Fei Nuo Nuo is really a very good little kid. She didn't cry and disturb other, she just like to open her eyes big to look at things that she feels attractive and made her curious. She drinks her milk on schedule, sleep on time, and never disturb her Papa and Mama's world with only two people.
She grows up strong and sturdy.
Since having Nuo Nuo, Chief Fei's return home's time is getting more discipline than before. He usually will go back around seven o'clocks, then the first thing he would do is take Nuo Nuo from the nanny, and with carefulness and affection he carried her in his embrace. Nuo Nuo already can recognize her own father. She very cleverly placed her head and sticked it close to Fei Jun's spacious embrace. Fei Jun would shake her slightly, then she would feel comfortable that she hummed.
Regarding to this, Guan Xin Mu had a little jealously, always asks him: "Toward Nuo Nuo, you are that affectionate. Why toward me you always show a deadpan face?"
Fei Jun's gaze didn't even shift from Nuo Nuo, he carelessly said: "Are you obedient as Nuo Nuo? She never make trouble."
Guan Xin Mu:……..
The postnatal Guan Xin Mu's sister, Guan Si Ling's advice, started to go on diet. Every day runs around for half an hour, eat less food, and do some simple exercise before bed. Although she couldn't completely control herself to get rid of her habit to eat that unhealthy foo, but this advice was quite effective. From the start she was not really fat, her bones was not really large, she belonged to a delicate and petite body, so after a month of effort then she was getting skinnier a lot.
At night, she sat down in front of the mirror. While she was combing her hairs, she ran into some tangled-hair, several hairs being pulled. She frowned, suddenly Fei Jun already stood behind her, took the comb from her hand: "Let me."
He helped her to comb her hair, his movement was tender and affectionate let her to be unable to not recalled the first time after the marriage, he also helped her to comb it. That time his action was not as gentle as now, it was a bit straightforward and coarse, frequently made her yelled.
"Your hair is longer than before." Fei Jun's hand lingered on her black beautiful long hair, then he pointed to her shoulder blade, "It's here."
"Is it beautiful?"
"It's beautiful than short hair?
"Then should I grow it longer?"
"Okay."
"But to wash it will be very troublesome, Most hated to wash hair.
"Let me help you to wash it."
"It is you say…. but it still need to be blow dry."
"I also will help you to dry it."
"Okay, then I will grow it long."
Nuo Nuo was sitting on baby carriage, her hand grasped a soft round ball. Her eyes were opened big, and looked around as if everything looked interesting for her. After a moment she was dancing and gesticulating for joy emotionally, she started to sway her fat arm.
Every night, Fei Jun and Guan Xin Mu would push Nuo Nuo out with her baby carriage. Their close neighbor would successively gathered around them, teased this cute and beautiful baby.
"Really a cute little princess a, she is really similar with her father~"
"Come, let auntie carry for a while."
Nuo Nuo blinked her eyes, and very smoothly carried by the auntie.
"Oh! Really good, really good."
Nuo Nuo suddenly spitted out some milk dregs from her corner of lips, dropped it on the skirt of the auntie. Guan Xin Mu immediately apologized and took Nuo Nuo. The auntie just laughed and waved her hands: "It's okay, it's okay. Look at her is so cute. That big eyes, white and fair, her hair is so black…."
Guan Xin Mu feels so proud inside her heart, although when everyone complimented Nuo Nuo's appearance would mentioned she looked like her Papa, her calmness like her Papa, like there was no gene inherited by Guan Xin Mu, yet it didn't influence her happiness.
Except, Nuo Nuo was a bit fat, she ate a lot.
This aspect…. could be traced back to Guan Xin Mu.
Nuo Nuo could be said at the mediator of love, even toward Guan Xin Mu, Chen Wan was not really fond of her, but she would also give Nuo Nuo a lot of things, including gold ornament and baby clothes. Guan Xin Mu thanked her, and Chen Wan just hummed. She continued to drink his tea, the atmosphere was somewhat awkward. Nuo Nuo looked at Mama, looked at grandma, she didn't have a slight of understanding of their complicated relation of mother-in-law and daughter- in- law. But for her, those who would carry her, willing to feed her things to eat, give her toys are a good people.
