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THE PINK BECCA SHIRTS WOULDN'T GO AWAY. Particularly when Valentine's Day rolled around. I just wore my uniform, making me stand out even more than usual. I kind of wished the administration would ban those shirts, but apparently they didn't mind.

Everyone's minds were on love, and so that's most of what people were talking about. Every time I heard the words love, perfect or romantic I wanted to punch something. Perhaps because every time I heard those words I, and everyone else, thought of Becca and Max.

I'd heard so much about how "perfect," "in love" and "romantic" they were. I knew they were "adorable together." So when the words were flying around like cupid's arrows, I felt like all I could do was duck for cover.

Max and I were not speaking. He asked to talk to me a few times, but I couldn't bear to be told again that he just couldn't be with me. I'd heard that enough. I also resisted the urge to ask him what he and Becca had done last year. Probably flown off to Paris and fed each other chocolate croissants while getting silly and light-headed off mimosas.

I headed to the Black Box Theater in the art department, where they were airing a movie about romance in Paris.

I passed by Susan Tobias, who said nothing to me. She tossed her long, straight blond hair over her shoulder. It did look a lot like Becca's hair.

No one was in the theater, but the lights were down, and the movie had just started to flicker on. I could hardly see around me. I sighed, feeling more lonely and pitiful than ever, and sat down in one of the seats.

The movie was slow, overacted and impossible to pay attention to. I hadn't even been tired, but I found myself falling asleep. At a certain point, I realized I didn't even know what the plot was. I was just watching this woman have emotions about something or other.

Then, quite suddenly, the lonely woman in her flat vanished and was quickly replaced by-what looked like-burning paper, and then a white screen. It stayed that way.

I looked around. I got up and looked in the projector box. The guy running the projector was gone.

My Valentine's Day date with myself even sucked. I trudged sadly up the stairs and into my hall.

It was filled with people, going in and out of rooms, laughing and dancing, looking woozy, making out, and/or fighting. Like any good party. Almost all of these things came to a halt as I rounded the corner.

Like any Manderley party.

Madison and Julia, never to be seen far from each other, came over to greet me.

"Hey, where have you been? All the guys snuck over while they changed the tapes in the security office." Madison smiled genuinely.

"I didn't know anything was going on. I was just downstairs."

"Oh, well, yeah it was kind of a spur-of-the-moment...thing."

Right. "It doesn't matter."

"Anyway...Max seems a little down," Madison whispered to me.

"Does he?"

Julia nodded. "Yeah, he probably feels guilty, because he knows he shouldn't have...you know."

"Shouldn't have what?"

"You guys...everyone said you were in his room...he probably just feels guilty 'cuz he did that."

"What am I doing, Madison?" It was Max.

She cowered under his glare. It was obvious she regretted saying anything. She shook her head, looking sorry.

"No, go ahead," Max went on. "What am I doing? Furthermore, what horrible thing could I do that she didn't?"

It was quiet around us as people listened. We all knew who she was.

"Nothing. I'm sorry." Madison was struggling to keep her words and voice steady.

Dana crept, as always, from some unseen corner. "She can make up for it when she comes back. Especially after everything she's done in the past... Oh, how long has it been now?"

"Shut up, Dana."

I saw Johnny coming through the crowd. Good. He was always good at calming Dana down.

"I mean I'm just saying, things will change when she's back, won't they? It won't matter what she did last year or what you've...chosen to do in the interim." She looked at me.

"Maybe he actually likes me," I said. "Have you ever thought of that?"

I was hot in the cheeks, and I just wanted to yell at Dana. This desire heightened when she started to laugh. Everyone was listening now. Johnny put a hand on her shoulder, but she swatted him away.

"You are kidding me, right?" She looked gleeful.

"No, I mean he is choosing to spend time with me, isn't he? If he was just moping around he could do that alone. He doesn't need me for that."

"Is he with you?" she asked, looking skyward as if puzzling it out. "Because I thought you weren't actually his girlfriend. Couldn't give you that label, isn't that right? Why do you think that is?"

No, he hadn't. And she knew it. We never were actually together. I said nothing, but felt my cheeks go redder.

