therefore, I saw that when I approached him, in that big black cloak of his, there was a glint of light in his gaze, staring at the small silver mirror hanging on my chest.
Immediately after, his eyes softened, as if there were some tiny, humble delights.
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Just like that, he simply stood guard in front of the mountain gate. He guarded the gate until the day I left for the Sword Tomb, then he finally appeared in front of me.
Now thinking about it, at that time, he really did want to save me, but never expected that when Wan Jun Sword came out of its sheath, the power was actually so frightening…
The power of Wan Jun Sword split the mountain and cracked the ground. It completely overturned the entire mountainous rocks in the Sword Tomb, except for the place where Mo Qing was holding the sword, the other areas turned into pieces of rubble with mutilated limbs everywhere.
I looked at Mo Qing covered in blood, holding the sword and standing on the crushed stone. However, I saw that more than half of his mind was already cloudy, and he simply held the sword in his hand in a death-grip. When he turned around to look at the chaos behind him, the look in his eyes was like he was torn into pieces. He staggered down the Sword Tomb, and allowed the sharp end of the Wan Jun Sword to drag on the ground. He went down into a world of deathly stillness, walking with heavy footsteps, not knowing what he was searching for.
Before that, I had never stood at such an angle to think about it. At that time, because the sword was pulled out of its sheath, therefore, Mo Qing had mistakenly killed me. What was he thinking in his heart?
He said that after Shi Qi heard the news of my death, she wailed and bawled for more than half a month, and almost cried herself blind.
Then what about him?
Ch 56.03
I had believed that the one who killed me was the last person who obtained the Wan Jun Sword, and took the position of Wan Lu Sect Leader was him? What was he thinking? What kind of things did he do?
However, the scene before my eyes spontaneously ended right at this moment.
The entire scene darkened for a moment, as if my life had ended here. But in the next moment, another scene appeared in front of me. I saw an ice cave, and in that ice cave, I saw myself being placed on top of an ice wall with half of my body caught within the ice. While before me, there was a person sitting cross-legged on the ice-filled ground, meditating and reciting scriptures. It was actually…
Qin Qian Xian?
How could it be him? After the battle in the Sword Tomb, did he carry my body out from under the rubble, and then placed me in that cave?
Finally, the scene disappeared completely.
Then Da Yin Netherworld Bank’s representative appeared right in front of me, he was a skinny, shriveled-up little ghost who flashed his claws before my eyes: “Hey, hey! You’re done watching, huh! Then return the mirror to me!”
He reached out his hand to yank the mirror in my hand. I immediately lowered my head to glance at it one last time, but only saw the last line in the record —
In the Sword Tomb, Qin Qian Xian took Lu Zhao Yao’s dead body away.
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Then there was no more after that. It did not even clearly state where I was taken to.
But in the mirror, it actually used the two words, “dead body,” which clearly stated that I had already died in the Sword Tomb at that time. So now, why did Zi You go through all kinds of ideas, saying that I was a living soul?
A living soul proved that my body still has a thread of life force; I was still alive.
In the end, this was all…
No matter what, I had found what could be considered as a clue now. So I just needed to look for Qin Qian Xian. Once he was found, where was my body, why did he do that in the beginning, how did I currently turn out this way, maybe everything would have an answer.
I immediately glided out of Da Yin Netherworld Bank.
My top priority right now was to go find Zhi Yan first, possess her body, and then do the most important thing, properly communicate with Mo Qing.
As I was floating in the front, behind me, the scholar was chasing me: “Miss Lu…”
I thought for a moment, then stopped walking and turned to ask him: “What’s your name?”
“Ah? My… My name is Cao Ning, moniker Ming Feng.”
“You just need to wait, when I go back, I will find people to burn paper offerings for you. These debts, all of it will be paid back to you.”
“Miss… Miss Lu!” He called me again, as if he had indeed made up his mind, and said to me, “Actually… It doesn’t matter if you can’t pay these debts. On my mother’s side, I can go tell her that you… You haven’t written the green document with me, so…”
*green document – divorce document
I turned my head and glanced at him: “The green document must be written. The debt must be paid back. I have another person that I want to marry.”
No longer looking at him, I turned around to leave. After leaving the ghost market at a short distance, I had originally wanted to glide over to Chen Ji Mountain’s main peak, which was still a short distance away, but I did not expect that when I appeared, I came upon Zhi Yan, who was in the middle of crying and searching for me.
The rims of her eyes were so red, and the sound of her crying voice was so hoarse: “Great Demon King, Great Demon King, in the end, where are you? You mustn’t disappear just like this…”
I floated in place, looked at her for a moment, and then called out: “Hey, are you funeral wailing?”
Zhi Yan turned her head and saw me. Her face was in complete disbelief. Then she immediately threw herself at me, but she had forgotten to draw her soul out of her body. So even though she pounced towards my body, it was to be expected that she could only pass through my body and landed on the giant tree behind me.
“You didn’t disappear!” She was not angry, just stood there to hug the tree and continued to cry loudly, “You didn’t disappear, that’s so great! That’s really great!”
I was annoyed by her noise, but at the same time, my heart also felt warmth: “Don’t cry. I’m fine.”
“Uh-huh.” She wiped away her tears for a while, then as if she remembered something, and quickly left her body, “Come, you need to enter my body first! You need to quickly go back and find Li Chen Lan! He’s searching for you like crazy!”