The time Nuo Nuo learned to walk, she was very brave, she practically fall and toss and went over to throw herself to Fei Jun. Fei Jun bent over and took her up, he praised her: "Right, it's okay. Papa is here, will not let you to fall down. Let's try once more."
Nuo Nuo was very obedient that she nodded, Fei Jun let his hands go, her butt fell on the soft carpet. Fei Jun was so helpless, and just picked her up, and once again she fell flat on the carpet. She yelled "Baba". Fei Jun stroked her round head, and taught her: "Your temper couldn't be to emotional."
Nuo Nuo looked to be half-understand. She wanted to perform well in front of her Papa.
He Qi and Mai Ke bought a quite a lot of parent and child clothes and gave her to Guan XIn Mu. Guan Xin Mu praised that it is so cute, she immediately changed herself and Nuo Nuo to it. It was a pink Snoopy dress. Tonight when they were brought out by Fei Jun, he looked speechless to see them, Guan Xin Mu waved Nuo Nuo's hand, and smiled: "Nuo Nuo, wearing like this, we look very beautiful right. Nuo Nuo likes to wear it right."
Nuo Nuo immediately nodded. Her both arms hugged Guan Xin Mu's neck, tightly, because last month there was once Guan Xin Mu almost to drop her to the ground, if not Fei Jun on time steady help, extended to carry Nuo Nuo, Nuo Nuo's butt would kiss the ground.
"In the internet there is a couple shirt for father and daughter. Nuo Nuo, do you want the matching clothes with Papa?" Guan Xin Mu held Nuo Nuo's round hands and clapped.
Fei Jun inclined his body, and some what seriousness looked at them, his gaze brought a kind of warning, Nuo Nuo immediately knew it intuitively and shook her head.
The day before Nuo Nuo's one year old's birthday, Fei Jun got a phone. He chatted a long time. Guan Xin Mu was doing her facial treatment. After he hung up the phone, she asked lazily: "Who is calling?"
"It's Papa."
Guan Xin Mu was startled, and responded, then asked: "What happened?"
"He wants to see Nuo Nuo." Fei Jun went over, and sat on the bed side. His hand covered Guan Xin Mu's hand," Actually he is wanting to see you more. It's been a long time since you both had met. If this is your punishment for him, then it's been long enough."
"If he wants to see then just come. I never say that he couldn't." Guan Xin Mu hang down her head, thought over her father and mother's divorce, those absurd matter, her heart felt a bit sad. She didn't forgive his betray toward her mother. Those repulsive reality, and that twisted system of values, those immoral… that time she said that forever she didn't want that Guan Shao Guan to be her father.
Fei Jun's faze was deep, his hand held her hand, and said: "Every time you always say somehting like this, but inside your heart you was unwilling. How could he force you."
…. Guan Xin Mu was silent then said, "Do you think that I'm childish, very unfilial, right?"
"A bit." Fei Jun said, "No matter what his fault, no matter how ignorance and deficiency he is, but from beginning to the end he is your father."
"So, this sentence "From beginning to the end" it is him who make me, so I should forgive him?" Guan Xin Mu protested.
"So do you want to be childish forever?" Fei Jun's gaze gradually darken, his tone brought an attempt to convince, "If you completely don't mind and there is no ill-feeling inside your heart, then it's okay for you to not meet him forever, but inside your heart you are also feel unwell. So every time you are hiding. Every call he gave you, you never answered. He ran into your company, you just stood in the window and pretended to not see him…. Xin Mu, I don't have the right to comment if your doing is wrong or correct. But you have, go and ask yourself, do you feel happy about it?"
Guan Xin Mu was speechless, how could her all secrets be covered from Fei Jun.
"All along he is your father, this sentence is not an excuse, but this is the reality. If there is no him, then there will be no you." Fei Jun extended his hand to stroke her long hair, "Also there will be no Nuo Nuo, there will also no our life. He has a little part of all of this."