"Dana, cool it, okay?" Johnny's voice was low and personal. "You can't keep attacking her."

"You really can't." This came from someone I didn't expect. Julia.

Dana looked as surprised as I felt for a second, but collected herself.

"Oh, see, there it is. I always said you weren't her best friend. You and Madison always thought you were, but when it comes down to it, you really aren't, are you?"

Johnny took hold of Dana's shoulders. "Come on, that's enough."

He took her back to our room, a place I really didn't want to go back to.

Then, as if he'd read my mind, Max asked Julia, "Can she sleep in your room tonight?"

"No, no, it's-" I began.

"Of course she can," Julia said. "I still have the futon that Bec-"

She stopped herself, and Madison took over. "Yes, you can come sleep in our room whenever you want."

"If that's really okay."

"Of course."

Julia walked over and pulled out a rolled-up cushion from her closet and gave me a pile of blankets. She was just handing me a pillow when Madison emerged from the bathroom.

"I think I have f-food poisoning or something," Madison suddenly hiccupped and ran into the bathroom.

"Uh-huh." Julia rolled her eyes and got into her own bed. "I'm going to sleep. Don't step on our guest next time your 'food poisoning' says hello."

Max nudged me in the arm. "Can I talk to you for a second?"

"I guess."

I followed him back out of the room and down to the end of the hall, which was darker.

"I'm sorry."

I almost said that I didn't care how sorry he was, when I saw the look in his eyes.

"It's okay," I said. "I get it."

"I wish we'd hung out tonight."

I shrugged. "It's just another day. Whatever."

"Yeah. Well. I wanted to give you something." He reached in his pocket and laughed quietly. "It's really stupid. But I got my mom to help me with it over winter break. She used to own a jewelry store. I wanted to give it to you, but I didn't know if I should. Or when, or whatever."

He pulled out a small, delicate-looking bracelet from his pocket. It was black ribbon with a silver plaque in the middle, flanked by a pearl on either side. It had a small, silver clasp. He handed it to me and then ran a hand through his hair, looking embarrassed.

On the plaque, my name had been engraved.

"All the girls wear pearls here. I don't know, I just thought it was right that you should have some hint of Manderley on you, but...you're different, so I didn't want to just give you pearls."

"It's so pretty. It's gorgeous. Thank you, Max." I couldn't even believe that it was really happening. "I don't know what to say."

"You don't have to say anything. I just wanted you to have it. Here, I can help you."

I held out my wrist and he clasped the bracelet for me. "Thank you," I said.

He shrugged again. After a second he said, "I'm going to sleep. So, I guess I'll see you tomorrow or something?"

"Okay. Good night."

"Night."

We walked in our separate directions. A moment later, he caught up to me, turned me around and kissed me.

"Happy Valentine's Day." He smiled, and then walked out of the hall.

CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR.

"OH, MY GOD, IT'S GORGEOUS!"

"Isn't it?"

"I can't believe Max bought it for you! It's got to be expensive. I mean I know he's got money, but still-it's so nice!"

"Yeah, and look what he engraved on the back." Becca turned over the locket and showed it to Madison and Julia.

"To Eternal Love," read Madison. "Oh, my God! That's so sappy! It's crazy how he is with you. He's so not like that!"

"Yeah, well." Becca returned the necklace to her neck. "He wanted to spend the day with me today, but I couldn't lead him on like that. Especially on Valentine's Day."

She sipped her lobster bisque.

"Wow, he's so hung up on you, I can't believe it," Julia said.

"Oh, my God, you guys."

Julia and Becca looked at Madison, and then followed her gaze out the window. It was Max. He was sitting on a bench, leaning on his knees.

Had Becca's words come true?

"Oh, I'll go talk to him." She rolled her eyes, like she'd just been waiting for this. But she hadn't. In fact she was downright shocked to see him.

"Max?" she said when she walked outside.

"Sit down."

She did as he said. "What's wrong? Are you okay?"

"Let me see your necklace."

"Max-"

"Let me see the necklace, Becca."

She removed it, hesitantly, and gave it to him. She watched as he read the inscription on the back.

"I just-" she began.

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