Translator: lilcupcakez
Because I love you [3]
“…” You Mei closed her eyes…
….
Hao Jun You walked to the door and opened it…
“You’re here.” He shot Shi Lin who wore a body of white dress a faint smile.
“Hm.” Shi Lin didn’t dare to look at his face. She just nodded her head.
“Please come in.” Hao Jun You moved over so Shi Lin could come in.
“Sorry that I wasn’t able to come to look at you these days.” Shi Lin’s voice was very careful, so careful it wasn’t like Shi Lin.
“It’s fine. Today I originally didn’t want to bother you…” Hao Jun You walked over to the bed and took the MP4 as well as the letter to Shi Lin.
“This?” Shi Lin’s eyes were filled with confusion.
“Please help me give this letter to Ming Xian.” Hao Jun You still faintly smiled…It still had a sense of alienation…”Please give this MP4 to Xiao Ya.”
“What happen?” Shi Lin widened her eyes. “How come Jun You, you don’t give it to them yourself?! Could it be that….”
“Yes ah, I have decided to return to America.” Hao Jun You’s voice sounded like a helpless sigh.
“Didn’t you say you have rejected it?!” Shi Lin stood up. Hao Jun You is really going to return to America?! He’s really going to be at the other side of the ocean?!
“I have decided recently.”
“For Moya?!” No matter what reason it was out of, Shi Lin believed that the person who could have made Hao Jun You done such a huge change would only be Moya.
Hao Jun You hadn’t responded…
Shi Lin painfully shut her eyes up…She took the MP4 and letter over silently…
“Thank you.” Hao Jun You faintly smiled.
“When? When are you leaving?” Shi Lin stared at Hao Jun You’s back.
“Haven’t decided but everyone doesn’t need to come to send me away.” Hao Jun You looked out the window, that slightly yellow leaf…
“….” Shi Lin lowered her head. She understood that Hao Jun You only wanted Moya to send him away…No, maybe he most didn’t want Moya to send him off…Because how would that deep love rip and tear apart at the airport!
In the villa, Li Hao anxiously stared at Jin Ming Xian who was practicing fencing…
He had continuously practiced his fencing for one day one night!
“Xian Er!” Li Hao wanted to go up and stop him but she had kept in mind of his attitude. “Stop and take a rest.” She held the white towel…That long and white towel…
Jin Ming Xian’s eyes were icy cold. The tip of his sword seemed to have penetrated something’s throat…
“Why?” Jin Ming Xian softly asked as though it was the wind not him.
“What?” Li Hao hadn’t heard clearly.
“Why! Why are we siblings! Why do I have to let her stay at his! Why would I be in love with her!!! Why???” The emotions that he had held down these days, finally exploded as though the volcano had erupted…
“Xian Er…” The hand Li Hao used to hold the white towel shook…”Actually…” Actually, you guys aren’t siblings! This sentence, she had almost said out loud.
“Young master.” The old housekeeper pushed open the door of the fencing room. “Young miss Shi Lin has been waiting in the lounge for you for a long time. Plus she held the things from young master Jun You for you and young miss Moya.”
“What?!” The anger in Jin Ming Xian’s eyes hadn’t completely diminished.
“Xian Er, go look quickly.” Li Hao placed the white towel on Jin Ming Xian’s body which was covered with sweat.
Shi Lin sat in the lounge. She stared absentmindedly at the MP4 and the letter…
“Young miss Shi Lin, young master is here.” The old housekeeper poured another cup of warm tea for Shi Lin.
“Thank you.” Shi Lin stood up. She stared at Jin Ming Xian who was in front. The eyes, the thousand years glacier like eyes…Today now held faint loneliness…
“You guys take your time talking. I will take my leave.” The old housekeeper left with the cool teacup.
“This…” Shi Lin took out the letter. “Jun You told me to give this to you.”
“….” Jin Ming Xian hadn’t responded. He stared at the blue letter in Shi Lin’s hand…
“Take it. There’s probably something very important in there. Plus…Jun You is returning back to America.” Shi Lin’s voice was mixed with faint tears.
“America?” Jin Ming Xian’s eyebrows were slightly furrowed. He! Hao Jun You was actually going to take Moya back to America?! Staying here, was it not okay to stay at a place he could see her?!
“Yes. His parents from America had asked him to return back there for a very long time.” Shi Lin lowered her head. She looked at the MP4 in her hand. “This…is supposed to be given to Moya. Can you give this to her for me?” Right now, at least Shi Lin couldn’t look at Moya’s face yet…Seeing Moya would make her think of Hao Jun You, think of Hao Jun You’s love…
“Give to Moya?” Jin Ming Xian slightly squinted her eyes.
“Ming Xian, don’t misunderstand. Jun You is returning to America by himself.”
“Going back to America by himself?!” Jin Ming Xian’s eyes turned from one of confusion to anger. “Because Moya had already loved him so now he’s tired of her?!” How could he do this to her?!
“What are you saying?!” Shi Lin’s emotions became uncontrolled. “You don’t even understand anything! It’s because of you guys! All because of you guys! You should take a look at that letter before saying something!” Shi Lin walked towards the door.
“…..” Jin Ming Xian held the blue letter. His gaze stopped on the MP4 on his desk…
…..
This day, Hao Jun You had just finished making a call to Shi Lin. He opened the shelf by the bed…
He took out the blue sheet of paper…
Hao Jun You’s eyebrows were slightly furrowed. He took out a pen and rapidly started writing…He needed to quickly finish before he regretted it…
Ming Xian:
I am apologizing to you. In the past, I had misunderstood you. Now I believed your love towards Xiao Ya…
Hao Jun You’s hand trembled. Each word on here seemed to be carved into his heart.
Now I had just realized how selfish I am. I ignored the love Xiao Ya gave to you, ignored her pain. I had kept her by my side like this…
Hao Jun You closed his eyes. He softly kissed the blue crystal bottle…
Please continue to love her. Believe me, you guys are not blood-related. Please don’t blame mom and dad. I believe this was all because of me…
Hao Jun You’s mouth trembled…His words were a little messy…
Lately, hope you can bring her happiness…
Hao Jun You placed the blue better into the envelope…
Then he took out a blue MP4…This had Xiao Ya’s voice…This voice was created by the computer based on his memory…Hao Jun You placed the MP4 into the recorder…
Xiao Ya, I am probably on the airplane now…Just wanted to tell you that I really didn’t want to leave…Don’t want to live the days where I can’t see you…I know I shouldn’t have said this…I should bring these words to hell…But, forgive me…Even if I know this will cause troubles for you…But…I love you.
Hao Jun You held the MP4…
When Xiao Ya grows up, she wants to marry brother Jun You.
The tears flowed down his tightly shut eyes…
….
Jin Ming Xian stared at the letter…The letter that seemed to have Hao Jun You’s blood…
His chest rose and fell rapidly…Jin Ming Xian placed the letter in the cloak’s pocket and walked out…
Moya quietly walked on the pedestrian street. Her eyes floated around…
“Oh! Sorry!” Moya felt as though she had bumped into something. She hurriedly apologized to the ‘victim’…
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