……
Guan Shao Guan brought a lot of things when he came to Fei house, big pack or small pack. Fei Jun and him could be regarded as an old friend, they didn't be too courteous with each other. Guan Xin Mu brought Nuo Nuo and sat down on the sofa. The moment she raised her head to see her father, she felt disaffectionate and apathetic, yet inside her heart she felt the pain.
Guan Shao Guan looked very old, these two years almost three years of not seeing each other. She didn't dare to look at him on the face.
The time of her parents' divorce, she scolded him to have no heart, immoral, don't qualified to be her father, also not be man. Her words were harsh and full of prejudice. She completely didn't give him any face, now… That time's anger went away, now it just remained a kind of awkwardness.
"Xin Mu, how is your health? It's okay right?" Guan Shao Guan smiled, and swiftly looked for a topic of conversation.
"Em, quite good." Guan Xin Mu looked at him, and lowered her head to say to Nuo Nuo: "This is grandpa, called grandpa."
"Grandpa!" Nuo Nuo smiled and called him.
Guan Shao Guan clearly somewhat emotional, and somewhat cramped, he immediately said: "Let me wash my hand, then carry her."
"It's okay, actually we don't really pay particular attention to it." Guan Xin Mu smiled slightly, stood up and passed Nuo Nuo to him. Nuo Nuo stamped her fat legs, and extended her chubby hands.
He carefully took her, and looked at her seriously and meticulously. Nuo Nuo's skin is white and tender, her face is round, her bright and intelligent big eyes. She looked really refined and cute, she was smiling so sweetly toward him, on her body was full of pleasant milk scent.
"She is really an obedient one, her eyes and nose is really similar to Fei Jun." Guan Shao Guan smiled.
"Everyone is saying like that."
"But her lips, and whole type of face, similar to you." Guan Shhao Guan said it softly and casted a glance to her. "She is the same as the little you, has an apple face, and her forehead is very plump."
Nuo Nuo was somewhat naughty, she extended her hand and pull the button of Guan Shao Guan's button, she also attempted to open her mouth and bite it. Guan Shao Guan said to her with patience but earnest at the same time: "This one you couldn't eat it, grandpa brought you a lot of fruits, let Papa and Mama make some juice for you to drink."
Nuo Nuo nodded her head obediently, and said: "Orange juice." Orange juice is her most favorite drink because it's golden-bright and dazzling color.
Guan Shao Guan didn't stay for long, Fei Jun asked him to stay for dinner. He said he already had some appointment dinner with old friends for vegetarian feast. Fei Jun also didn't force him to stay, he finally said to Fei Jun, "Thanks to you for Guan Xin Mu, I thank you." Then he said goodbye to Nuo Nuo and Guan Xin Mu, then hurriedly went down stairs.
At the bottom, Guan Shao Guan also felt somewhat awkward. When he looked at Guan Xin Mu, his eyes clearly showed some kind of remorse, he wanted to compensate, but didn't know how. He also knew there was somewhat distance that couldn't be overcome in a second. Today to meet Guan Xin Mu and Nuo Nuo, although Guan Xin Mu was not really friendly to her, but at least she didn't reject him, for this he is satisfied.
After the matter done, Fei Jun lowered his head to kiss Guan Xin Mu's cheek, he said slightly: "Look, not everything is so hard like you think. It's just an easy thing, you don't need to avoid it forever."
"Em Em Em." Guan Xin Mu said lazily, "My husband what you are saying is right. What are you saying is gems of wisdom."
Fei Jun extended his hand to hug her, brought her to his embrace. His palm held her wrist, and slowly massaged it. He said: "The love that he didn't give to you, I could act on his behalf to give you."
Guan Xin Mu raised her eyes to look at him, he looked so serious. She grumbled: "You are getting more and more able to sweet-talks."
Nuo Nuo stepped on rabbit slippers and hopped over, she hugged Guan Xin Mu's legs, and yelled, " MaMa." Then looked at Fei Jun, "BaBa."
Guan Xin Mu felt herself already free from the painful memory from the past, now she is so happy. She bent her body over to carry Nuo Nuo, then she kissed Nuo Nuo's face, then said to Nuo Nuo: "Papa?"
Nuo Nuo then pouted her lips and kissed Fei Jun.